So I lied..(x I got this finished faster than I thought I would. Well anyways, I own nothing. At all. Awesome… :D

I quickly pull back and look at Finnick. "Oh no.. What have I done?" I whisper and start to cry. I really am a monster. I can't keep hurting Peeta and I'm not going to start hurting Finnick. I need to make a decision. And fast. Finnick holds on to me, my only anchor in this twisted world, and pull myself together. Peeta comes downstairs and starts chatting animatedly, while I can barely go through the motions to make dinner. Finally, after almost slicing my finger, Finnick and Peeta take over shooting me worried glances. We sit down to a delicious dinner, and talk about how our districts are faring. Soon, we are all ready for bed. I show Finnick to one of the guest rooms say goodnight and trudge back to mine and Peeta's room. I can tell they're both worried, but I shrug it off. That night I can't fall asleep, and when I do my dreams are filled with nothing but the boy with the bread and the boy with the sea green eyes.

The next few days seemed to drag on endlessly. I spend most of my time either walking around the house or just sitting there, trying to figure out what to do. Finally, I decide to go see Prim. I walk next door to the house I got from winning the Hunger Games and knock on the door. In about three seconds flat the door opens and Prim screams, "Katniss! I haven't seen you in forever!"

"I know little duck. It's been awhile hasn't it?" I reply. I rarely go over there anymore. My mother and Prim both help out at the new "Hospital" if you can even call it that. It's basically part of the Justice Building set up with medical equipment.

"So what brings you here Katniss?" asks Prim, who looks a bit confused.

"I was wondering if I could talk to you..?"

"Of course Katniss, here come inside!" I follow her into the house. I'm amazed at how similar it looks to when I was last here before the Victory Tour. I leave Prim for a moment and walk to my old room. Sure enough, in my closet all the dresses Cinna made for me are still there. I feel a pang of sadness. I miss Cinna. When all odds were against me, he still believed in me. It's like I can almost here him next to me saying, "I'm still betting for my Girl on Fire." I quickly back out of the room and scurry back downstairs.

"So what did you want to talk about, Katniss?" Prim asks.

I can't even think of how to explain this to her. So I start out, "You know Finnick Odair don't you?"

"Katniss really? Of course I do!" she exclaims. "I mean he was in the Quarter Quell, District 13, and he's been here for a few days.. Yes, I would say I know him." she laughs.

"And obviously you know Peeta," I continue.

"Mhmm"

"Well um," she cut me off.

"You have feelings for Finnick and you're not so sure about Peeta? Am I right?" she asks. "I've seen the way you and Finnick have acted around each other lately." she adds. I have to give her credit, she's much more observant than I thought. And definitely more grown up from that fateful Reaping Day.. I shudder. Most of it is my fault. I caused the rebellion, which in turn made my little sister have to grow up way too fast.

"Yes, that's pretty much it. Prim, what should I do? I'm so confused right now!" I cry.

She takes a deep breath. "Well Katniss, first I think you should take a step back and look at this." she says. "Peeta still loves you, but is he right for you? And if you decide he's not, well be nice about it. He will be hurt, but time heals all wounds." I'm staring at her now, disbelieving. When did my sister become so wise? She continues, "And as for Finnick… If he's the one you choose, I'll stand by you. I can tell you two care about each other a lot more than you care to say." She's right of course, but I'm still shocked she picked up on all of this. "If he's not the one he still has Anni-"

"Annie's mind has gone completely according to Finnick." I choke out. "She doesn't recognize him anymore, so he sent her to a hospital in the Capitol."

"Oh no, poor Finnick.." breathes Prim, "But, do keep in mind if you don't pick him he's not alone. He has all of us still, and so does Peeta. No matter who you choose. And, who knows? The Capitol may be able to help Annie." she says. After talking to her I somehow feel much better.

"Thanks Prim, this has really helped me."

"Anytime, Katniss. Oh, and don't hesitate to visit okay? I miss you!"

"I promise I'll visit.. All the time," I reply.

"Thank you!"

"Prim?" I ask.

"Yes?"

"I have one more question.."

"What is it Katniss?"

"Who do you think I should pick?"

She looks at me for a long time before replying. "Honestly Katniss, I don't know. They're both amazing people. Peeta has been there for you since the beginning, and will probably always be there for you. Also, he's sweet, funny, and he can cook!" she winks, making me laugh. "As for Finnick, he was part of the rebellion trying to keep you safe. And, although he hasn't been around for as long as Peeta he cares for you as much as Peeta does. You guys are also a lot alike. You lost people to the Capitol, and you will do anything for your loved ones. Fire and water, living together in harmony. Not to mention the fact that he's also sweet and funny, and I must admit pretty good looking!" she giggles.

"Primrose Everdeen!" I laugh. "He's almost twice your age silly!"

"And that means I can't say he looks nice?" she shoots back.

"It's weird! There must be a guy your age you like!" she blushes, and I know I have to figure it out.

"Maybe…" she grinning and blushing so I know she does.

"Well you better tell me soon!"

She laughs. "Of course I will.. Just not today." We sit laughing for awhile, when I realize how dark it's becoming outside.

"Well Prim, I better go."

"Come back soon okay?" she pleads.

"Of course." I reply. Then I give her a hug and run out the door back to Peeta's house.

When I walk in, I notice it's eerily quiet. Then I hear voices coming from the kitchen. I creep up to the door and listen. It's Peeta and Finnick.

"Of course, I love her!" Peeta exclaims. "I'd do anything for her!'

"Yes, but you don't know if you're in love with her anymore?" Finnick replies.

"Right. I just don't want to hurt her. Ever." I'm shocked. Peeta doesn't know if he loves me like that anymore either? It's just too weird.

Then I hear Finnick again, "Well, since you've been so honest I'll tell you this. I do,"

I don't hear the rest because Buttercup ran by and startled me, sending me banging into the wall. Finnick and Peeta abruptly stop talking and run out of the kitchen, worried.

"Oh hey Katniss," they both say.

"Um, hi.." I say still fairly dazed. Then I notice their faces. They both look like they're in some sort of pain, or like they're about to break down and fall on the floor. I don't want to think about what they said just yet, so I just yell, "Who wants dinner?" and hurry into the kitchen.

**Lalalala(: did you like it? Yes? No? Review? I'm still trying to figure out where this story is going… So this one is not as good as the others in my opinion.. But who knows?(x well thanks! Review please! :D