Hello people, yes it is I with my now 3 part one shot... Which I think will now be 4 as I am not finished but the update was too long! Hehe... hope you enjoy.. please read and review.. pretty please?
Again this is to my fix slave, I am hoping it will give her the incentive to update *hint hint* The crack of her whip made me focus and update!

''Nathan''

Nathan moved close to her ear and breathed slowly as he replied ''Yes...doctor'' the hot hitting her ear and neck. ''Please Nathan... '' Kristin replied, it was all she could say, she was almost frozen. Surely Nathan pulled his head back and put some minute space between their, now very hot and flustered, bodies. ''Please what, Kristin?'' Nathan quickly said in a voice that he tried to keep calm and normal, he breathing was heavy and short, her chest rising and falling in a very noticeable way... he knew he had crossed that line they had, but he had almost lost her. Seeing that look in her eye at the flirty tone to her words, I mean the way her lips pouted and were practically begging him to kiss them; which being the honorable man that he was he didn't. Not without her permission anyway! He was quickly snatched away from his thoughts as she moved her hands from under his, Kristin noticed he was in thought and she took advantage off that

''Please... move, let me go... '' She said softly, her eyes filled with torment. He took a step closer, making sure she couldn't move, she noticed and gave him a look that was a 'what-are-you-doing-and-why?' kind of look. ''Nathan'' She said warningly. He looked at her, his eyes holding longing and curiosity, ''Why did you stay Kristin, what are you checking for?'' Nathan needed to know, he would never sleep if he didn't find out. ''Nathan it doesn't matter...'' Kristin attempted to brush him off, even though she knew he wouldn't buy it, and Nathan certainly didn't. ''There are so many opportunities here... so many things that can happen, I would last two months on Malcolm's island...'' She said with a look of deceit in her eyes, she hated lying to Nathan but she wasn't lying, not really... just... hiding something from him, yes that was it. ''Kristin, that isn't exactly the truth is it…'' he questioned her. ''What?'' She said with a shocked look, surely he couldn't know that he was the main reason. ''There's something you aren't telling me, I know you well enough to know when you're hiding something Kristin... Just like you know when I am hiding something.'' Nathan replied matter-of-factly. ''Nathan...'' She said warningly again however Nathan counteracted her with his own ''Kristin...'' spoken in a more stern and captain-like manner, Kristin knew she would have to tell him, they had already crossed the lines in many ways, there was no going back. She sighed heavily and looked everywhere but him, ''you'' she whispered, turning to look him straight in his soft eyes. ''You, Nathan, you're the main reason I stayed... I knew the moment I saw your eyes when I accused you of being jealous that I couldn't leave, I can't leave knowing I may never see you again, we may never argue about the military. May never talk science, may never discuss the environmental issues and help protect the sea. May never share our problems and talk as close friends. That I would never see your smile... Yes there are countless opportunities here and I love this boat and what we do... But you're the main reason I stayed Nathan... Malcolm isn't you'' She said quickly berating herself for revealing so much to him, she tried to turn away from him but he wouldn't allow it.

''Kristin... look at me!'' He ordered, she shot him a glare and said one simple word. ''Move...'' it wasn't a question, there was no 'please Nathan let me move' it was a simple demand, one that wasn't carried out.
''No...'' He quipped. Kristin looked at him her mouth almost looked like she had heard him say some outrageous comment, or seen someone streak down the boat, she was shocked, he said no... He denied her the right to move? Kristin decided to take a different approach, she didn't want to move but she had to; things were becoming dangerous. ''Please Nathan...'' Kristin pleaded; this was what he did to her. He made her resort to pleading, if he had dared say no now she would be furious, she had every right to do what she wanted, within reason, and she made that clear this morning. ''Listen to me Nathan Bridger; I made it perfectly clear that I can do as I please, within reason. Now I am asking you... No! I am telling you to please move and let me go. I answered you little question now let me go!'' she snapped, she was threw with it; he had no right to keep her crammed in a corner! ''I can't Kristin'' Nathan said, his voice dripping with sorrow as they looked in each others eyes, they spoke volumes that neither of them would dare admit in current circumstances. ''Why?'' Kristin asked, she had to know, and he had to answer otherwise they would just end up torturing one another. ''I'm afraid I'll lose you'' he admitted solemnly, his eyes pleading with her, his heart reaching out to her. And then it all clicked, it all made sense.

''To Malcolm?'' She said, he didn't have to answer, the look in his eyes said it all; he confirmed it positively with a simple nod of his head. ''Nathan…I'' Kristin spoke before the swift movement of Nathan's hand brought her to a halt. ''I was… and still am, jealous Kristin, you were right'' he began, the man in front of her had admitted his defeat, an involuntary gasp slipped her lips as he continued. ''I was scared you would chose him, when I had no right to assume I was even in the running. I was jealous that he could talk to you, touch you, hold you… kiss you, and be the one to take you to bed in the cold nights. I was jealous that he would be the one to do this and terrified that you'd go with him to his island…'' he stopped and paused for a second before using his charming smile and adding ''plus I can hardly like the idea of that man stealing the finest scientist aboard this boat…''. He heard the short chuckle from Kristin and smiled, he wanted to end his confession on a good note, and his charm and charisma had helped him do so, however for Kristin she could hardly breathe, she didn't know how to respond to what he has said. The thought that he was jealous of someone else having her, holding her sent shivers down her spine, the only man she wanted to have that right was the man in front of her, but he never knew of this… and it was now time to remedy that fact.

''I never slept with Malcolm, Nathan.'' She replied to see his face look shocked yet relieved. ''We kissed once, and the only time he held me was when that mad man was on his island, Malcolm is charming and sweet Nathan, but he isn't the man I want'' Kristin said wholeheartedly as she tried to convince Nathan with her eyes.(1)

He smiled as moved his head down to her ear and whispered ever so slowly, ''And who is the man you DO want, Kristin?'' his voice a mere whimper laced with want and need. He moved ever so slowly trapping her closely to the counter, she could feel his body molding into hers as his need was quiet easily established as it bet her thigh. She couldn't reply and he knew it, for once the doctor was truly speechless and he had caused it! Nathan decided he would have to be the one to confess again this time, to show her he meant what he was hoping he showed. ''I'll tell you the woman I want… She is a fiery, opinionated, stubborn and incredibly infuriating, when she wants to be, doctor. She has beautiful silky soft hair, gorgeous eyes, and a smile that could melt ice. She is incredibly smart and captivates the hearts of people who take the time to get to know her, however can intimidate even military men.'' He grinned looking at her and thinking of when he saw her arguing with commander ford, he was impressed instantly. ''A woman who is so beautiful, so captivating and so sexy that words cannot describe her… she also happens to be my CMO'' Nathan stopped and smiled playfully at her.

''But captain, isn't it against the rules to fraternize with your CMO'' she replied just as playfully, he was surprised she was adding to this little game and wondered where exactly she was going with this. ''Well I know that she never cared for the military, and managed to call the full force of the Seaquest without giving a damn, she also cut the admiral of when he was talking to her… I doubt anyone would tell her she couldn't do anything, and I personally want to give her everything'' He said smiling at her as his eyes shone. ''Well there is one thing that puzzles me Captain…'' Kristin grinned cheekily. ''And what's that…'' curiosity always overtook the Captain. ''Well if this CMO, doctor person is as amazing as you say she is, why in Gods name have you not made a move yet?'' She said blatantly taking the captain my surprise until he flashed her, his cheeky grin and held her waist intimately making Kristin gasp. ''I plan to doctor, I plan to'' He whispered as his lips sought her neck, kissing up and down it till Kristin was almost whimpering, he sucked at her pulse points and nibbled at her ear.

''Captain…'' She said in a seductive whisper than drove Nathan insane, it made his heart warm, his control almost melt and his need grow. He simply looked at her, her eyes screaming at him to kiss her, her lips slowly and seductively licking her lips in anticipation. He hovered just over her lips before whispering ''you only had to ask doctor'' her hands moved to the back of his neck and head, pulling him to her.

And in that second there lips met in a passionate and searing kiss, both demanding control and neither backing down, it was an endless battle fueled my lust, desire and love.

(1) If anyone has the DVD to Seaquest they will know that in the deleted seen of hide and seek Kristin and Malcolm are under a blanket talking about Christmas memories and are close together. J

I hope you enjoyed it.. I plan to add another chapter to finish it of, or I may leave it as it is... Depends whether I get any reviews! xD It is bad I know, but I hope you could find some enjoyment out of it...