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'Everything To Save,"

Chapter 13-

"Rem, do you think that Light loves me?" Misa Amane asked the tall bone white shinigami, as the teen model brushed her long blonde hair and gazed at her reflection in the mirror.

"Misa, why do you ask me such a question?" Rem responded with disappointment, would the girl always be willing to be used by the cold and uncaring Light Yagami? He didn't have feelings for anybody but himself and the shinigami wished that she could just write the boy's name in her notebook, but she knew that she would destroy Misa if she did.

The blonde girl turned and looked up at Rem with her blue eyes. "Please Rem, do you think it's possible he'll love me like I love him?" she asked, a pleading tone was in her voice.

"I'm sorry, Misa, but Light Yagami only loves himself," Rem responded quietly.

Misa woke up, her heart racing. Who was Rem? And why did this seem more like a recent memory than a dream?

OOOOOOOOOOO

Last Night-

"Ryuzaki, I've never done this before," Light gasped. "Have you?"

"Relax Light-kun, I promise the pain will soon pass to be replaced by a wonderful feeling. I would never hurt you," Ryuzaki soothed as he slowly positioned himself on top of Light.

Light eyes widened, as he was filled with Ryuzaki's length. His breath came in short gasps as the detective kissed along his neck and jaw line very tenderly pushing into the younger man. He paused to whisper into Light's ear,

"If you need me to stop just tell me. You are in control Light-kun."

Suddenly, Ryuzaki hit the spot that he promised would cause Light so much pleasure. "My God," Light moaned as he thrust back unto Ryuzaki. "Please don't you dare stop," he warned in a strangled moan.

A drop of sweat fell from the detective's forehead, as he kept up his rhythm. "I wouldn't dream of it, Light-kun," he whispered as he thrust gently into Light, his breath hitching as he did so.

"Ah" Light gasped, having suddenly lost the ability to talk. At this moment, his whole world revolved around Ryuzaki and the feelings he was bringing to him. Nothing matter in the universe except the two of them moving together. He had never felt like this…

"I...I love you, L," Light called out as he was pushed over the edge.

OOOOOOOO

L woke up to find Light asleep beside him. The younger man was on his side with his back to L and the bed-cover tucked to his chin.L reached out and gently slipped his hand underneath the sheet and touched Light's warm naked flesh. At the contact, the younger man responded with a soft sigh.

L looked down at Light's sleeping face. He looked so innocent and young- how could this boy/man be Kira? In addition, L had to question why he loved someone that he had sworn to capture. Even if it was by supernatural means, how much of Light was in Kira and vice-versa?

L had been surprised that Light had let him take control and be Seme. The detective wondered if the younger man only let him assume control so it would lessen his Kira percentage. L had been surprised when Light had told him that he loved him and used his real name "L" instead of Ryuzaki. As much as he wanted to believe his new lover was sincere, he still had his doubts.

Kira and L. Light and Ryuzaki. L and Light. The world's greatest detective verses the world's newest serial killer –wasn't that what this was? One of them had to capture or kill the other. There couldn't be love between them, could there? Despite having almost the same intellect and deductive skills, they were sworn enemies, weren't they?

On the other hand, L could not believe that this handsome boy desired him as a lover. The chance that Light had been a closeted gay all this time was still hard for L to believe.

OOOOOOOOOOOO

Light slowly opened his eyes and stretched. Immediately he noticed tenderness around his rear though it was not an unpleasant feeling. Memories of last night came flooding back to him.

Light immediately sat up in bed, the cover falling from his body as he realized that Ryuzaki was no longer in bed with him. Apparently, the detective was not worried about him escaping as the dreaded handcuffs lay on the floor where the detective had thrown them last night.

Finally, Light spotted Ryuzaki wearing boxer shorts looking outside from the small window of their room. He slid out of bed and padded over to the detective.

"Good morning," Light whispered into his lover's ear. He could not help but smile in satisfaction as the detective jumped, turned around, and stared at Light with his ebony eyes wide.

"Ah, Light-kun! I didn't hear you wake up," Ryuzaki replied, as he quickly moved away from the younger man and reached for his shirt that was crumpled in the corner of the bedroom. "You should ah..put some clothes on, Light-kun," he replied nervously.

Light looked at Ryuzaki in confusion. "What's wrong, Ryuzaki? I thought we could take a shower together. I need one after last night and I know you do too," the younger man said as he self-consciously wrapped the bed sheet around him.

"Nothing's wrong, Light-kun. But we haven't looked for leads on Kira lately and it must now be our top priority," Ryuzaki responded pulling on his white shirt. "We have only been wasting precious time."

"Is this how you are with all your lovers? You used Julian to make me jealous and you received an ego boost by becoming my lover. Now you are over it? You didn't even tell me you loved me 'L'! You really are a cold, emotionless man. Perhaps you deserve to be killed by Kira!" Light yelled at the detective, as he pulled the sheet from his body and threw it down, confronting Ryuzaki with his nakedness.

"Don't you see Light? Kira would have never acted like this and neither would the Light Yagami that I first met. This is not the true you I fear. And it's this persona of yours that I love. I'm afraid I'm going to lose you and my life as well. If only you hadn't hated me so as Kira." Ryuzaki replied as he grabbed Light by the shoulders, his dark eyes intense as he stared at Light.

"I have no memory of being Kira, Ryuzaki! After all we have been through together, how could you ever think I hate you? I love you!" Light said. He'd ease these silly fears of the detective's!

"Don't say that!" the detective replied. "You don't mean it!"

"I love you!" Light said, grabbing L and kissing him on the neck.

"No, you don't..." Ryuzaki said weakly, as he half-heartedly pushed Light away.

"Dammit! I love you, L!" Light demanded, as he pulled off the detectives white shirt.

"No, it's a game of Kira's…" Ryuzaki said weakly, as Light straddled him.

"I love you L and I'm going to show you!" Light said, as he pulled off L's boxer shorts.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOO

"I love you, Light Yagami," L gasped, as he whithered underneath Light's expert fingers.

"And I love you, L." Light answered, before turning his all attention on making L moan in ecstasy.

OOOOOOOOOOOOO

Misa stared out into the night. Where was Light and Ryuzaki tonight? A wave of jealously came over the petite blonde. She wished that she had a way to make Ryuzaki leave her Light alone…

To be continued-