Amu: Rose doesn't own shugo chara
Ten Years Ago
a little 5-year-old girl stared at her father near her sitting at the table forehead supported by the palm of his hand
''daddy! why are you so sad?'' the girl said concern in her 5-year-old golden eyes
''I'll sing for you Daddy! then you'll feel better!'' she said her pink locks bouncing in excitement for she had always loved to sing
before he could answer she closed her eyes and started the song that her Mother sang to her many times
''I'm not yours and your not mine
but we can sit and pass the time
no fighting wars,no ringing chimes
we're just feeling fine
this is where were supposed to be
sitting by I broken tree
No tragedy, No poetry
just staring at the sky''
*slap*
before she had even started the chorus he got up and slapped her across the face
and before either had said anything she ran to her room and shut the door
she sat on the floor her back against the door her knees up against her chest as she wondered
what she had done
he had told her never to sing a love song but she was sure that wasn't a love song for
she knew the lyrics by heart
'I could wait a thousand hours
stay the same in sun and showers
pick apart a hundred flowers
just to be quiet
tell me when you feel ready
I'm the one
theres not to many
hold my hand to keep me steady
just to be quiet
with you'
she recited in her head she thought there was a bit of emotion there but it seemed only friends not Lovers
even at 5 years of age she knew exactly what lovers were but did not consider her mother and father Lovers
but she would have never told anyone because not even she knew why
she sat there and thought or more like worried about her unborn little sister
but she did not worry about what most young children worried about when the were about to have a younger sibling
she worried about her sister and her father for
she did not want her sister to have the same fate as she had
she knew her father was not a good person and so did her mother
but her mother was very fragile and ill the doctors said it was because of stress
and Amu knew her father was making her stressed
her mother was too sick to care for her and her father simply didn't care so she knew more home ec skills than most five year olds can say
but up until then it had been cooking for herself and her mother(her father never ate with them)
but now she would have to cook for her little sister too
she sighed she cared about things most 5 year olds didn't even know about
she silently made a promise that
she would always protect and care for her younger sister
1 year later
Six year old Amu Hinamori sang Stand in the Rain in her room her sister and Mama were asleep
until her door burst open to reveil her father with a knife in his left hand and crazy, mad look in his eyes
he walked foreward and grabbed her arm with one of his hands and with the other he pressed the blade into the skin drawing blood
screaming in pain tears rolled down her eyes ''STOP, STOP!'' she screamed at him
''only if you stop singing'' he said as if he wasn't making his eldest daughter bleed
''I PROMISE I'LL NEVER SING AGAIN JUST STOP PLEASE!'' she screamed at him
and her dropped her arm
and she was true to her promise she never sang in front of anyone but Ami
1 year later
a seven year old young girl held her sleeping sister in her arms as she sang the girl a lullabie
''oh once I had a little dog
his color it was brown
I taught him for to whistle to sing and dance and run
his legs the were 14 yards long
his ears so very wide
around the world in have a day
upon him I could ride
sing teareo day
sing Autumn to May''
she sang softly to the younger girl
a sweet smile rested on the young girls face her brown curls shadowing her eyes
the older girl couldn't help but smile at her little sister
for 7-seven-old Amu Hinamori loved 2-year-old Ami Hinamori
and had stayed true to her promise that she would
always protect and care for her younger sister
and she had over these 2 years
she always made sure Ami was cared for and
over the first year when Ami screamed and cried
and there father atempted to slap her
she had ran infront of her
*knock knock*
Amu's song suddenly stopped as she answered the door and
what she saw shocked her
a man in a black police suit with a black hat upon his odd blue hair his blues eyes were full of sadness
''may I help you?'' Amu asked in her most adult vioce
''Umm...Yes, are you 2 Amu and Ami Hinamori?'' he asked uncertain
''Yes I'm Amu and this is Ami.'' she stated
''May I speak to Midori Hinamori?'' he asked
''Mama? sure I'll get go get her'' and the young girl went of down the hall
minutes later a woman with a pale face and golden brown eyes filled with confusion and worry her straight brown hair was ruffled and messy
''May I
help you?'' Midori Hinamori asked the man
''um...yes my names Aruto Tsukiyomi and I work at the police station and was chosen to give you this unthrilling news...''
''Yes?'' she urged him on
''I'm sorry to say this...but I'm afriad your husband died in a car crash tonight'' he finally got to the point
Midori put both hands over her mouth in a horrified gesture
his eyes turned from sadness to pity
what they didn't know was that Amu had been watching from the doorway that lead to the hallway and noticing his eyes she walked in front of him and said
''we don't need your pity, we'll be fine me mama and Ami''
he pet her head and said ''ahh brave Amu I'm sure you'll be fine''
''thank you Aruto-san'' she replied
and he left them alone with one last 'good luck'
Rose: this chapter is all about Amu's past and it took me a long time to write so I really hope you like it
Amu: my past is sad
Rose: Yep oh and wish me a happy birthday because my birthdays on sunday!
Ikuto: how old are you turning?
Rose: are you a stalker?
Amu: he is.
Rose: then I'm turning 8,349
Ikuto: I highly doubt that
Rose: anyway...
Amu: R&R