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HI EVERYBODY! OKAY. DOWN 2 BUSINESS. IN THIS CHAPTER, BELLA TELLS HER STORY. IN MY WORDS.

SO IT WIL BE INTERESTING… AND THIS TAKES PLACE ABOUT 9 MONTHS LATER.

DON'T WORRY, THEY ARE STILL TOGETHER! IT'S ALL-GOOD! NOW, IT'S THE SUMMER AND SCHOOL'S OUT!

RENESMEE HAS GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL, AND SO HAS JACOB, SO SCHOOL'S OUT!

BTW THEY ARE WAITING FOR COLLEGE ONE MORE YEAR TO SEE IF RENESMEE IS AT HER FINAL GROWTH SPURT (SHE IS).

I DON'T REALLY TELL YOU THIS IN THIS CHAPTER, SO THIS SHOULD CLEAR SOME THINGS UP.

ANYWAY, HERE IS CHAPTER 11!

P.S. I AM OFFICIALLY HALF WAY DONE WITH THIS FANFIC, WHICH IS GOOD AND SAD CUZ IT HAS BEEN SO MUCH FUN WRITING THIS AND GETTING REVIEWS!

Chapter 11- Love is Complicated

Me and Jacob's relationship continued with dates here and there with non-stop chatter about our lives.

There seemed like nothing that we didn't talk about, but we always came up with more things to say!

We kissed a couple times, but nothing too serious, which is what we wanted.

At least I did, but he would do anything I wanted, so he was fine with keeping things casual.

But life at home seemed tense.

I came home from a day in La Push with Jacob to hear Mom and Dad discussing if they should tell me something.

But what? What on earth could they be keeping from me?

When my parents came into say goodnight, I approached them.

"Look, I overheard you guys talking about telling me something. What?" I demanded.

Mom sighed.

"She had to find out sometime, Bella," Dad whispered, tugging her into an embrace.

"What?" I shrieked, trying to get her to speak. "What did I have to find out?"

"Okay, okay," Mom said, pulling away from Dad and sitting next to me on my bed.

I looked at her attentively, waiting for her to start.

"Well, you know how me and Jake are such great friends right?" I nodded. Yes, I did, and it kind of creeped me out.

"Well, we became friends when I was human… when you're father left me."

Dad flinched. " I thought it was best for your mother, but it almost got us both killed."

Mom squeezed his hand and continued, "Well Jacob was my savior form the grief that I had from losing him. He was the sun in my gloomy world. I loved him, but as a brother. He loved me in a different way. I've hurt Jacob so much,"

Her voice caught and Dad rubbed her back. I just stared at them, not daring to process what she was saying yet.

This couldn't be happening, but oh, it was. Mom took a deep breath and continued once again.

"He threatened to kill himself over me. I hurt him even more when I got pregnant with you. But then you were born and the sorrow and anger he felt over me went away. But my guilt stays."

She smiled sadly at me, hoping for some kind of reaction out of me. I didn't give her the satisfaction. My face stayed stoic.

"If I had fallen in love with Jacob instead of your father, then he never would have met you. His… soul mate. So now, it seems as of some of the burden that I have is lifted."

When my mother was finished, I finally gave her a reaction. I looked at her with utter horror.

"Jacob. Loved. You?" I stuttered, refusing to believe it. She nodded and got up off of my bed.

She took my father's hand and walked out of my room, not saying a word. I appreciated that much.

I stared into space as if in a trance, trying to figure out exactly how I felt. I knew I was angry at something, but who?

I realized that I was mad at Jacob, mostly for not telling me. Why does this always have to happen to me?

And that's when Jacob decided to climb through my window. He has such terrible timing.

"Hey Nessie!" he exclaimed with a grin.

I turned towards him and full out glared at him, daring him to anger me even more.

His expression grew puzzled. "What did I do?"

I jumped up from my bed and screamed, "Why didn't you tell me you were in love with my mom?"

Jacob's face fell. That's when I knew that she wasn't lying. It only made me even angrier.

"Who told you that?" He whispered, avoiding my flaming eyes.

"My mother!" I shrieked "And you didn't seem to bother to tell me! Like I'm just some tool, another little Bella to play with! How-"

I started to sob now, "c-could you? W-why couldn't this b-be a norm-mal relationship?" I wailed, and he put his strong arms around me.

I tried to fight him, but my protests were weak and I relaxed and sobbed into his chest.

He rubbed my back, trying to calm me down.

"Nessie, this never could be a normal relationship. I'm a werewolf and you're half vampire," he said gently, stroking my hair.

Then he pulled me back, facing him so he could look into my eyes. I gazed into his, waiting for him to talk, so I could be back into the safety of his arms.

"And me loving your mother? That was a ling time ago and the feeling is long gone. Trust me. I love you, Renesmee. Always."

My breath caught. I wasn't expecting that. But I did know my answer.

"I love you too, Jacob. Always."

And then we kissed. I mean, like a real kiss, not a peck on the cheek. And we did it again and again.

After passionately kissing, for awhile, Jake murmured, "I got to go home, you know, pack stuff."

I kissed him one more time, told him my good byes and he left through my window.

Just for good measure, I whispered into the night, "I love you Jacob Black."

"I love you too, Renesmee Cullen."

I smiled in satisfaction and then went and laid on my bed.

I thanked to God for having him in my life, and then drifted off to sleep.

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AREN'T THEY JUST SOOOO ADORABLE! THIS WAS SUCH A FUN CHAPTER TO WRITE!

THE NEXT CHAPTER ALMOST MADE ME CRY, FOR FUTURE NOTICE, JUST SAYING!

DON'T YELL AT ME FOR DOING WHAT I'M JUST ABOUT TO DO!

IT'S JUST, THEY NEED A TRAGEDY IN THIS TO KEEP THEM CLOSER, AND THIS WAS MY ONLY CHOICE! I'M SORRY IN ADVANCE!

I HOPE I DON'T LOSE ANY FANS TO THIS NEXT CHAPTER!

ANYWAYS, I PERSONALLY LOVED THIS CHAPTER, BECAUSE BELLA FINALLY OPENS UP TO HER DAUGHTER ABOUT HER PAST!

YAY FOR MOTHER DAUGHTER WOVE!

OKAY, SO HERE'S A QUOTE FOR YOUR CONVENIENCE:

Insanity is hereditary. You get it from your kids.

~MOMS OF THE 21ST CENTURY

YAY! BRING TISSUES FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER (SORRY)! BYE!

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THANK YOU!