(12.20.10)

Hey guys!

I'm back again, with another really cheesy chapter.

You wanna' know something weird but scary? ! :3 I feel somewhat accomplished.

You guys make me really quite sad. I've had no one on my blog TV.

You can talk to me about more than my story. I love JPOP, KPOP, Korean Dramas, ect ect. I also love English screamo (Yes, really!), and alternative music. You're not gonna die if you talk to me... or see me… I don't have piercings or shit. I'M ONLY 13 REMEMBER! Though I'm probably going to get my lip done before next September (Japan trip with school :3) because then my friend and I will both have one piercing (Apart from our ears)… no, she'll have three… ==" her belly, the top of her ear, and her nose. I want the left snakebite :3

I won't be posting as often anymore, because I'm writing everything I have down for Annyeonghassaeo into a book, as I prefer to write by hand before typing. It allows me to go over everything again, and add more detail in where I think its necessary. Also over the Christmas and new years break I will be very busy. I'm going interstate for Christmas then coming back to my state (Because I'm not going to tell you where in Australia I live :3) but going to a country town. I will, although, be handwriting during all this, so it'll still be written.

Anyway readers. That's enough about me. It was a freaking long authors note. I'm done. Onto chapter 3. Find some way to enjoy it please! Some coffee… a block of chocolate… PIE! MAKE SURE ITS VEGETARIAN THOUGH! (I'm vegetarian, but I'll eat meat if its served up to me as it would be a waste slaughtering an animal to eat it, and just throwing it away.) just… Find a way to make it enjoyable okay? Review with what made it enjoyable for you.

(12.26.10) Also gonna mention that this chapter has Jung MinxSang Hee in it. And I mean more than her fantasizing.

This chapter is extra long (including the authors note about my friends and I in the middle and this one) because I'm so late.

Have a brill 2011 and I'll continue this story in January.

;)

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"Its Sang Hee Sama!" someone screamed.

Brill. I tried to keep my head down, but everyone looked at me and then leapt off their chairs and surrounded me. I smiled at them, a small smile though, not wanting too much more attention, then looked back down at my ramen. I saw two people that didn't come over, though one was looking at me. The one that was staring had long blonde hair, whilst the other was a tall boy with brown furry hair.

"Mimori-chan…" I murmured to myself.

The brunette then looked at me when the the girl that looked a lot like Mimori-chan breathed out "Hoko-chan?"

I stood and left. Mimori-chan rose and followed me, leaving the boy there. When I got outside, I began to run. People were screaming

"ITS SANG HEE SAMA!"

"OH MY GOD! SANG HEE SAMA!" "

PLEASE SIGN THIS SANG HEE SAMA"

But I ignored them all. I ran towards the hotel. I took a short-cut through the park where I had met Shou. Bad Idea. I tripped and fell. Mimori-chan caught up and I saw Shou come out of the forrest near the footpath.

"Honami!" he called, comfort filling his voice. I ignored it. I didn't want to know him. I found out he was my Shi-koi, and that was as much as I wanted to know about him. I quickly got up and ran. Well, more like attempted. I got about two steps, but then face-planted the concrete sidewalk. I mentally cursed myself. I was defenseless from these two. I didn't want to see them. Mimori-chan's words ran through my mind again;

'I believe you'll come back to us Hoko-chan! You will no matter what. If its not by choice, it'll be by force.'

'If its not by choice, it'll be by force.'

'I'm not going back to them" I said in Korean so they wouldn't understand what I was saying to myself. "Never again!" I screamed, also in Korean.

I reached into the pocket of my lose track pants, and fished out my cellphone. I dialed the first number I could find of a person that was here with me in Japan.

"Yeogohassaeo?"Jung min asked in Korean. (Who Is It?)

"Jung Min Ah" I said. "I need help. I'm in the park near the Hotel by the forest"

"Honami" Shou said, with a voice filled with concern. "We just want to help"

"I don't want your help!" I hissed at him, making him jump back slightly. I then spoke into the receiver "Jung Min Ah, Please hurry." Then hung up.

Japanese services didn't appetise me at the moment. Especially from Shou and Mimori-chan. All I wanted was Hyung or Jung Min Ah.

...WILLYOUKISSME?..-

I don't know how long it was, but it felt like hours, then Jung Min came running up to me. He shoved Shou and Mimori out of the way, then kneeled on the concrete and hugged me. I was still lying of my stomach and up till that point, I was struggling. "Lets get you back to the hotel neh?" He whispered in my ear. This was probably the one time he's shown more affection for me than just being his Hyung's little sister. I nodded, and hr picked me up bridal style, making me blush madly, and walked back the way he came.

The whole way back, Jung Min was silent, and had a worried expression on his face. I was pretty sure that it was just a sprain, but his face portrayed that it could be more. I rested my head, which was very sore, and had dried blood on it from the face planting in the cement, against his chest, and listened to hid heart beat.

"Neh, Jung Min Oppa?" my voice surprised me. He looked down at my blood stained face "Neh, Jung Min Ah… Can I tell you something?" I asked. He nodded and steered us towards a park bench, where he gently sat me down. I had constant stomach butterflies. Did I really want to tell him? I couldn't back out. I blushed slightly, and looked at the ground. "Jung Min oppa… I love you…" I murmured extremely quietly though I knew he heard what I had said. When I looked up at him, he was extremely shocked. "I knew I shouldn't have said anything… Forget it ever happened neh?" I looked down again.

I then heard the most perculiar thing, from Jung Min. "I won't forget about it" He said. I looked up at him, and he moved his face closer to mine ever so slowly. It felt like an hour before I felt his lips on mine. It was a soft kiss, and not demanding. It was over as quick as it started, but it left me wanting more.

Your probably thinking "Why would a 13 year old international super star want to have a make out session with a 14 year old?" Because, I really didn't. I didn't want to be like most teenagers today. Getting facebook as soon as they turn 9, getting boyfriends at the age of 10, having make out sessions at 11, and losing their virginity at 12. It was all wrong. Children at our age want to drink and do drugs before they're barely able to pass a year 12 exam. They want to grow up much too quickly instead of enjoying their childhood. They want to drink vodka and not lemonade. They want to have sex and not play in the mud, making friend with whoever went near them. Yes, I would say that my lifestyle says that I'm living this kind of life. Never staying in the same place for a long time, as I tour, and always surrounded by those many years older than me. It wasn't my ideal lifestyle, and I didn't expect to come into this business. I wanted to, but I never thought I would, nor did I ever imagine how hard it was.

Jung Min stood and said "We'd better get back neh?" I nodded dumbfounded. He then picked me up again, and I clung to his chest, as we headed back to the hotel.

..TAEYANG.I'.NOBODY..

I awoke to the voices of Jung Min and Hyung. It was more than a friendly chat. The voices were angry and full of shouting. I didn't want to go into the other room. I didn't want to have to face Hyung or Jung Min Ah with all this fighting. I ended up getting out of bed, and getting changed. However much my foot hurt, I ignored the pain. Memories from the day before came flooding into my memory. Aww shit. Jung Min ah and I kissed. How am I going to tell Hyung… I thought. That's what all the shouting's about probably. I wore a white dress with small black dots on it, with a white singlet underneath. I straightened and curled my slightly past shoulder length hair, making it wavy with a few curls. I put a mesh like white bow in it (You know how you get packaged lemons or oranges? The shit that its in… kind of thing :3). I was satisfied with what I was wearing and I walked out of my room. Hyung and Jung Min did not notice I was up, and I didn't want to interrupt their fight (which I'll mention is STILL going ==;;). I didn't like seeing Jung Min and Hyung fight. I loved them both. I walked silently to the kitchen (not like there was much of one) and opened the bar fridge. I saw cheese first, and I grabbed it. I had just opened the packet when I heard people out the front of the room.

I was kind of creeped out because the voices sounded quite familiar. I went to the door without Hyung or Jung Min noticing (They were having a heartful moment screaming at each other 3 :3). As I got there, the person on the other side was knocking. This (Sadly) got Hyung and Jung Min's attention. I opened the heavy door, and immediately regretted it.

There was Shou and Mimori.

Jung Min automatically went in to protective mode, whilst Hyung had the "What the fuck is happening?" expression plastered on his face. I forgot Hyung hadn't met Shou or Mimori. I slammed the door on Shou as he tried to come into the room. I heard a thump, like it hit him.. I hope it was his pretty boy face.

"Okay" Hyung sighed. "What the hell's going on here? Who was that?" He questioned.

"Shit" I said. He looked at he like he always did whenever I swore. "I never did tell you neh?" I asked him in Korean quickly. I ran over to my room in the suit lightly, not knowing that Jung Min Ah was in two.

I got to my room, leaving my door open only coming in to get my bag, then leaving again. I was going through my bag, and I couldn't see my handphone in it, so I put my bag down and looked around the room. I heard the door close, startling myself, I jumped around to see what happened. To my surprise (not much of one…) I saw Jung Min standing by the door. He chuckled, then walked over.

"You never did finish telling me your life story." He said, doing that cute pout thing. I had to resist smiling. He was just too cute!

"Theres nothing else to tell. I told you the short version. The long is too… it… brings back too many memories." I murmured to myself, earning a cute stare from Jung Min who hadn't given up his pouting act. I blushed the tomato red I usually do, making him chuckle. I didn't have time for this now. I walked up to him, rested my hands on his chest and stood on my tip toes so I could whisper in his ear. "I'll tell you everything you want to know tonight yeah?" he shivered from my breath on his neck. I then hugged him, which he returned. It was probably one of the most sincere hugs I've ever been given.(At this point is where I remember me and my friends that skip class to do painting for my art teacher, talking about my friends boyfriend, and who the rest of us liked, (Me obviously liking the ONLY Asian guy in my year level its only obvious) and because my friends boyfriend and the guy my other friend liked could hear us, I said I'd come to their homes in the middle of the night and eat their dogs :3) Jung Min's short, fuzzy brown hair falling over his face, tickling the top of my head. I then let go, reluctantly, and said; "I have to go. Hyung and I will be back soon." And gave him a kiss on the cheek.

I then found my hand phone on the table beside my bed, picked it up along with my bag, and ran out the door to Hyung, where I grabbed his arm and dragged him out the heavy door of the suit.

Yes, Shou and Mimori were still there, screaming at me to come back to them, but I ignored them, running along with Hyung.

"Aie! Honami-chan!" Mimori called out, which made me stop. I let go of Hyung's hand, remembering some of the things my parents would do to me.

-flashback-

"mama! Mama!" I had called out, hoping Mama wasn't drunk and abusive like ususal. I was holding a piece of plain, white paper with a drawing I had drawn on it. She turned around, with a nasty expression on her face.

"Ho~na~mi~chan~ my Da~ughter!" She said sweetly. With me being only three years old, I believed she was being the kind caring mother she was before she was drunk all the time and cheating on Daddy with other men in their own house. I smiled and ran over to her with the picture in my hand, she opened her arms to hug me. I ran into her arms. She hugged me. We looked as if we were the perfect family without dad.

Her arms tightened around me, getting so tight I couldn't breathe.

"What have you done this time you little shit?" she snarled at me. I was scared. Very scared.

I bit Mommy's arm, very hard to get away from her. Her grip loosened and I squirmed to get away from her. It took me a while, but I got out of her grasps, and ran out of the house.

-end flashback-

hot tears were falling down my eyes. Hyung looked at me, making the tears want to fall faster. I turned around to Mimori and stalked up to her.

"Don't you EVER call me Honami-chan. You got it? I. Am. Kim. Sang. Hee. Not Honami. Rei?" I then walked back to Hyung, tugged on his arm, and walked away.

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