Tears of a Lonely Soul Lost in the Light
Disclaimer- I don't own Yugioh 5ds or My Own Way this is another song by Honor Society. This is part 2 of the song fic dedicated to my friend Emma. Also if this story goes well there may be a 2-part sequel afterwards. Finally if you can't tell or just don't care this is from Yusei's POV.
Summary- Yusei wakes up and notices Aki and everything of hers is gone. It's not long after that he thinks back over everything and blames himself. What will he do? Will he get the courage to find her or just die in the dark? Read and find out…
I'm having trouble to believe
I was ever on your mind
It's getting harder just to breathe
'Cause you left my heart on the battle lines
You played the game
You called the shots
You get what you want
But it's not enough
Aki…I can't believe you left…this is my fault. I just know it is. I was so stupid to believe or even think you could love me. Everything of yours is gone. I feel all alone in the dark…just like you did at one point. Ha I guess this is what I deserve…if it wasn't you'd still be here. This is a war I'll never win.
Well I come to you with a broken heart
So before I go gotta let you know
Well you never did care enough about me
anyway
So I guess it'd be best for both of us if I
didn't stay
Well you never did care enough about me
anyway
Left my heart on the floor
Now you know gotta go
My own way
I can't stay
My own way
I'm on my own in the dark. It's so quiet that's it's frightening. I just keep sitting here listening to the clock tick hoping that you'll come home and we'll live happily ever after. You never cared about me…I should've known I should've just left with my heart intact.
It's getting harder to believe
You were ever on my mind
It took a while for me to see
Now I know that you were lying
Well I played your games
For long enough
I took all your shots
In the end you lost
You and me wasn't destiny
But from the start wasn't meant to be
Every minute that goes by makes it harder and harder to continue to live. I should've known that there was no one on this planet that could love me. I guess I should thank you for trying though. All this time this practically whole year you were lying to me. I guess the games are over and I lost…I wish you'd come back and tell me what I did wrong.
Well you never did care enough about me
anyway
So I guess it'd be best for both of us if I
didn't stay
Well you never did care enough about me
anyway
Left my heart on the floor
Now you know gotta go
My own way
I can't stay
My own way
I can't take much more of this. I'm still alone…in this dark corner of what use to be our room watching my blood fall drop by drop as the seconds tick by and I know you're not coming back. My heart is on the floor with all of our pictures we took. One in particular that picture from our day at the beach. That one perfect memory now a desolate and haunting nightmare reminding me the more and more I stare at it that our whole relationship was a complete lie.
I gave you everything but nothing's ever good
enough
I tried to be the one you'd call the on that
you could trust
But the game have all been played
And there's nothing left to say
So shut the door 'cause you have overstayed
your welcome girl
Don't call me back 'cause you know that I'll
keep goin' on
I'm telling you I'm gone
I'm telling you
" Don't give up she's still out there. You're not a quitter Yusei go find her she still loves you and you know it. You've never given up don't give up now. Don't become who you know you're not who you're not destined to be." A voice in my head repeats 5 times.
Well you never did care enough about me
anyway
So I guess it'd best for both of us if I
didn't stay
Well you never did care enough about me
anyway
Left my heart on the floor
Now you know gotta go
My own way
I can't stay
My own way
Wait what am I doing? This voice is right I can't quit Aki is out there and I know somewhere deep inside she still loves me. This is a huge risk for me to take but I've gotta do it. I've gotta find her and bring her back. I can't give up this isn't like me. I've never quit I've put everything on the line multiple times and always come out of it knowing I did what my heart told me to do. I'm scared I'll admit it but Aki I'm coming for you. I'm bringing you back home or at least admitting how I feel and I don't care how long it takes.
With that final thought Yusei cleans himself up and the blood on the floor, packs and leaves on his Duel Runner hoping to find Aki somewhere waiting for him with as much love in her eyes as they both had when they 1st admitted their feeling for each other.
A/N- Another chapter finally done. I'm actually liking the way this is progressing. I just wish I wasn't still so tired from my school trip to Savannah. It was a lot of fun but very exhausting and we left Friday morning and returned Saturday morning at like midnight or 12:30. Also I'll be posting Thursday since that's my friend's B-Day but if she doesn't help me that won't happen and I hope she reads this….(glaring evilly at the phone waiting for her to respond)….
Anyway let me know what you think reviews of how the story is going are welcome.
Thank you…Maria Starlight out…