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Disclamer: I do not own the Maximum Ride series. =(

~Wadjett~

Fangs pov

We are now close to Columbia. We have camped in the woods most of the week. We stayed in a motel once because she needed to charge her laptop and I was starting to miss sleeping in a bed. Right now we are in Congaree National Park near Columbia.

"Laptop s almost dead...do you think we could stop at a motel?" I half herd her. My mind loves to wonder when she talks, it s not because she s annoying, but because I love her voice and everything about her.

"Hmmm.." was all I said I couldn t stop thinking about her. Her wings were so beautiful. They were black with light blue and purple tracing the outside. Her hair came down lower than her hips, it would have some curl to it on some days and then others it would be perfectly striate. She has the cutest giggle that made me want to smile till the world ends.

"You know, you make that face a lot, but I can never read it. It s kinda weird. Wish I knew what you were thinking...Fang..Fang?.."

"Huh? Wait what?" I finally realized what she was talking about. 'Oh, yeah we can stay the night at a motel." She stared at me for what seemed like forever. She seemed deep in thought and she was studying me till I said "What?" She giggled. I could die right now and be happy.

"You were thinking about someone you care about a lot..right? Ugh! I don t understand why I can read your thoughts sometimes," She started to study me again. Its good she cant read everything I am thinking or she would know that I like..no love h..

"See! That face! I cant ever read it! What are you thinking?" She got frustrated not knowing what I was thinking.

"I..it s nothing.." I shook my head and started to think about where we are and where we need to look.

"Oh! Never mind. I know what you were thinking. It s written all over your face," She giggled again.

"I..how..its.." I started to stutter. I have never been in this position before. I'm not good at showing how I feel. She cant know I love her. She wont feel the same way.

"You were thinking about Max," she was now looking down at her hands. She was figiding with her fingers again. "It's not that hard to tell. The look in your face says that your mind is somewhere els. You had a smile on your face indicating that you were happy. Your eyes twinkled which means you were thinking about someone you love. Distant means memories. Happy means a happy memories. And someone you love means happy memories with Max," Her head was still low like she was hiding something.

"Wadjet...is everything alright?" I was trying to change the subject because I know she can tell when I'm lying and I really did care about her being happy. I scooted next to her and put my hand over both of hers that were still wrestling each other. They stopped when I touched her She looked up and smiled.

I"'m fine," she stood up and I stood up with her still holding her hand.

Wadjet s pov

I"'m fine," I said as I stood up. He stood up with me still holding my hand. Not that I mind. His hand was warm and comforting, it almost made me forget about the flash back I just had, but if wasn t exactly a flash back it was more of a picture of my past and every time I have them I get scared and want to hide in a whole. I saw..

White long jackets

Needles

Dog crates

I want to tell Fang but it s hard enough seeing them. I should tell him cause he could help me figure out my past. But would he believe me? Would he laugh? I couldn t stand that, I love him to much to stand it. Yes I love him. I know he will never love me because he loves Max. He thinks about her all the time, I can see it on his face.

I cant read his face some time because my emotions get in the way. My mind starts to wander when I am around him. He makes me laugh all the time. He talks a lot and is very open at times. The only time he isn t is when he is thinking about Max. I need to focus.

I m going to tell him about my flash backs weather it hurts or not (which it does). He needed to know. He is my only and best friend. Friends dont keep secrets from each other. I have to tell him.

I was still looking down at my hands and realized that I had pulled my hand away to play with them once more. I play with my fingers to help get my mind off of what ever is going through my mind, and to help get my thoughts under control. I sometimes have to much on my mind and get confused because of it. I play with my fingers only when I am upset or nervous.

I finally decided to speak up and tell him.

"Fang?" as I said his name he was trying to get to look him in the eye without touching me. "I...I have flash backs...when I have them it's like something is holding down. I cant move...and when I try to...there s this unexplainable pain...my mind is telling me to run but I cant. I start to panic...and then I cant breath.." My voice cracked at the last part and my eyes started to tear up. I started to crumble to the ground but to strong arms caught me and pulled me into a hug. My heart skipped a beat and nearly jumped out of my chest.

"Breath, Jet breath," I hadn t realized I had stopped breathing at his touch. I did as told but then I started to hyper-ventilate. He noticed and tried to calm me. "Shhhhhh. Calm down," I shivered from the sound of his voice and from the cold breeze. He seemed to notice and wrapped his wings around me. My breathing slowed and I began to relax. "Now slowly tell me what you saw."

"White long jackets, needles and dog crates. It s more of a picture than a flash back," My head was still laying on his chest. He was much taller than me, but everyone is taller than me. I am 15 years old and I m still not 5 feet tall. Everyone looks at me and thinks small, petite, fragile and breakable. I'm not. Im Strong and have the most attitude any girl can get.

"Do you know anything els?" He asked me.

"No..but I will soon..they have been getting more and more frequent," and then I noticed he was still holding me. He was probably thinking about holding Max in his arms instead of me. This pained me so I shrugged him off and asked again still not looking up at him. "Are we going to sleep in a bed or on the ground?"

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