Excerpt from her journal.
Dear stupid thing that doesn't help but I write to anyway,
Last night I had a really weird dream. I don't want to even think about it really.
Today I'm doing research for my book about Hinata, and no, it's not Juriaya research either. All this research consists of is wearing a coat all day, even though it's not cold, and see what it feels like. I always wondered what it does to you psychologically. I also want to observe that boy that looks like Naruto. Maybe he can help me with my book.
Research was a success. I understand Hinata a whole lot more now. I felt so safe in that coat as if as of me was wrapped in some protective cocoon. It felt as if no one could even talk to me. As if I was a shadow that knew everything but no one seemed to care about.
I also observed that boy today, he seemed very open and free to me from my perch of warmth and comfort, and he was always doing something I would never even dream of doing even out of the coat.
I feel very scrambled inside for some reason though as if another part of me was fighting another. I know, I must sound like some chick out of a sucky romance, but that's how I feel and since you're that stupid thing that doesn't help but I write to anyway, so I guess it doesn't matter.
Anyway, goodnight. Sweet dreams and don't fall on the floor again in the middle of the night its so disturbing to one's sleep.