I wish my life was normal.. to be in a normal love.. normal crush.. normal couple.. normal at everything..
Im depressed.. I mean.. im confused .. I feel like going to Endou.. I just want to .. but .. cant.. my only reason for not going to him is ATSODHI.. he will hate me.. no its not like that but atsoshi will get mad at me, specially when he know my what I had for Endou from feelings..
I just did a big mistake.. and I have to fix it
Im Only going to him for apologize.. nothing more and nothing less
Endou's pov.
*foot steps* I can hear someone is coming.. maybe is goenji or aki.. *the sound of the steps disappeared* and
"Endou"
A deep voice called from behind.. as my heart jumped hardly inside my chest.. that I hurts.. and I turned.. noticing the afraid look that was in my face.. and that we met.. where a cold breeze passed by us.. and no voice to kill the so scary mood.. and my mind is racing inside where I cant even know what im thinking about.. where I had to take my step.. now
"im sorry.. so.. bye"
There he began before me.. crushing dawn all my hopes .. or .. I mean .. i-its not hope… its n-nothing..
I saw him walking away from the place.. I don't want to see him leaving anymore..
Running toward the boy.. and hug him from behind*.. as I did so.. I just wanted him.. I NEEDED HIM.. and blushed.. but he.. lowered his head down and covered his face by his hands.. I move my hand and touched his.. and my mouth beside his left ear
"whats wrong, kazemaru?"
Kazemaru's pov.
"whats wrong, kazemaru?"
His breath .. I feel it on my neck.. I didn't want this to happen..
"LEAVE ME ALONE ALREADY"
I screamed at him.. I felt his hands leaving me.. where I tuned slitly to him.. where I saw his eyes.. it was like a Cristal.. its about how it is watery.. with his face.. worried?.. but im sorry..
"I have to leave"
As I walked away.. nothing to be heared.. and as I got far away.. I heard.. His cries.. or maybe It is not..
At school*
Im worried.. about my relationship with atsoshi… I feel like he is somehow .. escaping from me.. he is acting weird lately, am I gonna lose everyone close to my heart?..
Atsoshi's pov.
I saw ichi-kun crying up the roof of the school as I opened the door there.. searching for him.. he is like this from more than a week.. is it that much big for him.. but I cant be honest with him.. I cant ask him.. maybe that will hurt him.. as long as I pretend as I don't know a thing about his friend called goenji.. and I walked to him there..
"is there something wrong, love?"
As I sat beside him.. he wiped his tears.. but looked at the ground.. not facing me
"don't care about it"
"hmm"
".."
"hmm.. ichi-kun"
"wha?" whispering as he moved his head to face me while resting his head on his legs
"we can't stay together no more"
".." his red eyes *from crying* opened wide.. looking at me in surprise ..
I moved my hands touching the ground.. as im searching for something.. where in fact I want to run away.. I don't want to know what does he think about it.. is he happy.. is he sad..
He rested his right hand at my left leg, while his face is still the same
"why?.. please don't go"
"don't say that.. *smile* you can go to him"
I said it.. and im amazed how I did.. and he replayed with a laud voice
"what are you saying? Going to who?
"to that captain.. didn't you love him?"
"are you mad? I cant, not as long as you are with me"
"then I will go away" and I stood up heading to the door down..
"DON'T DO THAT.. AM I GONNA LOSE EVERYONE I LOVE? WHY IS IT ALWAYS THIS WAY?"
I turned to him putting a fake smile
"don't you say that.. its not true.. but I liked to let you be happy.. even if it is with someone else"
"BUT I DON'T WANT"
I walked to him and got down to hug him
"don't cry, believe me .. you will be happier out there.. with the short captain, and I understand, so don't be afraid, its not like im going to leave you, im around, whenever you need me you will find me around"
"b-but"
"hush~.. just relax, just relax .. I loved you, and I will forever be"
He cried for minutes
"did i done something bad for you?"
"no, nothing at all"
"did someone told you something?"
"no as well"
"then did you got bored from me"
I held his face by my hands and forced him to face me
"never say that again *with a serious look*or im going to get mad of you"
"hai"
"good ichi-kun"
And we skipped classes for the rest of the day.. just sitting there.. looking at each other and barely talking
"im going to help you.. come on"
"eh? Help me in what?"
"in confessing of course"
"WHAT?"
As I pulled him to the soccer club at the end of school time
"are you kidding? I don't want to confess"
"what are you saying.. stop this bullshit and take a step forward"
The he released his arm from my grab
"you stop the bullshit, im not going to confess"
".."
"i-its .."
"its nothing.. and you are going to confess to that idiot when he will come, and i guess he come here earlier than the others"
"b-but"
"hush~.. you should just relax, and take a breath, then everything will be all right.. im with you, don't be scared"
"o-okay"
And here came the captain, and I walked away from the place slowly not letting kazemaru who was staring at the club's door notice, and now im safe.
Kazemaru's pov.
I know he is coming, I can know his step's sound between the other's, and here he came, where his hand opened the door, and saw me.
"k-kazemaru?"
What should I say?, what should I say? What should I say?.. where are you atsoshi? Where did you go in a moment like this?
"eh-!"
And tears began to fall, I cant face the boy like this, not after what've done, but I have to stall the situation
"i-I lov-ve you*sob*" while crying, and trying to wipe every single tear that is rolling down my face.
".."
"crying"
"ok"
"huh?"
"what are you trying to tell me?"
"huh! Um… I j-just c-came to.."
"to..?"
There where atsoshi opened the door
"to confess to, idiot"
"the two of us turned to him as he entered, there where endou's face was surprised.
"b-but why?" endou asked
"aaah, what is why?"
"I mean, why are you helping him?.. were not you lovers?"
"we were.. you said it yourself"
"what? WHY?"
Here atsoshi grinned and walked out saying and waving by hand
"im leaving him for you, his love to you is insane, be careful"
And he closed the door
Where endou and I stayed there together, alone..
and he stared at me for awhile, then suddenly raised his hand to me saying
"Would you accept my love?"
His warm smile, and his blushed cheeks, are all singing happiness, and I reset my hand at his, there he leaned at it and kissed it, then looking at me, there I blushed a crimson red, where my mouth opened slightly, he leaned to my face whispering
"im insane when it come to you too" and kissed me, there where my heart hurt me for a second, but healed right away as I returned the kiss
…
Writer-kun: I Ended the story.. finaly .. *crying*
Endou: are you this much happy that you even cry?
Writer-kun: kinda yaa.. but NOOOOOOOO
Atsoshi: then why are you crying freak
Writer-kun: you ruined my dinner *crying even harder*
Endou & atsoshi: WTF? What is that about?
Writer-kun: I was m-making dn-dinner and cant stop thinking about what am I gonna write that's why I forgot to put salt, and it was .. EWWWW *crying*
Kazemaru:ok ok .. everything is alright..dont cry for something like that
Writer-kun: but you know kaze-chan, I always make the most delicious pasta with beef.. b-but..
Endou, kazemaru & atsoshi: *drops down*
Atsoshi: then wonnot you miss me.. you know it's the last time for me here.. ok ok..I know no one will care, so bye
Writer-kun: no noooooo…. I know someone love you
Atsoshi: really who?
Writer-kun: you know my friend Aquella?
Atsoshi: yeah?
Writer-kun: she loves you, she told me that
Atsoshi: thanks god.. at least one
IE cast: thank you writer-kun for not torturing us these days, absulutly when we've been tortured for the entire weeks… not like Mai flo&shi.. and mimi with sweet twin
Writer-kun: you are welcome
*sorry for the mistakes*
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