It had been just eight months, since the whole finding Christina ordeal. Although she had been sent to rehab, she also was still receiving treatment for depression. Not once did she beg for Lilly to sign her out; but instead focused on getting better.
The fear of Cliff finding her or Amanda was still omnipresent in her mind, even though he was now dead. He had abused her both physically and mentally, both before and after Christina had given birth. She had tried many times to run away, but he always found her. Yet, after being transferred to Western Psychiatric; she refused to speak about the abuse or the nightmares that still plagued her.
Yet, was glad when Scotty would visit her. Although this place brought back memories of Elisa, but didn't let it get to him, knowing that she was now at peace. He would visit often, which let to them becoming close friends. Lilly knew about this but didn't get mad, but instead encouraged it. There was no sense of getting angry over them being friends.
She had managed to drop what happened long ago, knowing that this wasn't the same thing as before. Besides Christina needed all the support that she could get . As far as her own friendship with Scotty remained distant, since last May. She had tried taking to him, but was ignored unless they were at work and talking about something case related.
Lilly didn't take the FBI job, after everything. She knew that Philadelphia was her home; a city where she couldn't leave her family or her squad behind. Even if it meant a better paycheck among other things, none of it mattered. Her decision was to stay was the right choice, besides the fact that Stillman wanted her to take over his position when he eventually retired.
As far as everyone was concerned, Vera had made strides by losing some weight. Kat and ADA Bell's relationship seemed to indicate that they might be closer to getting engaged, Jefferies was continuing to write his novel along with getting teased by everyone.
Just two weeks ago, Stillman and the former Special Agent Yates celebrated their engagement. That came as any surprise, since the two had already moved in together last June. Not long after she had arrived at home that evening, did Scotty finally decided to drop in.
He didn't look thrilled to be seeing her," This was Chris's idea."
" I see, considering the fact that you've been treating me like crap. I've had it with you ignoring me, for someone that was once my best friend," which was something that Lilly needed him to know, " We were fine until we found Chris. What the hell happened?"
Scotty had found that he nothing remotely to angry at her for, " I don't know Lil, you're probably pissed at me for spending time with her."
" Actually I'm not, but treating me the way that you did Scotty; hurt me. Felt odd not having my best friend to talk to, someone that's always been like a brother," her voice was quiet but it told Scotty that his actions were uncalled for. He was out of line, considering that these past eights had been very difficult for her as well.
With one motion, Scotty came closer; as he embraced her. Just by her holding onto him, made him realize just how special their friendship really was. She was the sister that he had longed for growing up, whom was now crying softly into his shoulder.
Just a few minutes later Lilly pulled away," So we friends again."
" Always," he smiled, " We're partner's right?", noticing the smile on her face," I'm just happy that you didn't take the job, wouldn't want another partner. We make a great team together, can't imagine coming to work not seeing you anymore. I was angry and feared I lose my best friend."
Lilly understood completely, " You don't have to worry, I'm being considered for Stillman's position once he retires."
" We'll still be partners, even she's my pain in the ass boss," he teased," I should go, I'll pick you up tomorrow at seven. Still owe you coffee."
Once he had left, Lilly felt a sigh of relief. As she went upstairs and into Amanda's room; she peered down at the sleeping one year old. From the moment that she saw her crying in a laundry basket, the realization of her childhood turning out to be like her own or worse, sent a massive fear throughout Lilly's body.
Then came the protectiveness over her family; something Lilly had never felt before. As she planted a kiss on Amanda's cheek, Lilly knew that she was going to grow up with a sense of both love and family; as well as being spoiled by her grandfather.
If there was one thing that her niece had taught her was the importance of family; what it meant. On the other hand, Lilly worried a lot for Christina. She needed to be there for her sister, but was glad that Cliff was found dead inside of his car, just three days later. That was around the time that his place had gone up in smoke.
Upon getting into bed, Lilly sighed deeply. It had been a very long eight months, but just she was about to close her eyes; her phone buzzed in a form of a picture message.
She knew exactly who the person was. Only that Lilly was unsure if she wanted back in, especially with a one year old to raise. What is Amanda got attached, then the relationship ended? That was one of her concerns since her niece needed a dad.
As much as Lilly still loved Eddie, his line of work prevented him from being in a stable relationship. That was a problem which made her decide not to answer his text. She didn't want someone that was undercover most of the time.
Once her eyes had closed, Lilly had no idea what tomorrow would be like.
