Fujimaru's pov.
I took my phone and throw it in kazemaru's lap, after I stood up, then I winked
"be sure to confess hotly" then I walked out the room letting my little brother to have his time, while I was going down the stairs I remembered that I should call one of my friends, so when I put my hand in my pocket I found nothing, and then remembered
"aah.. stupid me.. why did I give kaze my phone he already have one" and slapped my head
Kazemaru's pov.
Its now or never.. and I know it.. I don't know the point of giving a phone when I already have one, but my phone .. I can open it.. I mean I DON'T WANT TO OPEN IT..
(sigh)~
I don't want to call .. my hands are shaking but yet I cant put the phone, I need to hear his voice again, I don't know, my chest doesn't hurt me as always, maybe I'v lost interest in indou or maybe I'm calmed because I will be fine, I know it's a deferent things, but still, its like I will lose my chance if not now.
My fingers, its moving up the numbers to call.. and PRESS~ ..
*teet.. teet.. teet*
"h-hello?" a voice came from the other side
"aa..h-hello, isn't it Endou's phone?" I asked not sure what to say
"yes, and who are you?"
I have a bad feeling, my stomach hurt as well as my chest, but there is something wrong (its not Endou's voice..
"hello! Are you still there.. hello" the voice came again
"ah. Sorry.. I'm kazemaru, excuse me, but you are not endou right?" im sure!
"heh, ooh its kazemaru, hey long time no see, and yeah im not endou im goenji"
"hh.. sorry, I didn't know you, you know sometimes voices change in phons" *sweat drop*
"yea.. sorry but we are practicing, and while I was having a break I heard the phone.. wait I will go give it to him"
…
Now what kazemaru? Are you sure you want to say THAT, what will happened if he hated you, at least to stay as friends is much better than nothing, I cant tell you what you do but I'm warning you.
Shut up stupid brain, sometimes i should follow my heart not you all the time.
"h-hey kazemaru.."
"what goenji?" I'm having a bad feeling *where are you Endou?~*
"sorry, but Endou doesn't want to talk to you, bye" he said it so coldly
"w-wait goenji what do you mean *he doesn't want to talk to me* are you kidding?* I screamed, I can't believe that
"he just doesn't want to hear your voice, so don't bother again"
Beeb*beeb*beeb*~
(what just happened now?, I can't get it.. I .. I don't w-want to get it)
(sob.. sob.. SOBS.. I can't hold myself) tears, sobs, breathing hardly, a heart full of pain.. aah.. aa.. aaaah..Stop please, stoooop, (my crying voice, is just getting louder and louder by the moment, I can't control myself, please, no one should know about it))
But you know, I never cried as loud as I can, I want to cry like a kid who lost his candy, I just want to cry my pain out, that Endou.. I should forget even his name.
Fujimaru's pov.
I've waited enough, now I can go get my phone, I cant let my friend wait longer, so I went up the stairs, reaching kaze's room, as my hand reached the handle of the door, kaze's voice.. I mean.. kaze's cries.. I can hear it clearly..
I rushed inside the room.. looking at the bed where kaze was lying down choking his face by his pillow.. his voice .. his screams.. it should be because of that..Endou..
I walked to him quickly grabbing him from his shoulder
"kazemaru! What happened? Why are you crying?" he just stopped crying once he realized my presence, but his sobs that he can't hide, was coming out like a heart beats, I hugged him tightly, but he can't calm down
"tell me.. just what happened?" I rested my head up his
But he just deepened his face into my shirt to not let me see his face, and no word came for awhile, until he moved to sit properly
Kazemaru's pov.
"he didn't even bothered to- to talk to me" my voice is very low, im not sure if my brother even heard a word, until he moved from the bed to sit on the ground and faced me.
"tell me what exactly happened" he said while he grabbed my hands.
"its j..just when I c-called! my other teammate Goenji picked up and told me to wait until he go get En- Endou, but then after a min goenji told me that Endou doesn't want to talk and he ended the call" why can't I even stop stuttering, and a hot wet thing dropped on my clothes, and I looked at the place wher it dropped, while more and more of these started falling from my eyes as I lowered my head, I … I cant stop it, I feel like I don't have the power to even wipe it,, (I want it to fall and clear me from inside) and my breathes got lauder, my body is shaking that I can't control it,
Writer's pov.
Kazemaru was not feeling well.. and as his tears started again, and his sobs takes a big place of the situation, with his crying voice, and his brother was still as his position, suddenly the door of the room opened as someone said
"sorry, is there anyone here, I pressed the door bell million times but no answer so I saw the door was open and I entered , kazemaru-senpai are you there"
Looks like this story will take more three or four chaps…
R&R