Miyasaka's pov

As I entered the room, there was nothing can occupy my attention more than kazemaru's face, and there I froze in my place, kazemaru seemed like he calmed down suddenly, but I believe that he is trying to hide it only, but im like the worst one in these situations.. I hate when I see someone in pain.. that I cant move my legs to help them.. and now all what is in my head is

(Stupid.. Stupid.. Stupid.. Stupid) ..

Its me.. the stupid.. who cant even think about how to help..

And I was like that for awhile .. 'til .. kazemaru's brother leaved his brother hands and said like ordering me while he was leaving the room

"stay with him.. until I go bring some water"

Am I that stupid that I didn't even think about bringing a cup of water?..

I walked toward kazemaru nervously "i..i came here to check on you, kazemaru-senpai, I was worried that you left the school early today.. are you ok?"

"heh.. what?(somehow lauthing).. Daa im ok.. hhh" while whipping his tears by his hands

His face.. his eyes.. and his voice.. all tell (it's a lie)

Kazemaru's pov.

"heh.. what? *my voice disappeared suddenly.. then .. daa im ok.. hhh" I guess I should not let him see me in that position.. just act as nothing happened.. act cool ..

*more tears fall*

I SAID ACT COOL BASTERD….

I don't want him to see me like this.. im his senpai.. I should not cry in front of him.. …

But that's.. UNFAIR..

Crying and screaming inside.. *

WHY SHOULD I BE THE ONE WHO MOST SMILE WHATEVER HAPPENED..

WHY SHOULD I ALWAYS HOLD MY FEELINGS AND NEVER SHOW IT TO SOMEONE..

WHY SHOULD I …. WHY SHOULD I BE ME..

I .. I HATE THAT.. I HATE MY FAKE LIFE..

I HATE MY LIFE THAT I MADE

I HATE TO LIVE ONLY FOR OTHERS HAPPINESS

I HATE IT WHEN I LET A SMILE WHILE I CRY INSIDE..

ITS ONLY.. UNFAIR..

"its ok senpai.. everything is ok.. here is my shoulder to let you cry your heart out" his voice interrupted my THINKING

Hugging me.. but I don't want this..

But at least.. I controlled finally my tears not to drop any further.. I know my body is still shaking but at least not to show all my emotions..

The door opened.. and my brother.. as he came near us.. myasaka let me off of his hug and I took the cup.. and had a sip.. then I just rested my hands that held the cup of water up my legs.. and my eyes are just looking at it..

Myasaka.. that day didn't stay long after that.. just for more minutes and that's all.. none of us wanted to talk… or actually my heavy weather didn't let them..

Endou's pov (finally)

"practice ended guys.. come oon~" the girls screamed as they held the bottles and waving high.. and the boys all walked to them happily while taking their breath..

As Endou had his drink and towel.. "hey everyone.. we should practice to beat up that academy, let's show them our SUCCER".. and all the team agreed with me (it's my job as the captain to cheer up my team.. but who will cheer ME up?) .. and each one of them headed to wash their hand before dinner..

But something strange is here.. today morning I left my mobile phone in my bag.. and I just recalled that when I saw this.. my mobile is here in the seat… its weird

I just felt like I want to check the calls.. and I saw another strange thing.. there is one number that called me and I don't know it.. but it looks like someone picked up my phone..

RECALL.. press

Teet..teet..teet.. "hello" a man's voice?

"hey.. im sorry.. but did you call me just from awhile?" Is awkward.. I know~

"aha.. its you then Endou mamoru.. the goal keeper.. huh!. There is no use to tell him any more lies.. "

Beeb.. beeb.. beeb..

WHAT?~ what was that about..

"hey Endou you are getting late for dinner" goenji called from out the buss

"ooh.. okay im coming"

Kazemaru's pov.

Days and more days had past that nothing happened after that day, even myasaka.. I didn't see him properly at school.. maybe its all thanks to the art club.. where im sort of like a model there.. strange isn't it?.. but I want no more to do sport.. its just a WAST of time..

At the art club..

"hey kazemaru~.. come here and sit, then I will tell what you are going to do" a guy his name is atsoshi, he has a dark red hair with a clear black eyes, and he is somehow taller than me (please imagine someone like that. Sorry but I had to)

And I did what he wanted, in the end he is the leader here..

As I sat, he got close to me.. ok not just close but he is getting closer and closer as he was moving my hand the way he wanted, he is too close that I can feel his breaths, I don't know but it bothers me every time he do it.. I don't see the point from getting too close like this.. every time I wish I can run away from this moment..

"now look at the corner like you are bothered or something" and the red haired boy took a step back as he said that.. then went to his place, just exactly in front of me..

"come on guys let's start.. our cute model is ready" and all the girls and boys sat on their seats and started the work..

For me it was everything I could do.. just do what others want.. that's ok as long as its like before.. nothing changed at all..

You know.. im going to tell you a secret.. I don't feel well today.. don't worry its not a big deal.. but its only that Im feeling sleepy..

"hey kazemaru.. ganbate.. heh"~

ENDOU!

"hey kazemaru.. open your eyes".. a voice

"What.. En.."

Atsoshi's pov.

Suddenly his eyes closed.. I said at first

"hey kazemaru.. don't close your eyes" but he didn't move.. but his eyebrow twitched a little, and I leaved my stuffs and moved to stand in front of him and said again

"hey kazemaru.. open your eyes" here he opened his eyes terrified

"what.. en.." he just stopped there.. and his gaze was focusing like he can't see properly

"aah sorry.. look like i..I have to wash my f-face." He stood up.. but his feet didn't beer his heavy body.. so he fell.. but I caught him before he could fall into the ground..

"eh.. kazemaru.. are you ok.. kazemaru!"

Kazemaru's pov.

Although I can see (not clearly)..but I can't hear anything.. it looks like the voices of life is getting away from me..

"aah sorry.. look like i..I have to wash my f-face" I stuttered.. and when my body just stood up its just as everything went dark.. and suddenly I heard

"pwease someone he~p me get im to the nurse's roo~" it was a so foggy voice.. that's all

Endou: THE ENDooooooo~~~ 8D .. for this chap only

Writer-kun: Aah I looove atsooshi.. hehe… ok .. I chose this name cuz its actually my pet's name.

Endou: WHAT KING OF PETS?

Writer-kun: Ehm.. he is a~…. Chick…. Yaaay

Endou: WTF.. and he is a pervert?

Writer-kun: ni~ =.='

Kazemaru: R&R minna ^_^