Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi and though I don't think I made it clear Adam is full on guy.

A/N: I hope you enjoyed the story.

It's been six years since Eli's died and things have gotten a better, the kids are in school, I don't think of him everyday, but I do remember everything about him from how he made me feel each and every time we were together, each and every date we had, and everything in general. All though Eli isn't part of my future he will always be a part of my heart and I will continue to grow with everything Eli has taught me.

"Mommy it's breakfast time." Eli called as I folded mine and Adam's clothes and put them away in our room.

"Coming baby boy." I yelled back

Eli looks just like his dad did, all though he calls Adam "dad" in fact they all do they know Eli as "daddy". We visit him from time to time and sometimes the kids cry, but Adam's always been there he's even potty trained Eli which was good because I don't have the male part needed to do that.

I went downstairs after getting dressed into nice clothing. The table was already set and the kids were running around to their seats. I stood near the table and watched as they took their seats. Adam walked out of the kitchen and kissed me on the cheek as he carried a big plate of pancakes to the table.

"Clare time to eat." Adam said I smiled at him as he put food on everyone's plate.

"Dad I love you so much just for making the chocolate chip pancakes." Andie said

"Wow I thought you loved me either way." Adam chuckled I giggled as I sat at the table.

"Dad you know what I meant. Tell him mom." Andie whined

"Hey I'm not getting into it." I giggled

"We love you dad." Danni chimed

"Thanks for making breakfast dad." Eli said

"You're welcome. So for Father's Day I was thinking we would see your daddy." Adam said

"And we could give him his Father's Day gift too!" they all exclaimed

Adam and I nodded as we ate.

"Don't worry dad we have yours already planned out you're going to love it." Danni said

"You kids didn't have to do anything for me." Adam said even though he says that every year he knows the kids will go against it.

"We know you're not our real dad and that daddy is, but you're still our dad." Eli said

"You helped mommy raise us." Andie stated

"What they're trying to say is you're still our dad to us and we love you and so does mommy."

Adam and I smiled at each other from across the table as we finished breakfast.

I still can't believe how the kids have turned out. Eli is the spitting image of his father, Andie looks just like me, while Danni is a combination of the two she has hazel eyes a perfect mixture of blue and green. I wouldn't trade the three of them in for anything. I know that Eli's looking over us and smiling I some times feel him put my hand in Adam's I can tell just by the touch on my skin I'll always remember his touch.

"Mom lets go." Andie said as she ran to the door.

"We're going to the mall." Danni said

I looked over to Eli and Adam and they both groaned. I giggled and got the keys.

"Ok I'm coming." I said

I watched everyone run out to the car as I took a look around the house. It's still the same.

"I miss you Eli." I whispered "Thank you for everything."

"Clare it's time to go the kids are getting anxious." Adam said sweetly as he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my temple.

"I'm coming, I'm coming." I giggled

I closed the door, Adam and I walked hand in hand as we walked to the car.

"I'm so happy I was able to have you move on with Adam. Clare I love you and the kids I'll always be watching you and smiling." I heard in Eli's voice and I felt sad yet happy at the same time.

"I love you too Eli and so do the kids thank you for everything no one can take your place." I mumbled as I got into the car.