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o oh my goshness! Second to last chapter you guys :(! Im sooo sad! I don't want this to end! But I do enjoy writing this wedding chapter! I have always pictured my wedding, this is what I would want and what I thought Nessie would too!

Okay, lets cut to the chase: I am a spazz. The end. Good bye.

Sorry about that, I was bored and did not know what to say…. Heehee… so… I got some new reviewers! Thx guys! Awesomesauce!

So…. Here's chapter 21! Hope you like it! Its pretty long!

P.s. Anna you are pissing me off. FREAKING REVIEW. JEEZ. The end good bye. Meh.

Chapter 21- Utter Bliss

I started breathing heavily as Alice brought the soft silk over my head. She was trying not to mess up my hair, which was down with a white flower in it. My golden tendrils were placed flawlessly around my bare shoulders.

Of course, the dress was beautiful and fit to my curves perfectly. It had a tight sweet heart neck line with bare shoulders which flowed out into thin layers of fabric, reaching about mid-thigh, as to not drag in the sand.

I was going barefoot, as was everyone else at the wedding, since it would be very annoying to wear shoes on the beach. My wedding was being held on the first La Push beach in August, after much arguments and compromises by Alice.

She wanted a more formal wedding in a church or house, but I wanted it outside in the wilderness. It would seem more real to me, I guess. Jacob had always smelled like nature.

Her main point was that vampires couldn't pass the line between them and La Push. But Jacob, knowing this was absolutely what I wanted, offered to cancel the treaty for one day, our wedding. Luckily, the other wolves agreed.

I calmed down a little bit, just thinking that my Jacob would be waiting for me at the alter. Alice said nothing as she put on my make-up, only looking at me for styling pretenses. She was only putting on some blush and lip-stain, knowing full well that I wanted to look as natural as possible.

When she was done I grinned at her, trying not to show my fears. She smiled back and then suddenly hugged me like she had been dying to for the past 2 hours. I felt the same way. I would miss her terribly. Not that I wouldn't see her, its just Jake and I would live somewhere else, possibly someplace warmer.

"You've grown up so much, Renesmee. You look beautiful." I looked back at her, trying not to cry, but it was too late. I quickly wiped the tears from my eyes and walked into the living room of Jacob's old house, where my mom, dad and Kate were waiting for me.

Mom gasped and covered her mouth in shock, "You look absolutely gorgeous, honey! If I could cry, I would." She hugged me as did my father. We stayed like that for a few seconds, savoring the moment, before breaking apart. I touched my Dad's face to say, "I love you, Daddy." He smiled and whispered, "I love you too, Renesmee."

Tears sprang to my eyes, but I quickly wiped them off before they could reach my cheeks. I turned to Kate who was wearing a pale pink dress for the maid of honor. She hugged me and murmured, "I am so happy this worked out for you. Of course, I get all the credit for bringing you together, right?" I laughed and nodded into her shoulder before pulling away.

"You ready?" Dad asked, looking into my eyes. I took a deep breath and nodded. Mom and Alice quickly ran to the beach to take their seats. Before I could walk out the door with Kate, Dad said, "Wait." He took a velvet box out of his pocket. "Something blue and something old." I nodded. I already had the something new, my wedding dress, and something borrowed, Alice's garter. I tried not to think that my mom wore that on her wedding day…

Dad laughed at my thoughts and opened the box to reveal beautiful blue stud earrings. I gasped and quickly put them in my ears. I looked in the mirror and they seemed to match the stone on my ring.

"They're beautiful," I croaked, crying again. Crap, Alice was going to kill me. Oh well, its my wedding day. I can do whatever I want to do. So take that Alice!

"They are just something I inherited from my mother," Dad whispered, wiping away my tears with the back of his hand. "Stop crying, you don't want Jacob to see you like this, do you?"

I nodded and tried to reign my tears. When I finally stopped crying, Dad, Kate and I walked to the beach. When we arrived, I went last in the line that was of the people going down the aisle. Rosalie went to the piano and began to play. I still don't know how they got it out there…

Emily and Sam's little boy, Todd and Claire went first. Claire threw flower petals and Todd held the rings in a velvety cushion. I caught a glimpse of Quil proudly watching Claire walking down the aisle. Probably imagining his own wedding.

Embry walked down the aisle with Leah, arm in arm. Leah wore a similar dress to Kate's except it was less vibrant and an off-white color. Embry wore a simple tux, looking quite dashing.

Next came Sam and Emily, whom I grew very close with in the last couple of moths prior to the wedding. They were very nice and Emily even offered to bake the cake with Esme. They had grown very close, much to Sam's resentment towards vampires. I could see a truce in the horizon.

Lastly, came on Kate and Seth as the best man and maid of honor. Seth wore a tux but with a pale pink flower, matching the color of Kate's dress. Kate looked beautiful in her flowing pink dress, which was the same style as mine. Her hair was in an elegant ponytail and the hair tie in the back had a pink flower on it, matching her dress and Seth's flower. She gave me a reassuring grin before walking down the aisle.

Then, I felt suddenly calm and safe. I looked at Jasper, and he grinned at me and winked. I smiled back and touched my father's face to ask, "Do I look all right?" He gave me a crooked smile and nodded. I fixed the flower in my hair and tried to smile back before facing the ocean, where my Jacob was waiting for me.

The music changed to the wedding march and I smiled a brilliant smile, completely content. I was finally going to have my perfect wedding. I took my father's arm and tried to pace myself. I stepped out onto the beach and all I saw was Jacob's face. I didn't notice the weather, which was gloomy as usual, thank goodness. I didn't notice the beautiful music coming out of my aunt's fingers. All I saw was him. My Jacob.

He was gaping at me, like a fish. I blushed and gave him a grin. I was getting married to my soul mate. The thought made my smile grow. When we finally got to the alter, my dad placed my hand on Jacob's. I squeezed his hand, showing him my happiness and then we faced Old Quil, who was to be the priest.

When we finished our vows, Jacob said without hesitation, "I do."When it was my turn I said with confidence, "I do." I wasn't crying for once. Thank goodness.

"I know pronounce you husband and wife."

I didn't even wait for permission, I just kissed Jacob. I was so happy, I all but jumped into his arms. As we kissed, I told him, "I love you Jacob. Always." When we pulled away he whispered, "I love you too, Ness, Always."

I smiled and turned towards everyone. When we had finished greeting everyone, we went to the reception at Esme and Carlisle's house. Alice had peppered the grounds with pink and white flowers.

The inside of the house was full of flowers, spray painted pink and white. Somehow, she had found a painting that looked like it had trapped the sky and put it into a stone, like the ring on my finger. She had hung it up behind our dinner table.

We sat and talked for a while, and suddenly it was our dance. We danced to the song, "The First Time I ever Saw Your Face," by: Celine Dion. It was such a beautiful song and moment, I wanted to capture it and keep it forever.

The first time ever I saw your face

I thought the sun rose in your eyes

And the moon and the stars were the gifts you gave

To the night and the empty skies my love

To the night and the empty skies

I put my head on Jacob's shoulder and we just swayed to the beautiful music that was b being played. He put his head on mine and I closed my eyes and sighed with happiness .I loved him so much.

The first time ever I kissed your mouth

I felt the earth turn in my hand

Like the trembling heart of a captive bird

That was there at my command my love

That was there at my command

The first time ever I lay with you

And felt your heart beat close to mine

I thought our joy would fill the earth

And would last 'till the end of time my love

And would last 'till the end of time

I angled my lips to kiss him on the mouth softly, while we danced.

The first time ever I saw your face

I thought the sun rose in your eyes

And the moon and the stars were the gifts you gave

To the night and the empty skies my love

To the night and the empty skies

We stopped and I could barely hear everyone clapping. I was just looking at him and listening to the sweet sound of his steady breathing. I smiled up at him as my parents came and joined us on the dance floor along with the rest of my family.

Emmett then came up to us and sliced his hand between us. I laughed and went to dance with my uncle to a very up beat song. We twirled around the dance floor until Jasper came in and cut him off too. It went like this, until I had danced with almost all the men, vampires and werewolves alike in the room. Jacob finally claimed me back and we twirled outside to be alone for a little while.

I looked up at him and noticed his eyes glittering with unshed tears. I noticed I was tearing up too. I leaned in to hug him and slowly kissed the tears off of his cheeks. "I love you, Ness," I heard him whisper. I looked up at him and said back, "I love you too, Jacob. Always will. I can't believe we're married!"

He grinned and leaned down to kiss me. I angled my face, deepening the kiss. We stood like this for awhile, until we heard my mom cough behind us. I blushed and raised an eyebrow at her. She shook her head and grinned at us, "You have to leave for your honeymoon, lovebirds."

I laughed, embarrassed and we followed her to the car waiting for us. When we finally ran out of the rain of rice (SAY THAT 5 TIMES FAST), I threw my bouquet behind me.

Natalie, Seth's imprintee caught it and blushed when Seth came up behind her. I hoped there would be another wedding soon… I grinned and went into the waiting car. I waved out the window to my family and friends.

I wouldn't see them for a month or so, since Jake and I were going to Italy for our honeymoon. I heard that it is great there, so I thought that we might stay for a while.

I put my hand back into the car and took Jacob's hand. We smiled at each other and he said mockingly, "Where to, madam?"

I laughed and leaned on his shoulder as he put his arm around me.

"Anywhere quiet," I whispered, falling asleep.

I heard him chuckle and say, "Love you, Renesmee."

"Love you too, Jacob. Always…" I murmured before falling asleep in his arms.

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LAST CHAPTER! SOOOOO SAD! IM ON THE BRIDGE OF TEARS RIGHT NOW! I DON'T WANT THIS TO END! I LOVE YOU GUYS! I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE!

UNA QUESTION: WOULD YOU READ ANOTHER ONE OF MY BOOKS? MAYBE A COLLABORATION ONE WITH PARAMORFANFRLIF? WE HAVEN'T REALLY TALKED ABOUT IT, BUT HERE'S ME ASKING!

THAT WOULD BE FUN! ANYWAYS, HOPED YOU LIKE HER WEDDING! IM PUTTING HER DRESS ON MY PROFILE PAGE, SO CLICK ON THE LINK THERE! ITS REALLY PRETTY! ILL ALSO PUT HER RING ON IT TOO!

THANKS FOR ALL THE REVIEWS, ONE AND ALL! ILL RESPOND TO SOME NEW ONES RIGHT HERE:

LUV2BELOVED: THANK YOU FOR ALL THE REVIEWS! REALLY LIKED THAT YOU REVIEWED SO MANY OF MY CHAPTERS! THANK YOU!

ANITA ROWAN: THANK YOU! I LIKE THAT YOU LIKE THE SPAZZINESS OF MY NOTES! THEY ARE FUN TO WRITE, AS WELL AS THE STORY! I LOVE THIS STORY TOO AND I DON'T WANT TO END IT, BUT I HAVE TOO!

SIRIUSPADDY: THERE YA GO. CLARA. AND PLEASE DO ASK YOUR MOM IF SHE HAD AN AFFAIR TO A VAMPIRE… I'D BE WILLING TO RISK YOUR LIFE TO FIND OUT. :P

SARAH: YOU LUCKY DUCK! YOU GET TO SLEEP IN! IM JUST SLEEP DEPRIVED DURING HEALTH CLASS… WHAT'S IRONIC IS THAT WE'RE LEARNING ABOUT SLEEP AND ITS EFFECTS ON TEENAGERS…

THANKS TO ALL, AND I HOPED YOU ENJOYED THIS FANFIC AS MUCH AS I ENJPYED WRITING IT! AND I STILL HAVE TO DO THE EPILOGUE, SO THIS ISN'T THE OFFICIAL GOOD BYE! :(

AND NOW A QUOTE FOR YOUR CONVENIENCE AMD ENTERTAINMENT:

Good night, good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow,

That I shall say good night till it be morrow.

~ROMEO AND JULIET BY: WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE

AND A COUPLE MORE BECAUSE I LOVE YOU GUYS AND WILL MISS YOU UNTIL I WRITE ANOTHER BOOK:

If you ever crawl inside an old hollow log and go to sleep, and while you're in there some guys come and seal up both ends and then put it on a truck and take it to another city, boy, I don't know what to tell you.

- Jack Handey

There are no personal problems which cannot be solved through suitable application of high explosives.

- Anon

It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man.

- Deep Thoughts by Jack Handey

I hope that after I die, people will say of me: 'That guy sure owed me a lot of money.'

- Jack Handey

"If you choke a Smurf, what colour does it turn?" - Jeff Dunham

"When Arizona became a state in 1912, the first man it sent to the United States Senate was a loquacious cowboy called Henry Fountain Ashurst. In his first address to the Senate, Mr Ashurst boasted that Arizona was 'poised to become a veritable paradise.' Only two things were needed, he said: 'Water, and lots of good people'. According to legend, a senator from New England responded, 'If the gentleman from Arizona will forgive me, that's all they need in hell.'" - Seen in "The Economist"

There are some situations from which one can only escape by acting like a devil or a lunatic. - George Orwell

THAT QUOTE IS MY MOTTO. OFFICIALLY. MY OTHER ONE IS:

"WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE A NINJA. FIRST I HAVE TO FIND ONE…"

SOOOOOO…. YEAH. THAT ABOUT WRAPS IT UP. SEE YOU GUYS IN THE EPILOGUE, AND HOPEFULLY LATER STORIES!

~KIZILEE