Author's note: She's going to get her way…sorry for not updating last week, I felt really tired and I didn't care really about updating last week…yeah…so sorry about that! Yeah, I've been getting lazy I know, but you know, I promised myself to update at least once a week, so HERE WE ARE!

Anyways, the reason why I've been getting lazy is because of Shugo Chara, I blame my friend, she showed it to me and she yelled at me to start from the beginning, so I have like ¼ of the first season done, and then I have to go to a second season which is like forty episodes, the first season is fifty, and then I have to go through sixteen episodes in the third season. It sucks, so…bleh…I'm so tired, I don't wanna watch it, but it's really cute and funny but my friend made me watch it because she was all like, 'I don't want to explain things to you, only when you are really confused, I just want you to know the story and show better!' My friend, this friend…IS MOVING AWAY, it's so hard, bleh, I wish she didn't have to leave…oh damn…getting carried away!

Disclaimer: I don't own Bleach

The birds were whistling, the air was intoxicated with a happy feeling and she took a sip out of her tea, placing the cup back down to hear a slight sound as she placed the ceramic cup down on the saucer.

"Oh yes, I believe that you could excel in that with just a little bit of practice, all of you are getting so good." Rukia encouraged to little girls that were practicing their dancing in front of her with paper fans and their little dresses trailing behind them. She was really enjoying the day so far. They squealed as their idol of dancing was giving them encouragement and Rukia's eyes twinkled as she chuckled and took another sip of tea.

"Oh Rukia, Rukia, when I grow older I want to be just like you!" A little girl piped and Rukia put her cup down and saw little girls now crowding around her and saying what the first girl had said. Rukia chuckled and gathered all of them with her arms.

"Oh all of you, you're so young, and so cute." Rukia said as she pinched all of their cheeks and they squealed as they got back up into formation and started dancing again. Rukia laughed and she heard footsteps, but she didn't have to guess who was coming towards her.

"I've hope you had a nice sleep." Rukia said as she closed her eyes and took another sip of tea and the woman who had come out look at Rukia and the girls dancing before she cleared her throat quietly,

"All of you, there is lunch, you should go in." the woman said quietly and the girls scattered off after bidding goodbye to Rukia and rushed into the dining hall. "I didn't know that you…" Rukia then put her tea cup down and got up without cracking an eye at the person talking to her.

"You shouldn't be messing around, what if you got caught by others?" Rukia said as she as she permitted to let her eyes open to look at a flower sprouting from a tree.

"I know…but I just…I don't know what I'm going to do, I can't help it…I can't stop this addiction." The woman replied and Rukia turned to face her, her slim back angling back at the tree and she scowled.

"Pull yourself together, you're queen, you can't be wandering off in random rooms with men that you know, you do realize that you're cheating on him right? Don't you feel ashamed that you're doing that to the man you love? I can't believe you would do such a thing with Renji this time, you know he was going to get married soon." Rukia spoke sternly and Momo looked up at her older sister and Momo lowered her eyes.

"I know…but I…" Momo started and Rukia turned so her back was leaning against the wall.

"But you what Momo, you realize this is wrong already, so why won't you quit? In the end, if you keep on doing this, he'll find out, and he'll be heartbroken, and you say you still love him, if you did love him, you would actually stop doing what you're doing, pick up your heart, and stop messing around!" Rukia yelled and Momo stood up abruptly and pointed a finger at her.

"You have no idea what I'm going through, you're just jealous because you're not married and I am, I have all of the fortune and you don't! You're just jealous of me!" Momo shrieked and Rukia sighed and lowered her heightened shoulders.

"I'm not jealous Momo, I'm stating the truth, stop what you're doing, but if you don't want to, I have nothing else to say to you." Rukia said as her hand planted against the wall and slid it against the wall as she walked and she stopped and looked at Momo who had more than a devious grin on her face as she skipped away, she sighed as she turned away her face and walked away.

Rukia had walked to the horse stalls and walked slowly on the cobblestone path, the hem of her dress just barely touching the stones on the pretty dirt path and she kept on walking until she stopped. Her hand automatically went to the stall door and pulled it open, the polished wood glistening as it silently opened and Rukia looked at the gleaming white horse.

"Good afternoon Shirayuki, I've missed you." Rukia said as she fed it an apple which it took carefully in its lips and began to crunch on slowly as Rukia ran her fingers through her silky and brushed mane. She adjusted the blue colored reins on the horse and tightened them a little and adjusted the saddle and then she heard breathing of a person.

"Are you going out for a ride?" The voice asked and Rukia automatically knew who it was and she pulled on the reins a little and fed Shirayuki a carrot.

"Yes and how is that any of your concern?" Rukia asked quietly as she jumped Shirayuki and gripped the reins and wound them around her hands, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear she saw he already climbed onto his horse, Hyorinmaru and gripped his reins as well.

"We should take a race together; we haven't done that in a while." Hitsugaya informed and Rukia turned her head away slightly.

"Hyorinmaru can't jump or do anything of the sort; if we take a race it'll be short." Rukia said as she smiled and gripped the reins and Hitsugaya smirked.

"I'll take that challenge, come on, and let's go." Hitsugaya said as Rukia laughed as she already sped off and he was immediately catching up with her as she laughed and rode on. The ground shook as Shirayuki's and Hyorinmaru's hooves stomped across the ground and gleamed in the sun as they raced around. Both felt free around each other and Rukia laughed as she saw she was beating him. She pulled on the reins as soon as she saw a ledge where they would have to jump and Hitsugaya stopped as well causing Shirayuki to bump into Hyorinmaru and well…Hitsugaya to fall on Rukia. He landed right on top of her and Shirayuki and Hyorinmaru got up and Rukia started laughing.

She threw her head back and laughed, she hadn't had this much fun in years and he started laughing too. She opened her tear filled eyes from laughing so hard and looked at him to realize he had stopped laughing right before she had. She looked up and saw him staring at her and leaning in after tickling her face with his breath. Rukia then parted her lips to squeak out something when she felt his lips on hers…again and Rukia widened her eyes as she was about to break away but then relaxed as her spine tingled with a new sensation and she relaxed and let him kiss her.

It was only then…

"Shiro-chan, oh Shiro-chan, Shiro-chan, where are you?!" A sickly sweet voice called out and Hitsugaya immediately got off of her and Rukia got onto her horse and Hitsugaya looked at her.

"I…go on, just go." He whispered and Rukia nodded as she started Shirayuki and began walking slowly back and took a different route which she knew that would lead back to the mansion and she heard Tobiume's stomping as she neared Hitsugaya and Hyorinmaru and Rukia sighed as she kicked Shirayuki to begin running.

An hour later:

"Hey, Rukia can we talk or something?" Hitsugaya asked and Rukia kept her posture straight up and looked up at him, she was watching the little girls practice one more time and they wanted her to watch them dance.

"What is it that you possibly want to talk about?" Rukia said as she got up and saw a girl faltering in her movements and she bent down and smiled at the girl as she placed her hands on the girl's stomach and back and positioned it so it would be perfect. She then got up and saw Hitsugaya looking at her.

"You know what I'm talking about." He replied and Rukia looked at him and narrowed her eyes.

"I thought you would have come home later, but it seems you came earlier than I expected, and no, I have no idea what you're talking about." Rukia said as she walked around and inspected and Hitsugaya sighed.

"Rukia…we need to talk about this, we can't ignore it any longer." Hitsugaya said and Rukia stopped and turned on her heel immediately and glared at him.

"What do you want to talk about?! There is nothing to talk about! We're doing something we shouldn't be doing in the first place!" Rukia yelled and the little girls stopped dancing and looked at her with a puzzled look on their faces.

"Is there something wrong Rukia?" A little girl asked and Rukia stopped glaring and looked down and smiled as she pat their heads.

"Why don't all of you go on, I need to talk to the King for a while, go outside and play?" Rukia said as she smiled brightly and then nodded before they ran out of the room and Rukia went behind them and slammed the door as soon as all of them filed out.

"Look Rukia…I know what we've done in the past couple of days haven't gone so well but…I don't know what to do." Hitsugaya said as he raked a few fingers through his hair and Rukia who was facing the door suddenly scowled and gripped the handle of the door.

"You do know what to do, but you don't want to do anything about it." Rukia said through gritted teeth and Hitsugaya looked at her and shot her a glare.

"I'm serious Rukia, what we've been doing, playing around and kissing, it doesn't make any sense Rukia, and we have to stop what we're doing." Hitsugaya said sternly, almost yelling and Rukia whirled around and glared at him.

"I'm not doing anything, you're the one always kissing me first, do you think I want to kiss you?! You're married, you shouldn't even be thinking about kissing me in the first place!" Rukia yelled and Hitsugaya widened his eyes and narrowed them at her and stepped closer to her and yelled at her.

"Don't act so innocent Rukia, you're saying it's my entire fault?! You should stop me, but I can feel you always relaxing into the kiss, don't say it's my fault, you're not the one stopping me!" Hitsugaya yelled and Rukia stabbed an index finger in his chest.

"You idiot, I get relaxed because I'm surprised you even kiss me! You're the idiot that got married! So make yourself not think about kissing me!" Rukia said as their faces were close and Hitsugaya felt himself immediately think about pressing his hard lips to her soft pink petite lips and without thinking…

"What if I'm thinking about kissing you right now, then what do you want me to do about that then?!" Hitsugaya yelled and…

"Then force yourself not thinking about kissing me right now!" Rukia yelled back and Hitsugaya moved his still hands from his sides and up her arms and to her neck and Rukia was panting really hard and swallowed when she realized what he was doing.

"Sorry Rukia, but I don't think I can force myself to do that." His voice turned mellow, husky, and soft and Rukia quivered under his touch.

"You can…" She was stopped when he pressed his lips against hers…again and she widened her eyes but then closed her eyes and let her eyelashes rake against his cheekbones as she closed them and softly moved her hands flat against his chest and leaned in a little. He then removed his lips and she fluttered her eyes open, he loved when she did that, it was cute and innocent but it looked very pretty on her and he smiled.

"See I can't stop myself." He whispered as he stroked her cheek with one hand and Rukia smiled and pressed her head against his collar bone.

"What are we doing to do?" Rukia asked as she didn't move her hands and he wrapped his arms around her slim and narrow waist and pressed his chin atop her head.

"I'm not sure, but we'll figure out something." Hitsugaya said and Rukia felt her heart break when she realized that she could never be with him...and she could never until she told him about Momo's dealings but she knew, even though they would do this, he would never believe her because deep in her heart she knew…he would always treasure Momo more than her.

Author's note: Sorry, it's really crappy and I didn't want to update again today, you probably might get this update only this weekend because I'm really tired and I woke up to a bad morning thanks to this anonymous reviewer which pissed me off to an infinity. So there you have it!

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