It was been almost three years since i met Jasper and these past few years have been a crazy ride! I have been in jail over ten times, ran from the cops, got caught having sex by my dad, got caught sneaking out, caught doing drugs, been put on house arresst. But that is just the start of it. Well i am not 16 and Jasper just turned 19! yeah i know well we are still as crazy as ever right now im actually waiting for Jasper to wake up. If he even made it home last night. We went to a crazy party last night, and Em was there and drove me home.
"Is you awake? Is four in the after noon!" Ed yelled "Is its Em can i come in?"
"Yeah Em come on it, why you let me sleep in so late normally im up at two!"
"well um you had a rough night" Aww Em cared so much, he then started tlaking about something, but i was so busy checking for my phone to see if Jasper called or text he normally up at threee after a party.
"Is are you even listening?"Em asked me "um yeah ... have you seen my phone?"
"yeah its right here"Em said while handing it to me "well i guess ill talk to you later"Em said as he started to walk out.. "hey em"
"yah Is"
"what you want to talk to me about?"
"Just about last night but we will talk later ok"
I didnt reply just went through my phone... i had ten un read text messages all from jasper

From : Sparky

Hey baby sorry i couldnt give u a ride home ill make it up to you

thirty mintues later

From: Sparky

Is are u really that mad at me?

From: sparky come on you can't be that mad at me it wasnt even my fault

From: Sparky I love you IS

From: Sparky Im sorry please for give me i never meant to hurt you like this

I just deleted the rest wondering what the hell happened last night, i tried to call Jasper but it went straight to voice mail, then Alice but she picked up and hung up, so i called rose hoping she will answer

(rose Is)
Hello um
Hey rose
Let me guess you want to know what happened last night?
um yeah i dont know what happened i never get that bad
WEll you sure you want to know yeah girl the whole story
yeah
alright wellgirl im not completely sure what happened to make you that way, em thinks you got druged,
but anyways you cussed out and yelled at alice making her cry, and then ed took your side cause he knew you never got like that before, you yelled and cussed me but hey im use to partying with you i knew something was wrong em did to, jasper stoped dealing and came and found you you to talked, and then he took off mumbling something bout jacob, as in your ex. Well i asked you what was that about you told me jake was there, and got you a drink, well comes to find out jasper went to find ed, and they both agreed they think jake druged you. alice wont talk to me ed or em cause we stood up for you.
yeah damm girl im sorry, i tried to call alice and she picked up and hung up all i could think is what the fuck did i do so wrong, i mean rose ive never done anything wrong to my friends why now? oh and have you tlaked to jasper today? (out of all my friends rose and jasper got along the best)
ill talk to her for you, but hey you wanna hang today just me and you like old times?
yeah sure rose but answer have you talked to jasper?
ummm actually he got arressted last night, for beating the hell out of jake, and got a dui!

Icouldnt believe what she was telling me he promised he wouldnt go back to jail till after christmas!
ugh okay you gonna come get me? (rose) sure thing babe... see ya. After she hung up i got ready, i didnt care what i looked like the love of my life was in jail for sticking up for me!

That night i stayed at rose's, well actually it wasnt just for one time i stayed till christmas day the day jasper poped back up in my life. Every day i would talk to emmett and edward, that is the only reason i kept my phone. Alice refused to talk to me still, and i pretty much live with rose! Well it is christmas eve, and i realized i was three weeks late, so rose is out buying me a test right now, ugh i miss jasper! I got up to go call rose, but my phone started ringing, i looked at the caller id it was jasper. umm here goes nothing!
(bella Jasper)
Hello?
Baby girl ?
JAsper? i started crying now
Baby please dont cry i need to see you now!
Jazz im busy right now i can in thirty
baby i just need you in my arms again
So u just got out of jail right
baby we will talk about that later
NO JASPER WE WILL NOW
okay baby girl i got out two hours ago!
AND YOUR NOW JUST CALLING ME WHAT THE FUCK I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME
I do Is trust me more then anything!
Well you should of called me sooner good buy!

He keep blowing my phone up when rose got back i took three test and all came out positive! how am i going to tell jasper i got pregnant before he went to jail and never told him! ugh

All of a sudden i get a text from a blocked number saying look out side and i did, what did i see well jasper out side leaning again his car with a huge smile on his face!

Its now or never i thought i walked to him and jumped in his arms! we were making out until i got a text

From: Rose

Tell him now, until you forget and he gets pissed!

here goes nothing

(Bella, Jasper)

Jazz?
yeah baby
i need to tell you something but promise you won't yell and accuss me of stuff okay
alright baby you know you can tell me anything!
ok here is goes jaz im pregnant and its your baby!
WHAT THE FUCK HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN? AND YOU KEEP THIS FROM ME? IF I EVEN AM THE FATHER!
Jaz please i love you please calm down
look ill call you later i need time to think

That night iwaiting buy the phone, rose was there with me. I waiting for a month for him to call me, until one day he called rose and told her he was no longer in the state and
for me to move on and be happy! that i will see him again and then hung up! and that was the last time anyone heard from the love of my life until my son Anthony Whitlock was born!