Chapter 19 (my apology chapter!).
New chapter!!! YES I UPDATED THE DAY AFTER!!! Ok so this is MY way to apologize to you for all the time where I made you wait for me and I have
to be honest; there will probably come times like that again. This chapter is just playing over an hour or so but there is a lot that explain Bella's
feelings and how Sara react when she meets vampires for the first time so dig in!
Disclaimer- a disclaimer has a simple function, it is supposed to show that I don't own Twilight and rub it in my face.
Shock, fear and wonder were the only things I could feel when I saw them standing there. My breath caught and I felt woozy for a little while. Then in
pure reaction I used my magic to fly backwards, away from the door and my unexpected visitors. "What- what are you doing here?" I stammered
gasping for air Jacob came from the living room to see why I reacted like this "Bella honey is you alright? Bella what's wr… oh it's you." The last part
was said coldly and with a slight harshness. He was staring evilly at the Cullen's who had intruded our happy life "what do you want?" surprisingly
enough it was me saying this and even more surprising this was said in a harsh tone. Shocking me was when I realized that I wanted them to stay
away and never disturb us again, when I still dated Edward I would have broken down and run straight into Edward's arms if he had come back like
this. `What a wimp I was´ that was my thoughts about myself at that point and I walked over to Jacob so I could stand at his side and show them that
we were a couple. Carlisle asked if I minded if they came inside, they had to talk with us. Reluctantly I agreed, but I told them to wait until I had told
the others in the house so they were prepared for it. After everyone was told and those who wasn't sure if they could stay in the living room with
them had left the house. Then they came inside and I guided them to the living room.
For the first time in my life I understand what the werewolves mean when they say vampires stink! As soon as they came inside the house a horrible
smell was burning my nose! Alice and the others mentioned that I smelled like a werewolf and not a human when they came over to say hi.
As they sat down Sara came running from the garden giggling as Joshua chased her for unknown reasons. "Help he's after me! Somebody hide me
please!" She laughed and tried to hide behind Jacob, but Joshua caught her anyway and they tumbled laughing on the floor. Then they saw the guests
and got immediately up, as they stood I saw Joshua keeping an arm around her waist all the time to prevent her from falling again. The arm was
placed in a way that made it clear that he did not intend to remove it anytime soon "uh mom this might be a strange time to ask, but who in the world
is that? And dad why are you allowing vamps into our house? I thought you were their enemy." She was looking very confused and with good reason:
we had taught her that werewolves and vampires hated each other. When she had arrived we had taught her to recognize a vampire immediately and
to be careful if she met one. That was why she used her power on them right away "who are you?" She looked Carlisle right in the eye and forced him
to answer; "my name is Carlisle Cullen, I used to know Bella very well." She nodded and did the same to the others, then she looked at them all and
asked; "are you intending to hurt my family, including the werewolf pack and Joshua?" Carlisle shook his head and Sara smiled to us "mom they're
trustable." She had turned down her powers like usual when she didn't use them and snapped back to normal. The Cullen's stared weirdly at us "why
does she call you mom?" Esme asked while looking a bit wary of the answer "Well you don't know this, but back when I lived in Phoenix I lived next to
Charlie's, my dad, sister. She is genetically mother to Sara but I have always been the one who took care of her." Carlisle's eyes lit up after a moment
"so she is a Guard I presume? I mean if you look at her age and her unusual powers, it's rather obvious." I nodded with a smile; Carlisle had always
been rather smart. Then I noticed Edward as he stepped forward "so you and Jacob are a couple now?" a strange expression crossed his face
momentarily "yes we are and I'm happy with Jacob. I hope you someday will find true love, just like us." My voice was genuine and soft; I did not want
to break him down more than possible. I had realized that I didn't feel any need to revenge upon him or destroy his heart. Inside I hoped deeply that
he would become truly happy. A defeated and accepting expression settled on his face "I still love you, but a wise person once said that loving
someone also means that you must let them go and I will follow that advice, so I truly hope you two will have a happy life together." A sad smile
settled on his face and he left the house to clear his mind. Alice, Jasper, Rosalie and Emmett left the house along with him; they wanted to be there so
he didn't get in trouble by accident. Esme and Carlisle were the only vampires left in the house now. "Bella I guess I have to tell you what I came to
say." He looked like it was quite unpleasant news… for all of us.
So I hope you liked it and have forgiven me. Oh a news flash; MY STORY PAGE WORK AGAIN! Now I can FINALLY see how many reads it. When you
have a story where there is a big ZERO in who read your story for a few days you completely lose your ability to write and that is an awful
experience! Believe me, you feel really down for a long time. But I'm back! Please leave a review/ comment for me to feed on; I'm getting hungry.
Big happy hugs from me! :D
PS – my mom is in Copenhagen so it's going to be weird tomorrow; my dad are going to get all of us into school at the right time… it's going to be a
DISASTER!!! Yikes he will probably screw up and get us late, so like I said: a DISASTER!!!