A/N: Thanks to all who left reviews for last chapter, thank you for taking the time to review my story. It really makes me feel happy =) Sorry this chapter is a bit shorter. Next chapter will be the final chapter for this story. Kinda makes me feel sad…but anyways, enjoy! (Well, I'm not really good at writing smutty stuffs in English, so if you find this chapter sucks…sorry, next time I'll improve if you leave any suggestions.)
Again it's rated M for a reason, you're warned.
HEARTLESS
05
"You will forget him. I will make you forget him. I will make you belong to me, only to me."
What the fuck is he talking about? There's no way he's going to forget Roxas! Even though his feelings for Roxas only brings him pain, even though he knows he can't have his Nobody…but, despite all that, he just does not want to forget! He wants his Nobody to be happy, to smile again, regardless of whether or not the blonde would understand or even return his feelings, he just wants Roxas to finally be happy, to have the happiness truly belonging to him. Even if he can not be the one who brings the happiness to him, he just wants Roxas not to be sad anymore. That's all!
Love is gentleness and care without asking for return, never the selfish possessiveness.
- That being said, why do you still feel sad then?
- Why am I still sad?
"Sora, forget him, my love is enough for you, understand?"
The hands on his neck release him. Vanitas pulls the brunet boy in his arms once again, starts kissing up his neck gently.
"He is just an empty shell, that little thing is not worth your love. In this universe, I love you only, only I. Love. You."
This time, it is Sora's turn to laugh out loud.
"HAHAHAHAH! So the Unversed King is talking about love? Does the Pure Darkness know what 'love' is? Don't make me laugh!"
With such a vicious retort, Sora suddenly realizes that maybe the smirk on his face at the moment isn't all the different from Vanitas's.
Laughter stops short, Sora becomes aware that their laughter is the same: distorted, sick, psychotic in a way – and with that exact same voice, he suddenly can not tell anymore what words are said by Vanitas, and what words are his own.
The two of them are the same in every way.
Whether they are two extremes, or simply one as a whole?
Who is Vanitas? Who is Sora?
Licking the crook of Sora's neck, Vanitas simply ignores the boy's hostile sarcasms. His lips curl into a same smirk as he reaches to the thick chain of Sora's crown necklace. With no hesitation, he rips the necklace off, exposing all of the brunet boy's flesh to Vanitas's lips.
Shit! That's his favorite necklace…
Pulling Sora's body even closer, Vanitas continues to suck the brunet boy's tanned skin hard, making the brunet feel like he is going to be devoured by some beast. The raven trails kisses and bites along the brunet's neck, leaving dark angry marks behind.
Never being treated in such a way before, the brunet teen's body is trembling, the strange and weird experience causing his scalp to tingle. He tries to adjust his disordered breathing, biting his lower lip, Sora doesn't want to let out any strange noises because of the feels and touches he is receiving from the raven haired male.
Damn! This…doesn't feel bad at all…
Vanitas begins to lick and kiss his ear and the soft sensitive skin behind it, the increasing erotic feelings scares Sora. Fear is growing - if it goes on like this, he really would be…
The psycho did say he would make him his. He wasn't kidding.
Although Vanitas's gentle hugging and kissing almost makes him feel he really cares for him…but no, you gotta be kidding him. There's no way he will let himself to be "owned" by anyone, not to mention it'd be like raped by himself, another him!
Still haven't regained any of his strength, Sora has tried but fails to resist. That bastard! Talking about love like that, like he really loves him, yet he is just taking advantage of his vulnerability!
Damn it, why not just let him peacefully disappear into the darkness alone? Why does he have to go through this absurd, strange, weird torture?
"Because Sora, you are mine, I will never allow you to disappear without my permission."
Something comes to his foggy mind, like touching the truth, but only getting away from it at the same time.
Why did Vanitas wake? Why was Vanitas awakened after he became a Heartless?
Why hasn't he lost his self-consciousness like he should as a Heartless? Why hasn't his heart completely faded into the darkness like other Heartless?
"Sora… you can't fall asleep, you can't let your heart sleep…"
"Xion, there is nothing you can do here."
Those words, what do they mean? What the fuck do they mean?
Oh fuck, his head hurts, it hurts badly, his mind foggier, his consciousness in chaos, he can't think anymore, he doesn't want to think anymore – To hell with it! He has become a Heartless, nothing matters anymore! To hell with it all! Even if he gets an answer, does it matter after all?
Yes, he doesn't want to think anymore. He doesn't even want to pay any attention to what Vanitas is doing to him anymore. He just feels tired, too tired. He just wants to close his eyes, never again to open them…
"Sora!"
Hearing a growl of anger, the brunet teen can't help but snaps his sky-blue eyes open again, seeing the pair of narrowed golden eyes gaze at him dangerously.
"I told you, you belong to me, what I do not allow you to do, you should not do."
"You nuts, who cares for what you say!"
Without sparing another glance, Sora closes his eyes once again. At the same moment as he does so, the color-stained glass platform begins to tremble, crack, break. Light fragments begin to burst up from the surface where the portrait of the brunet Keyblade Warrior lies – his Station of Awakening is starting to collapse.
"What a disobedient ungrateful child. Such child must be punished. Sora, you leave me no choice but to punish you."
A/N again: If I get five reviews by tomorrow, I'll update the last chapter tomorrow xD (seriously? Nup, just kidding. Review or not it's up to you guys. But reviews definitely makes me happy and I'll be more motivated to write xD)