Clare
After Algebra I thought of looking for Alli and apologizing but I saw her with Jenna giggling, something inside me boiled, I couldn't help it. I turned the corner before neither of them saw me. Great the one friend who I had was now like a complete stranger to me in the hallways, I thought about looking for Eli and Adam when I saw both of them enter detention. They must have arrived really late to their classes, now I had no one at all. And sincerely I didn't want to head home but I had no option.
When I got home my mother and father were on the couch watching the movie Gladiator, "Clare, honey you want to see the movie with us" my mom asked me with her eyes shining so brightly.
"No mom I have a lot of homework and I am just not in the mood" my mom frowned at my response but nodded and dismissed me to my room. I couldn't believe I was once again in this house, to me standing here was a storm, all that I was doing was for my mother, and she deserves at least a good daughter now that her husband turned out to be the worst. I went to my bed, plastering my body upon it, I them put on my CD of Yiruma, the music calmed me down helped me relax a bit. I looked under my bed pulling out my lap desk, it was a present Darcy had sent me, and it came in very handy. I pull out my utencils bag, and pick a green paper mate lead pencil. I grab my notebook and start to think of what is faith.
Faith is to have a reassurance that things are going to be alright. It's when you receive the hardest hit and get up awaiting to a new, better day. You don't give up because he's there, helping you through everything, and giving you that smile indicating that things have to get better.
Faiths is when you lose everything, but still manage to pull out a smile. I t means to run wild without a worry. Faith to me is suppose to be what father told me, something you always have with you but I don't trust my father. Faith is that tiny small spark in the dark that light s your way when everything is lost. Faith is to believe in the craziest, most bewildered things, and not doubt one second of your beliefs.
I looked over my paper and let out a sigh. Wow this is really going to be a hard assignment. I slipped into my covers and fell into a deep sleep
Sorry it's so short, I am having a hard time writing, but the next chapters should flow better.