*I do not own The Suite Life On Deck or any of the person's related to the show!!!!
Cody sighed as he stepped onto the deck of the awaiting ship. He didn't expect much for a welcome back, but the uneasy silence among his friends wasn't what he had expected. No one made any direct eye contact while they spoke to Cody or were around him; the actions of his friends made him feel uncomfortable and slightly dirty. He knew that what happened to him was no ones fault, even his own, but no matter how many times he tried to convince himself that what happened wasn't because of him, he couldn't help but feel that nagging little voice in the back of his mind that was telling him that he was dirty. Dirty to the point that no matter how many showers he took he would never be clean. A sigh escaped his lips as he thought about the countless hours he would need of therapy.
Bailey wouldn't even acknowledge that Cody was back to school, let alone existed. The last image of him that was left in her mind was his beaten and bloody body, it was quite understandable that she was avoiding him for the most part. But not fully understandable. Cody didn't know that Bailey was the one to find him, so, naturally, the thoughts about being dirty and how he was dirty was causing the girl that he was sure he had a crush on to avoid him to no end.
"Cody? Let's go move your things to my room." Zack led his brother to where their rooms were.
Cody gathered his clothing and walked them across the hall and placed them onto Zack's bed. Zack grabbed Cody's computer and other belongings and dropped them next to his clothing on the bed.
"Zack, may I ask something?" Cody perched himself on the edge of the bed and placed his hands on his knees.
"Sure." Zack leaned on the wall in front of him.
"Y-yesterday...you kissed me...Why?" Cody blushed.
Zack laughed and folded his arms across his chest, "Because I love you, stupid." he leaned down and gently placed his lips to Cody's.
Cody nodded, wrapping his arms around his brother, pulling him into a hug, "I love you too, then." he laid down with his brother between his legs, still holding him in a hug.
"You smell good, Zack."
"Ah, Cody, let go." Zack wiggled out of Cody's arms.
"What's wrong? I'm sorry." Cody frowned and rolled over onto his side and pulled his legs close to his body.
"You didn't do anything wrong...I did." Zack tried his hardest, (A/N: no pun intended!), to ignore the growing bulge in his pants.
Cody just nodded.
"Hey...why wont you talk to anyone besides me?" Zack risked laying down behind his brother to play with his hair while they talked.
"I dunno...I can't find words to say when other people talk to me...I'm also afraid that if I talk about anything to someone else, I'll most likely cry."
"You wont cry while talking to me?" Zack raised an eyebrow.
"I will, but...it's not as embarrassing because you're my brother and you don't care."
Zack smiled, pressed his nose against the nape of Cody's neck, "Okay, but I'll say...I'm glad that you talk to me and only me..."
Cody rolled over and smiled, "Can we kiss again?"
Now it was Zack's turn to blush, "Uh, yeah..." Zack leaned forward and kissed his brother gently.
Cody kissed back, pulling his brother on top of him, ignoring the hardness that pressed against his leg. Zack deepened their kiss, slowly parting his lips and licking Cody's. The younger blonde blinked his eyes open and looked at his brother but complied with his request for more of a kiss. The boys explored each others mouths, tasting every part they could reach.
Zack pulled away and gasped for air, "Where...where did you learn to kiss like that?"
Cody blushed and looked away, "I dunno, I've never kissed anyone before."
"Damn." Zack smiled.
"You're, uhm..."
"What?"
Cody moved his leg that was between Zack's causing him to bite his lip, "S-sorry. Haha, guess I couldn't control myself for very long now could I?" Zack winked and shifted his hips over top of Cody's.
"It's alright, honestly I don't mind." Cody giggled and shoved Zack away from him, "But...I think I'm gonna take a shower."
Cody got up and removed his shirt, slipping inside of the bathroom. Cody turned on the water and stepped into the shower, suddenly having the overwhelming feeling to cry. Tears ran down his face, blending in with the water that poured from the shower head. Cody leaned against the wall, wrapping his arms tight around his chest and shaking as he slid to the floor.
"Cody? I put away your things! But I gotta say, you're lucky! I gave you the draw that didn't have gummy's in it. Boy I'll tell you, those little worms are stick-eh!" Zack chuckled a bit before noticing the silence. Normally his brother would have responded with a remark about how gross Zack is by now, but there wasn't a sound to be heard except the running water from the shower.
"Cody?" Zack opened the door and peeked inside, "Cody, you okay?" Zack opened the shower curtain, looking down at the floor of the tub to see his brother bawled up on his side, shaking. "Oh, Cody..." Zack turned off the water and lifted Cody into his arms, walking him to the bed and drying him off, "Did I make you uncomfortable?"
"N-no...I j-just-" Cody broke off, taking in a shaky breath of air, "I feel...dirty..."
"You're not dirty, you just took a shower."
"No, not that..."
"Oh, you mean..." Zack rubbed Cody's back and kissed his cheek, "Hey, I'll tell you something...I love you no matter what...so does everyone else...Nothing was your fault, and you're not dirty...you're perfect..."
"You...think I'm perfect?"
Zack nodded and continued to dry him off, "And I'd never lie to you..."
"...You've lied to me before..."
"Not anymore, I promise." Zack smiled and turned Cody over, brushing a wet strand of hair from his face. "Now tell me, Cody, why suddenly the trauma? You were fine all week..."
Cody sat up, "I just, it's- the way Bailey was looking at me...and everyone was quiet, I mean...I did expect them to act strange for a while...and be quiet...but the way Bailey wouldn't talk to me, or look me in the eye...it's like shes accusing me of what happened..." he teared up again and looked at Zack.
Zack sighed and kissed Cody's forehead, "Cody, I didn't really want to tell you this but...Bailey's the one that found you, the way you were...it scared the shit out of her."
"Oh...So, it's not me?"
"No." Zack leaned in, kissing Cody gently on the lips, "Gummy worm?" Zack held up a fuzzy lint covered gummy and grinned.
"Eww! No!" Cody wiped the tears from his eyes and shoved him away.
Zack laughed, tossing the gummy aside and pulled a t-shirt over Cody's head.
"Zacky, what if you like someone...but you shouldn't like them, but it's hard not to like them?" Cody averted his eyes to the ground.
Zack heart skipped a beat, 'Is he talking about ME?' Zack bit his lip, "W-well, I guess you should confront the issue...you should know that, silly." Zack's voice was slightly shaky.
"I know, I just don't know how..." Cody got up and pulled on some pants, "Can we get a smoothie?"
Zack nodded and stood up, grabbing both of Cody's hands, "Cody, tell me, who is it that you like?"
Cody's eyes grew wide, "I...uhm..." he blushed and bit his lip.
"Is it...someone I know?" Zack lifted Cody's chin to meet his gaze.
"Ugh! I'm so confused..." Cody shook away from Zack's grip and walked over to the wall, pressing his forehead against it.
"...So...it is me?"
"Not if you don't want it to be."
"And if I do?" Zack slowly walked up behind Cody and wrapped his arms around his waist.
"Then I could say that...it's you..." Cody sighed, "But it's strange..."
"I know it is..." Zack kissed Cody's hair, 'trust me I REALLY know...'
"So then if you really know, then you li-like me too...?"
"Ah, shit, I said that out loud?"
"No, sorry I was being intrusive...I wanted to hear what you were really thinking..."
Zack smiled and turned Cody around, kissing him gently. Cody kissed back and wrapped his arms around Zack's neck. The two stood like that for several minutes, kissing gently, absorbing the feelings when their lips pressed together. A small shock tingled their lips every time they touched, a shock like scuffing your socks across the floor then poking someones arm for shits and giggles. It didn't hurt, it was an amazing feeling.
Cody gripped Zack's shoulders and pushed him back.
"What's wrong?" Zack tilted his head with curiosity.
"Nothing, I just want to go get a drink...and I uh...I'm sorry, I think it's too soon...for-"
"Oh, no, no no no," Zack smiled, "I wouldn't even think about that until you were the slightest bit ready."
"So then you do respect me?" Cody smiled and opened the door to the hall.
"Of course I do." Zack placed his arm around his waist, placing his hand on Cody's hip.
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Another week went by and eventually a month had passed. Cody had begun to speak to people again but was keeping it low key and still sticking to Zack's side.
Cody stood on the sky deck with his brother close by looking out onto the ocean at the setting sun. There were small wisps of clouds scattered around the setting sun like someone got a hold of some paint and painted random streaks on the page. It was beautiful.
"Zack, come watch the sunset with me." Cody leaned on the railing of the ship and flung his arms over the edge.
"Careful, Code, I don't need you to fall." Zack got up and walked over to his brother, grabbing him by the waist and lifting him up into the air, "Titanic!!!" Zack shouted.
"Stop that! Put me down! You'll drop me!" Cody kicked his feet and eventually fell backwards with Zack onto the deck.
"Haha, calm down." Zack held Cody on top of him.
"You know...Bailey still wont talk to me directly..."
Zack frowned, "Let's not talk about her and stuff...lets just talk about nothing."
"How do you talk about nothing?" Cody laid with his head resting on Zack's chest, facing the sun.
"Never mind, let's just relax..." Zack rubbed his back.
"It's getting dark, I wanna leave..." Cody got to his feet and pulled Zack up, dragging him to their cabin.
"Haha, okay then." Zack gripped Cody's hand and walked with him, "You alright?" Zack stopped outside of their room and looked at his brother.
Cody nodded and wrapped his arms around his brothers neck. Zack pushed Cody against the door of their room and kissed him deeply. They fought in their kiss, Zack eventually winning and controlling his brother. Cody let out a small moan when Zack pressed his hips against his.
"Z-Zack..."
"Mm, you're gorgeous..." Zack turned the handle to their room and shoved him inside, their arms wrapped around each other.
Zack was just about to kiss Cody again, when someone cleared their throat.
"Hi, Zack, are we interrupting? Oh, Cody, hi." Bailey smiled.
The boys pushed apart and turned towards the girl that was somehow already in their room, sitting on their bed with London who was happily filing her nails. The two pushed apart and folded their arms in sync across their chests.
"Er, sort of...What's up?" Zack said.
"Well-"
"Ooh, ooh! Let me tell them!" London hopped up and scurried over to the boys, "We...wait, what am I telling them?"
Bailey sighed, "There's a party or dance thing tonight and we were all gonna go as a group, there's a girl that wants to go with us so it would be her, you, London, Woody, me and Cody..."
Cody blushed and looked to the floor. He had a crush on Bailey, and would have loved to attend a dance with her but now that he was with Zack he wanted no one else.
"I have a headache and I don't really feel good...I think I ate something bad..." Cody mumbled.
Zack gave Cody a funny look before catching on, "Yeah, Cody hasn't felt good today, hes got a bit of a fever I think. I'm just gonna stay here and take care of him and make sure he doesn't have food poisoning or something."
"I'm sure I don't have food poisoning, Zack. You should go have fun."
"Nope, I wont hear it. Besides, maybe if you start to feel better you can help me study for school...I have to pass."
"Sure." Cody walked into the bathroom and turned on the water to the shower.
"Are you sure Zack?" Bailey smiled, "Cute girls, food, music."
"Music!" London grinned and made fists and did a failed attempt at the swim.
"Ah, I'm sure. Go have a fantastical time."
"Alright, well, tell Cody to feel better." Bailey smiled and pulled London from the room.
Zack let out a sigh and shut the door behind the girls, locking it. Cody had picked up lying pretty well from being around Zack so long.
"Code?" Zack knocked on the bathroom door.
"It's open." Zack went in, "Man, I thought they'd never leave. I thought you were gonna blow it when you said you wanted me to help you study."
"Actually I want you to help me study...but, right now I'd like to study you." Zack smirked and wrapped his arms around Codys waist.
"Hm, study..." Cody kissed him, "Pick me up."
Zack kissed back and complied by lifting Cody up onto his hips. Cody kissed Zacks neck and wiggled his hips.
"You're naughty Cody..." Zack laid him on the bed and ground his hips into Codys.
The younger twin let out a small moan and gripped the gray striped shirt his brother was wearing. Zack undid the buttons on his shirt and pulled Codys off over his head before removing his fully. Cody was eager to get Zacks pants undone, so he forced his hands between them and ripped open the button on his pants. Zack smirked and pulled his pants down, leaving his boxers on. Zack pulled down Codys pants and boxers in one swift movement. Cody moaned as Zack kissed down his torso and stopped at his hips. Zack looked up to see his brother shivering slightly.
"What's wrong?"
"I-I dunno...if, if I can..." Cody took in a shaky breath.
"Cody, you know that I would never, hurt you..." Zack crawled up and kissed Cody gently.
"I know...be careful with me, please?"
"Of course." Zack grabbed a bottle of lotion and put some on his fingers, "Just relax babe."
Cody watched with curiosity as his brother separated his legs and slowly placed one of his fingers at his entrance. He winced as his brother pushed one finger into him, but soon found himself relaxing and thrusting his hips with his brothers movements. Zack pulled down his boxers and smiled as he took the lotion, placing a generous amount into his hand to coat his hardened member. Cody gulped in a big breath as Zack slowly entered him.
Zack's lips found Cody's and soothed him with warm kisses. Zack waited for Cody to calm down before he began moving his hips. His thrusts were slow and soft- but with every thrust he took Cody felt the love that he'd been looking for- even if it was his brother. They continued to kiss as Cody began to move his hips with Zack's. Their hands searched for every possible part they could reach on each others bodies for more contact.
Being twins- there are many things they could experience at the same time- whether it be emotions, pain, thoughts- or- pleasure. The sexual pleasure was so intense that they found it hard to breathe.
"Zack..." Cody gripped his brothers back and gasped as he neared climax.
Zack moved harder and faster- his brother begging for more. Their hearts were racing and their bodies were in utmost ecstasy as they came together.
The older twin removed himself and laid holding his brother who had a pleased smile planted on his face.
"I love you, Cody."
"I love you too, Zack..." he snuggled as close as he could and closed his eyes.
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Sorry, long time no post...I was stuck with this one. =/