**Repost with more added... kinda**
Fate?
"Don't move. It disgusts me to watch you move." Szayel snapped at Nana as her body leaned forward in shock and he walked over to where Shinji had fallen in a crumpled heap on the floor. Really, such a disgrace for a man to faint.
Nana bit her lip and frowned as she watched Szayel lift Shinji off the floor and shake him until pale brown eyes fluttered open. Shinji frowned and struggled to push Szayel away, reaching to touch the back of his head and rub at the pain that was there. He had just had the strangest dream. However, when he blinked at his surroundings he realized that it hadn't been a dream after all. Shinji stood up shakily, his eyes darting to the large mound that he was told could possibly house something he had helped create and his stomach lurched. This could not possibly be happening. He swallowed over the thickness in his throat and averted his eyes.
"What exactly is goin' on here?" he asked in a quiet voice.
Szayel opened his mouth, a sneer already on his face, but Shinji raised his hand and looked the young woman in the eyes.
"What happened?" he repeated and the woman's eyes darted away from his.
"I… I was invited to the party by Szayel and when I showed up he handed me a pill and told me to enjoy myself. And I did, I'm not denying that. But at some point he introduced me to you and I think you were more out of it than anyone else there and the next thing I knew it the three of us…," she stopped, her eyes flicking over to Szayel briefly before returning to Shinji. "We were being intimate." she finished quietly.
Shinji shook his head. "I'm gay."
Nana's brow furrowed and she looked at the floor, biting her lip as her arms came up to hug her body as best they could. "I'm not lying." she whispered and Szayel scoffed.
"Who knows who the father is you fat slut."
"Szayel!" Shinji snapped and Szayel rolled his eyes.
"I just thought that I should let both of you know. I know that if there were a possibility that I had fathered a child I'd want to know for sure one way or the other." Nana took a deep breath and dropped her arms to her sides, dark eyes looking up into Shinji's once more. "I'm not asking for anything, money or otherwise. I just want the father of my child to know about it." A defeated look crossed her features for a moment before she straightened her shoulders and reached for an oversized purse and pulled out a sheaf of papers. She set them on the table in front of the sofa she had been sitting in and sighed.
"I have a scheduled c-section on the fourteenth of this month and I need DNA samples from the both of you so we can get this settled." she said before taking a deep breath and letting it out in a huff. "Thank you and…," she looked up again at Shinji, "I'm sorry."
Szayel stomped over to the table and snatched up the papers, looking them over with a cocked eyebrow.
"I'll do this only to prove you wrong." he said with an upturn of his nose. "Now get out of my house."
Shinji would have said something about the way Szayel was acting towards the woman but he was still too deep in his shock to notice her eyes narrow slightly before she grabbed her bag and left. Shinji's eyes fixed on a small spot on the carpeted floors as too many thoughts whirled and whizzed in his brain. He remembered that party, it had been his "going away from porn" party and he had overindulged on many fronts that night. He didn't remember most of it and had regretted that fact two days later when he had woken up feeling like he had been hit by a truck. He did, however, remember a dream he had had about long black hair and sharp fingernails but he had just figured it had been about Nnoitra and had ended up being depressed for a week because of it. Had it really been this woman? This, Nana person that he had been with instead of some dream? But why? He didn't like women, couldn't get it up for women so how…?
Szayel was moving around the room, grumbling to himself as he searched for something and ignoring Shinji for a moment. He couldn't believe that some woman had come to him claiming he was the father of her child but it wasn't like it was the first time it had happened. Not that any of the others had turned out legit but it still got him riled up when it happened. He wouldn't be sleeping with women for a while that was for sure. He bent low to look in a drawer and finally found what he was looking for, snatching up a tiny bottle and slamming the drawer closed. He tore off the cap and shook two pills out into his hand, eyeing Shinji - who was still on the floor - and slowly making his way over to him. Szayel crouched on Shinji's right, nudging the blond with his right hand to get his attention. Shinji blinked out of his trance and looked over at Szayel, a dazed look in his eye.
"Here." Szayel prompted, grabbing one of Shinji's hands and dropping one of the pills into it.
"What's this?" Shinji asked stupidly and Szayel smirked.
"It will make the evening better." he said, popping his own pill into his mouth and swallowing with ease.
"Where didja get this?" Shinji asked, not having noticed the other man leave.
"I keep a stash in every room of this house." Szayel answered casually as he sat on the floor near the younger man.
"Ya keep drugs all over yer house?" Shinji said incredulously and looked at the pill in his hand. Knowing Szayel it would be excellent quality.
Szayel leaned forward, his face inches from Shinji's, and smiled. "It never bothered you before today."
Shinji leaned back and frowned. "Yeah well I don't need this." He tried to hand the pill back but Szayel grabbed his hand and closed his fingers around the pill before pushing Shinji to the floor.
"Get off me."
Szayel cocked an eyebrow and the corner of his mouth titled. "Have you really grown so much that you don't use sex as a coping mechanism anymore? Please, Shin-chan. You can't honestly expect me to believe that you don't want to take that nor have me fuck you into this very expensive rug so that you can forget this for a bit."
Shinji was ashamed at how tempting the idea was, but he wasn't about to admit that especially to this man.
"I don't need yer drugs and I don't need you." he said, pushing Szayel off him and struggling to his feet so that he wasn't at such a disadvantage anymore.
"Oh that's right." Szayel said with a smirk. "You have Nnoi back in your life. How's that going by the way?"
Shinji glared over his shoulder and stuck his nose up slightly in the air. "Fantastic actually."
Szayel laughed quietly and got to his feet as well, walking up behind Shinji. "You think that everything will still be fantastic when he finds out about what you've done in his absence?"
Shinji stiffened, for some reason still amazed that Szayel could go from seducer to villain at the drop of a hat.
"He knows 'bout the movies and everythin'." he said quietly and Szayel hummed.
"Yes, but does he know you fucked a woman?" Szayel purred in Shinji's ear and Shinji felt his stomach drop. "And how will he react when he finds out that you may have gotten her with child?"
Thin arms wrapped around Shinji's waist and Szayel nuzzled the side of Shinji's neck with his nose. Shinji shivered and closed his eyes, clutching the pill in his hand and swallowing over the lump that was suddenly in his throat. Nnoitra was going to freak the fuck out that's what was going to happen. When the warm wet of a tongue touched his skin Shinji jerked and pulled away, turning to glare at Szayel's smiling face. These pills worked fast and he could already see Szayel's pupils dilate.
"I- I'm leavin'." Shinji said quietly and tried to walk passed Szayel. Too many things in his head were making it hard to think straight and being around Szayel like this was far more difficult than it should have been. It wasn't that he wanted to do anything with him, but Shinji's body still remembered the times they had slept together and those had been far from unpleasant.
"Don't forget your paperwork, Shin-chan." Szayel called out after him as Shinji walked quickly to the door that would lead him out of that room and away from that man.
Shinji stopped and sighed, knowing that if he didn't take them now it would just give Szayel an excuse to come see him later. He let out a frustrated breath and walked back to the pink haired man, grabbing the papers that were held out for him and ignoring the look Szayel was giving him. He could never tell if that look meant Szayel wanted him for sex or to dissect him and while it disgusted him it still turned him on a bit. He couldn't keep his head straight at the moment as it was so being around Szayel wasn't the greatest of ideas at the moment.
He made it to his car without realizing that he had even left the house and threw himself into the driver's seat, jamming the key into the ignition and letting the car warm up a bit. Shinji took one look at the papers still in his hand and closed his eyes, his stomach lurching at the implications. Sure he liked kids but that didn't mean he wanted any. And even if he did, twenty four was a little young wasn't it? But what if it was his? Could he do the right thing and be there for it? And what about Nnoitra? What was Nnoitra going to say when he told him about this? Shinji's head connected harshly with the steering wheel and the horn sounded, startling him so bad that he nearly screamed and promptly turned crimson. Shinji rolled his eyes and put the car in drive, driving quickly away from the house to his own.
He realized halfway home that he still had the pill in his hand and at a stoplight he looked down at it longingly. He could take it later, on a night that Nnoitra wouldn't find out about it. Lock himself in his room, play some music and masturbate all night long. It wasn't as if he'd never done that before and it had been ages since he had dropped alone. Shinji sighed and he shook his head. He'd made a promise and he was going to keep it no matter how bad or messed up he felt. Shinji rolled down the car window and tossed the pill outside, quickly rolling it back up and speeding the rest of the way home.
Nnoitra was pissed. Shinji had told him to wait at his place for him and the little fucker was over an hour late. Shinji had a thing about being late to anything so it didn't make sense why he was missing tonight. What the hell was he doing that could make him this late? And why hadn't he called to explain anything? Nnoitra reached for his cell phone and stared at it a moment before shoving it back in his pocket and glaring at the TV. He would not call the blond. He would not sound like a fucking nagging girlfriend. Or so he thought anyway, but when the front door finally opened and a tired looking Shinji walked through Nnoitra's mouth opened and words came out before he could stop them.
"The fuck you been?" he shouted, startling Shinji so much he dropped his keys.
"I had somethin' ta do after work." Shinji mumbled. He had forgotten that Nnoitra was going to be waiting for him that night in everything that had happened.
"An' what? Ya can't fuckin' tell me? Ya just make me sit here waitin' around like I ain't got nothin' better ta do?" Nnoitra instantly regretted the words when fire flashed in Shinji's eyes but he wasn't going to back down. Nnoitra Jiruga didn't back down from a fight.
"If it's so fuckin' inconvenient ta be here for ya then fuckin' leave. Go get stoned with Starrk!" Shinji bent to pick up his keys and dropped them along with the papers on the kitchen table.
"How many times I gotta tell ya I don't smoke that shit?" Nnoitra pushed himself off the couch and stomped over to where Shinji stood and Shinji cocked an eyebrow at him.
"Why're ya still waitin' if ya got so much else ta do, huh?" he asked, folding his arms over his chest and pursing his lips.
"Cuz I wanted ta fuck ya!" Nnoitra shouted and Shinji rolled his eyes.
"Well I ain't in the mood so ya c'n leave now."
"Tch, fuck you." Nnoitra sneered and copied Shinji's stance. "Where'd ya go?"
Shinji sighed and dropped his arms, walking to the kitchen to pour himself a drink. Nothing had been said about not drinking.
"I had to stop somewhere after work and it took a little longer than I thought it would."
"Where?" Nnoitra pressed, knowing that Shinji was skirting around the truth.
Shinji poured a glass of Jack and threw it back, wincing at the burn and blowing out a harsh breath after it was down. It didn't settle well and he closed his eyes.
"I went over to Szayel's." He said quietly, bracing himself for the explosion.
"WHAT?"
"I just had to get somethin', so it's no big…."
"No big fuckin' deal? I thought I toldja ta stay away from that fucker?" Nnoitra raged, eye narrowed so far it looked closed.
Shinji frowned and looked up at him. "Ya can't tell me not ta be around him, asshole. Ya don't control my life."
Nnoitra was suddenly in front of him, arms on either side of Shinji's hips and gripping the counter as his body loomed over Shinji's. "Stay the fuck away from him or I'll kill 'im. Pretty fuckin' cut and dry, Blondie. I'll keep my promise 'bout stayin' away from him if ya keep away from the pills but you keep him outta our lives now."
Shinji bristled and opened his mouth but was cut off when the front door opened. Shinji and Nnoitra both looked over to see Tesla walk in and shut the door carefully behind him, sighing and leaning back against it. A hand lifted to push sandy blond hair out of hazel eyes and Shinji sucked in a breath at the sight of Tesla's face.
"Oh my God, Tes what happened?" Shinji asked, pushing Nnoitra out of his way and walking over to his friend.
Tesla sniffled and turned his face away from Shinji, wiping furiously at his tear stained cheeks with gloved hands.
"It's nothing. I should have kept my mouth shut." Tesla said in a broken voice and winced when Shinji gabbed his shoulders and forced him to look at him.
Shinji's breath caught at what he saw; a split lip, a bleeding nose, two bruised eyes, the right severely swollen and various cuts all over Tesla's face. The left side of his face was red and already starting to swell and Shinji lifted a hand, hovering it just over the tender skin.
"Hey, we were fuckin' fightin'." Nnoitra called out and Shinji turned to him with a heated glare.
"Tesla is hurt Nnoi. Drop it." he hissed and Nnoitra snorted.
Shinji turned back to Tesla and frowned, wondering how bad off the parts he couldn't see were. "Tes, what happened?"
Tesla tried to smile and cried out softly when his lip split further and started to bleed again.
"Takashiro-san…," Tesla started and Shinji cut him off.
"He hit you?"
Tesla frowned and grimaced at the pain the action caused. "He wants me to quit the club, said it makes him jealous that all those people fawn all over me and when I said that I didn't want to and that I enjoyed it he slapped me." Tesla didn't want to say the rest and his head was feeling light from the blows he had received earlier. If Shinji found out that the larger part of his beating was because Tesla was living with him, Tesla knew bad things would happen.
"Shin-chan. Can you help me to my room? I don't mean to interrupt your time with…."
"Shut up. First I'mma clean ya up and then yer gonna stay awake fer a while. Fucker hit ya in the head didn't he?" Shinji heard Nnoitra grumbling in the background and ignored him. "C'mon, we're gonna shower."
Nnoitra stopped and frowned, looking over as Shinji began to help Tesla down the hallway. They weren't really going to…?
"Yer showerin' with him?"
"I'll keep my panties on daddy." Shinji threw over his shoulder before shutting the bathroom door behind both him and Tesla.
Nnoitra was shocked into inaction, standing in the middle of the living room with his arms dangling at his sides and mouth open. He was angry that Shinji had talked to him like that, pissed that Tesla had interrupted their fight, and irritated that the idea of the two blonds soaping each other up with their skin pinkened by the hot water excited him, if even a little. Sure he hated the little faggot but that didn't mean that he'd completely let go of his long running fantasy of having two blonds naked and worshiping him.
"Fuck." Nnoitra muttered before throwing himself back on the couch to watch more TV.
Shinji was at his desk looking over the DNA test paperwork and frowning at the questions he was being forced to answer. The whole situation was fucked as it was without having to answer all these stupid questions. Why did they need to know all of this stuff, like the last time he had had sex, just so they could draw some blood? He read the next question out loud: "When was your last menstrual period." and frowned, realizing that he was on the wrong section. Again.
"Fuck." He said, pushing the papers away and looking at the clock.
He was putting off leaving yet because he was supposed to be meeting with Nnoitra again that night. It had been three days since their fight about Szayel and they hadn't been able to get together because of conflicting schedules but tomorrow was Nnoitra's birthday and they were supposed to spend the night and following day together for it. Shinji was excited, hoping that Nnoitra would enjoy the gift he had gotten for him, but he was still stressed out about the other pressing issue in his life. One that he hadn't bothered telling anyone about. He figured that if, worst case scenario, the baby did turn out to be his he would worry everyone then. A jumping flutter in his stomach made itself known and he felt like he was going to throw up yet again. God he hope it wasn't his. Though if it ended up being Szayel's he felt deeply sorry for the poor kid.
Shinji felt like he was handling things fairly well given his past with handling major issues like this. So what if he had been drinking a few extra glasses of liquor before bed the past couple nights. It wasn't as if he were getting wasted so he could pass out. Just a light buzz and frantic masturbation since Nnoitra wasn't around to help him there, before falling in a heap on his bed and passing out. Granted he had had to bring out the big toys, nipple clamps, vibrating plug and hard leather cock ring, to enjoy himself properly but that really wasn't too far off normal so he wasn't concerned.
With a sigh Shinji stood and grabbed his coat, heading out the door and on his way home. Nnoitra was there waiting for him, practically dancing when he saw the blond. Shinji couldn't stop the smirk from titling his lips when he saw the man bouncing on his feet in his excitement and rolled his eyes.
"The hell's wrong with ya?" he asked, his voice tinged with humor.
Nnoitra just grinned and beckoned Shinji over to him with one long finger. Shinji walked slowly and stopped a foot away from the taller man, looking up at him and smiling.
"What?"
Nnoitra still didn't answer him and instead stuck out his long tongue as far as it would go. Shinji frowned until he noticed what Nnoitra was trying to show him. Two new piercings, one on either side of the tip, winked at him and he felt his knees go a little weak. Nnoitra wiggled his slightly swollen tongue and cocked an eyebrow before pulling it back in.
"Gimmie my present." Nnoitra said, holding out his hands and grinning.
Shinji, gathering himself slowly, snorted and turned towards his bedroom where his present for Nnoitra was hidden.
"Who says I got ya somethin'?" he said and Nnoitra grunted.
"Ya better'a got me somethin'." he muttered and followed Shinji.
The blond couldn't believe his luck as he pulled the small box out of it's hiding spot and turned to hand it to Nnoitra, large smile on his face. He had apparently gotten the perfect gift for the man. Nnoitra snatched it out of Shinji's hands, ripping the wrapping like a kid on Christmas, and opening the small box. Inside was a set of three tongue rings, each one a different color and sporting the number five on top of a round ball; Nnoitra's lucky number. Nnoitra frowned and looked up and Shinji.
"How'ja…?"
"Talent." Shinji said and laughed when Nnoitra rolled his eye. "And yer supposed ta say 'thank you'."
"Che, I did it fer you." Nnoitra said under his breath, kissing Shinji's cheek and whispering a thank you in Shinji's ear.
Shinji smiled. "Shut up and sit down. Yer lucky I letcha open that tanight 'stead'a makin' ya wait 'til tamorrow."
"Whatever. It is tomorrow." Nnoitra countered and watched as Shinji began to unbutton his shirt. He grinned. "Whatcha doin'?" he asked, plopping on the bed with his legs spread wide.
Shinji smirked and loosened his tie before sliding out of his dress shirt and reaching for his belt. "Gettin' ready fer yer other gift."
Nnoitra cocked an eyebrow. "Oh yeah?" he said, licking his lips. "An' what's ma other gift?"
Shinji dropped his pants and stepped out of them before hooking his thumbs in the waist of his underwear. He cocked a hip before pulling them down and standing straight, throwing his long hair over his shoulder and grinning.
"Why doncha open yer pants an' find out?" he purred, fingering the only article of clothing still on his body; his tie.
Nnoitra's eye raked over Shinji's naked body and he reached to pull his quickly hardening cock from his pants, stroking it a few times before letting go and looking up at the blond. Shinji giggled, dropping to his knees between Nnoitra's legs and bending his head to place a small kiss on the head. Nnoitra groaned quietly and brushed the hair out of Shinji's face. Shinji continued to spread little kisses over the entirety of Nnoitra's cock, flicking his tongue against the veins as they stood out and the cock filled with blood. Shinji pulled back and smiled at what he saw, the thick cock winking at him and twitching with each beat of Nnoitra's heart.
"God, I love yer cock." Shinji whispered and pressed his lips to the underside of Nnoitra's head, sucking the thin webbing there before running his tongue up over the slit.
Nnoitra's eye rolled but he refused to stop watching as Shinji sucked down the underside of Nnoitra's cock, nipping at the base before running that tongue up over the side and swirling at the head.
"Ya gonna try'n take all'a me?" Nnoitra asked, hopeful.
Shinji smirked and looked up, the head of Nnoitra's cock resting against his lips as he spoke a single word in reply.
"Try?" he husked, his lips and breath feathering against the sensitive skin and began to slowly suck Nnoitra in.
"Ah… fuck." Nnoitra breathed out and threaded his fingers in the hair at the back of Shinji's head.
Shinji started out slow, lowering his head barely an inch before pulling back and repeating, his left hand stroking the bottom half of Nnoitra's cock. Shinji relaxed his throat and angled his body for comfort, taking inch by inch inside him and thrilling at the first touch to the back of his throat. He swallowed around the head and heard Nnoitra groan as if from far away. Shinji squeezed the base of Nnoitra's cock and lowered himself further, tongue undulating and moving as best it could in the small space available. Nnoitra's hips began to roll, the hand in Shinji's hair tightened, and he began to curse quietly. Shinji took even more of him in, breathing in and out each time he pulled back enough to do so. Shinji took a deep breath bowed his back, finally feeling his lips tickled by thick coarse hairs and he bit down lightly as his throat began to work around Nnoitra's length. Nnoitra bucked his hips and slid the last few centimeters down Shinji's clenching throat, throwing his head back and groaning loudly as his orgasm began to blossom.
Shinji felt the first two pulses and pulled back, grabbing Nnoitra's cock and stroking it harshly as he looked up at the man, tears in his eyes from the strain. Nnoitra's sex drugged eye met his and the man came, thick ropes catching on Shinji's chin, cheek and a bit on his eye, forcing him to close it. Shinji licked his lips and tried to catch his breath, happy that Nnoitra seemed to be in just about the same state. The larger man let go of Shinji's hair and reached up to thumb the cum off of Shinji's eye, smiling goofily down at him once Shinji blinked it open.
"Ya look good with cum on yer face." he said quietly and Shinji smiled.
"I know." he replied and Nnoitra laughed.
This was starting out as one of his best birthday's yet.
Szayel and Shinji had opted to hear the results of the DNA tests together and were currently waiting in the waiting room to be called back to the doctor's private office. Nana was there as well, though she had barely said more than a hello to either of the men. She was, however, holding a small bundle in her arms that was seemingly sound asleep. Szayel had ordered her to take the little cap off it's head and smirked when he saw the thick black hair there.
"Definitely not mine and from the looks of it yours either, Shin-chan." he had said with a smug look before taking his seat.
Shinji had looked down at the baby with a small frown, the fluttering in his stomach and chest growing with each beat of his heart.
"What… what is it?" he had asked, rubbing the back of his neck and Nana sighed.
"Girl." she replied quietly, the last word she said until the current moment.
Shinji's legs wouldn't stop moving and his hands seemed to have a mind of their own, fidgeting and pulling at his clothes, picking at the seat or reaching for stupid magazine after stupid magazine. Szayel looked over at him and shook his head, slapping Shinji's hand like he was scolding a child.
"Stop it. It's annoying."
The door opened and a nurse stepped out into the waiting room, calling out their names one at a time. Shinji felt the urge to throw up again and followed Nana and Szayel as they followed the nurse to the office they were to be waiting in. The seats were just as uncomfortable as the ones outside and Shinji couldn't help but fidget more. He wanted to get this over with and go home and drink until he passed out. He figured he deserved it after something like this. Szayel eyed the baby when it began to fuss and sneered when Nana pulled out a small blanket to cover herself while she nursed the infant.
"Disgusting." he muttered and cleared his throat.
"I find it hard to believe your mother ever nursed you either." Nana shot back.
"Excuse me, but please refrain from speaking about me like you know me." Szayel commented and Nana snorted.
"If I had known better I would never have let that mouth of yours or anything else for that matter anywhere near me." The baby made a small noise and she adjusted it. "Apparently your mother knew well enough to do that as well."
Shinji's eyes widened at the insult but before anything else could be said the door opened and the doctor walked inside, smiling at the three before taking his seat.
"And how are we today?" the doctor asked casually and Szayel pushed his glasses up his nose.
"Just read the damn results so I can leave this woman."
The doctor gave Szayel a disapproving look before reaching for the result papers. He read them over first, the silence in the room stifling, before he looked up and opened his mouth.
"According to the blood tests the tests conclude that you, Mr. Granz, are indeed not the father of this child."
Szayel stood up and laughed, smiling widely down at Nana and waving. "Too bad for you, slut." he said before dancing out of the room, laughter ringing down the hallway.
Nana, red in the face from both anger and embarrassment, pulled the baby from her breast and began to burp her.
"Please finish this. I'm sure Mr. Hirako would like to go home as well." she said quietly.
The doctor nodded his head and shifted the papers in his hands, reading over the results in what seemed to Shinji as slow motion. The man's mouth opened to deliver Shinji's fate and Shinji struggled not to pass out from fear and nerves. Please, please negative. Please. He pleaded and looked at the floor as he licked his lips and closed his eyes. The deep baritone of the doctor's voice interrupted his thoughts and Shinji opened his eyes, resigning himself to what fate was about to throw his way.
"According to these results, Mr. Hirako you are the father of this child."
A/N Okay, okay. I repost this with the cliffy a little less severe. No one shall kill me now, yes?
Some news, for those of you that don't know already, I've drawn some art of the triplets at the age of seventeen. You all should go check them out :D Also, the lovely Storm *who you can also blame the cliffy on this time* drew freakin' awesome pics of both Taichi and Sorin. They're hot and you should go check them out on dA~~
Also, I posted another chapter for the Page from the Book of First so you all should go check that out as well :D
Anywho, I think that's it. I'll get right on this next chapter and get to Shinji's results :D
Enjoy~
~Penny