Author's Note:

This chapter gets a little risque. I don't thinks it's M-rated, but the way FFnet describes "t" which the rating is now... seems like it's a little low. So.. T+? IDK. Don't read if you don't want to read sexual parts.

"This room is the size of my apartment."

Lila laughed and pulled him inside her kitchen. "Is it really? That's kind of sad, Spencer."

She wrapped her arms around his neck and he shrugged. "Not all of us are super stars, Lila."

She smiled, feeling his hands on her hips. "Maybe not, but you could afford a house."

"I could, but a house would be too big. I'd...get scared."

Lila laughed. "You'd get scared?"

Spencer flushed. "No.. I mean... uhh."

Lila kissed his nose. "It's cute. You're cute, Spencer Reid."

He gave her a half smile. "I am?"

She grinned. "You are."

He shrugged a little, feeling like an idiot. He pulled away from her, looking at the art in her room.

"You're still a fan of art, I see."

She followed him and rested her head on his shoulder. "I'm still the same person."

He nodded. "And you still like red anemones. I saw them in the garden."

"You remember that?"

He shrugged, looking back at her. "I have a good memory."

She raised her eyebrows at him. "That you do."

Spencer turned to face her again. "So.. shall we attempt to cook?"

"Can you cook?"

Spencer frowned. "I... I can make eggs."

"You can't cook? I thought you knew everything." Lila teased, poking his side.

"I can cook! I just...can't cook very well."

"Mmmhmm." Lila said, amused. "How about we order Chinese then?"

Spencer's eyes closed as her fingers played with the hair behind his ears, tickling the skin.

"Chinese sounds great."

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"Okay. What about... The Dark Knight? It recently came out. It's from the Batman empire."

He shook his head. "Never seen it."

Lila shook her head. "Alright, how about... To Catch a Thief with Cary Grant and Grace Kelly."

"Definitely. Who hasn't seen Hitchcock's movies? I have all of them."

Lila raised an eyebrow before giving him a bite of noodles. The genius couldn't use chopsticks to save his life. "You have all the Hitchcock movies?"

He nodded, taking the bite.

"We'll have to have a movie night at your apartment one night." She said before nibbling on a piece of chicken.

"Only if we get to watch your movies first."

Lila made a face. "Watch myself? Isn't that a little...narcissistic?"

"Do you watch your movies?"

"No.."

"Then it's not narcissistic. I want to admire you, you don't want to admire yourself."

Lila smiled. "You want to admire me?"

"I mean... that I'd like to enjoy your movies. That doesn't sound right either, does it?"

Lila set down the carton and moved on his lap. "I think it sounds pretty good to me. Although, you don't have to watch my movies to admire me, Spence."

He gulped, looking at her. "O-oh?"

She kissed him and he kissed her back. It was different the short small kisses they had shared yesterday. This was more like in the pool years ago. Intense, passionate. His hands moved to her hips before pulling away.

"I thought we decided to go slow."

Lila licked her lips, looking down at him.

"You're leaving tomorrow. I... How slow can we go?"

"You're.. we'll see each other again."

Lila kissed him again. "And if we don't?"

"Then..." His eyes closed as her lips moved down his jaw to his neck. He couldn't concentrate on his argument if she was doing that. "You're cheating." He murmured before he felt her lips curl into a smile against his skin.

"My argument is just better." She said, pushing her hands under his shirt against his bare chest.

"Violet Fane said 'All things come to he who waits.'" Spencer murmured, pulling back, her fingernails dragging against his skin. He clenched his jaw before Lila moved back and sucked on his neck near his pulse point.

"Buddha said 'Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.'"

Spencer closed his eyes, feeling her tongue move against his skin. "I don't think he meant in this circumstance."

Lila pulled back at looked at him. "Do you not like me?"

He looked at her, remembering that same line from years ago. "I do like you."

"Then what's the problem? There's no crazy girl chasing after me. You aren't working a case now. We have all night and then..who knows what's going to happen. We should live in the moment. We're young...we're beautiful... we should-"

"You're beautiful. I'm...not."

"Oh hush. You are gorgeous, Spencer."

He flushed.

Lila kissed him again, her hands moving against his neck, to his scalp. Spencer responded to the kiss before pulling back.

"Still... we...we shouldn't rush into anything."

Lila watched him before kissing him softly. She wasn't used to anyone rejecting her. Everyone in this town had an agenda and sleeping with a 'super star' got you places. Spencer didn't care about those things though. But still, she knew she was attractive and he was... She moved her hips against his and he tensed..definitely attracted to her. Still, she didn't want to push him if he wasn't ready. She looked at him, realization hitting her. Maybe he had never.. She flushed a little. There was no way. He was almost 30.

"Spencer are you.." She couldn't ask that.

She felt his hands move against her hips, pushing her slightly back so she wasn't directly on his lap before he looked at her.

"Am I what?"

She looked at him. If she could tell him how much she was worth he could tell her if he had been with anyone.

"A virgin."

His eyes widened. "I...uh... Why.. I mean, that's not why I don't ... if I was."

"So you aren't?"

He licks lips slowly before shaking his head. "I've... I've.. had sex before, yes."

"Then why don't you want me?" She said a little confused. She didn't want to push him, but she couldn't help but take it personally. Years of being in front of the spot light, cameras on her, everyone wanting to her had gotten to her more than she realized.

"I do want you! I do, it's just.." he flushed, looking away from her. He didn't want to share his dirty secrets. He sighed and looked up at her. "It was only once and it...wasn't a good experience. I... uh... can't we just eat some more Chinese and talk about movies?"

Lila's eyes scanned his face. There was more than just embarrassment, but what exactly she didn't know. She definitely was no profiler. She kissed him again, softly...sweetly.

"I'm sorry, Spencer. I didn't mean to push you."

Her hands moved down his chest before she started to move off his lap. His hands clenched against her hips as she moved forward in attempt to get back on the couch. She stilled and stared at him. He looked slightly in pain and she blushed when she realized what angle they were at. She was flush against him, the only thing keeping them apart was the clothes between. She rocked forward a little and his fingernails dug into her skin as he inhaled sharply.

"Is that a bad reaction or a good one?" She asked, although she already knew the answer.

"You..."

His phone buzzed and he pushed his hips up to grab it and Lila gasped a little. He bit his lip before answering the phone.

"Uh... Doctor... Reid."

Lila smiled, had he forgotten his name?, and started to move off his hips again when he looped his arm around her, keeping her in place.

"You can't sleep?" He asked, looking at the woman who raised an eyebrow. He wanted them to stop and yet, didn't want her to move on his lap? "No. I'm fine. I'm... very much up. I mean awake! I'm very much awake."

Lila giggled and kissed his neck. "I think 'up' explains what you are way better." She murmured and nipped at his ear. He sucked on his bottom lip, trying to contain the noises that wanted to escape as she continued to kiss and bite down his neck.

"What am I doing? I... uh.. Lila and I.. are just..."

"Playin' Doctor." Lila joked against his skin.

Spencer flushed, putting the phone to his chest, to mute it. "I'm not that type of doctor."

"Who said you were the doctor?" Lila said, running her tongue up his neck.

Spencer stared at her for a second before putting the phone back to his ear. "JJ? I'm going to have to call you back."