Hello everybody, new and old. Welcome back to the world I play in. Anyhoo I have something's I am trying to get too. But to get these parts...we gotta get to it

So here is the next chapter.

Anyways in the next few updates, I will be posting links to youtube videos of the songs I mention. I know this is goofy but I would like for everyone to click on them as they come up. Please not before. I do ask that you listen to the song, and hear the words. I think that it is important. Of course you do not have too. I will be posting some of the lyrics into the story so everyone will get the jest of it! anyhoo thanks.

Amanda, chica seriously you rock! I have no mother hubbard idea I would make such an awesome friend.

Chapter 12

"you gotta be kidding me?" Blaylock busted out laughing as I pull into our destination.

"Dear Blaylock, why do you think I jest. You always beating my behind in the Play station game, I figured I would take you to the real thing." Smiling back at my Warrior as I pull into Akikos, a small but hip, dear Virgin did I just think hip. Anyhoo its a karaoke bar. Me and Mr.. Rocke has played that damn Sing song so many times, and everytime he wins. Bloody good voice he has, where I can barely carry a tune in a bucket, with the lid on tight!

"you're the best Saxton." My Warrior ginned before leaning over and lightly kissing my lips in front of everyone before I could even park my car. My smile is huge, my happiness is showing. He kissed me, like he has a million times before, but never in public. I always thought Mr.. Rocke was against PDA. I wanted to gobble him up, but he chuckled at me before getting out of the car. Still I sat there grinning like a mad man, one hand on my lips.

"Park the fuckin car," Qhuinn brought me back to reality. It seems he didn't hop out when everyone else did. Too bad, I really did not want to have a row with my cousin, not about OUR Blaylock.

"My apologies again, Cousin Mine."

"Yeah, what the fuck-ever." he spat at me from the backseat, his knees suddenly digging into my back.

"What did I do now?" I ask looking at him glaring at me from the backseat, this mis-matched eyes burning a hole through me.

Throwing his hands up in the air, then balling them into fist as he clenches his jaw. "No Sax, you did nothing wrong. Just park the damn car so we can go in."

Eff this, my cousin has put me and worse Blaylock through hell, I will not let him ruin this evening. It is not our fault he is here. "Listen to me Cousin of Mine," taking off my seat belt before turning to face him in my seat. His stare is deadly but I love this male too, like hell, just like hell..."If you have something you want to say than you do it now! Because I will not have you ruin this evening for me or for Blaylock. That male you threw away, and everyday you put him in hell for years. Which he was okay with, until YOU OUTTED HIM! He was perfectly fine if you never knew his feelings, but do you remember dear cousin that it was YOU who told him you knew about his feelings?" I pause letting my words sink into his thick skull. Stepping over my boundaries, something I never do, but this was a must. Not expecting a response I was about to continue.

"Yes, I know it was me. One of the worst moments of my life hurting him like that. He had no idea I knew. But I have always known." he says in barely a whisper, but I will not feel sorry for him this evening.

"He told me everything Cousin, and I mean everything. About the two kisses, about him almost canceling on me if you would have just said the magic words. About how you watch him as you fuck countless females. Do you know what that does to that male, have you any idea the damages it does...do You.."

"ENOUGH!" he screamed baring fangs. "I am a bastard I know it. I hurt him, I FUCKIN KNOW IT. I PUSHED HIM INTO ANOTHER MANS ARMS AND THERE ISNT SHIT I CAN DO ABOUT IT. I FUCKIN KNOW!"

Leaning away from his voice and breath that is blowing in my face, I can not believe I just went off on him like that, and I can't believe he didn't rip my throat out. Clearing my voice, swallowing my guilt at the pain that is clearly on his face. If I have any family loyalties I would end things with My Warrior, but he already has my heart, and sometimes we all need to be a tad selfish. "Well dear cousin, this is all I ask. For one night." I close my eyes, not wanting to be THAT gay guy, the one that gets weepy. "Please let me and him have this night before you try your best to ruin us." My voice cracked at that. A man in love isn't something to mess with, but a warrior such as my cousin is deadly. These feelings for Blaylock he has been fighting, are just below the surface, and once they are out I fear I will lose my Warrior, for good.

I feel strong arms wrap around me and pull me from the front seat to the back. A large body holding me like a child, and realize I am that weepy guy. But not because I am gay, because I am a man madly and fully in love, with someone who is only leasing their heart.

~~~~~LF~~~~~

"I wonder what is taking Saxton so long," smiling as I down some of my PBR, as I lean against the bar counter top taking in the scene. The place was small by club standards, but it had plenty of bodies. The stage had two tools, and two mics, and was about one foot off the ground. Plenty of chairs and tables filled with people. It was good to see a healthy mix of folk that wasn't messed up on some drugs, or just trying to get laid. There was lovely ladies all around, some college guys hanging in the back, most of them white smaller then me, John, and Qhuinn, hell I think Xhex was bigger than them, wearing their trademark I am the shit clothing, tshirt, jeans, and a hat with a bent bill. Humans, never really got some of things they did to impress ladies, or in a few of the guys eyeing John, men in their lives.

"ALRIGHT BITCHES GET UP!" I hear a drunken porcelain skin female shout through the mic. One look and I couldn't help but to smile. Her build was more like my mothers than the other women I am used to seeing. She was a very round female, with Betty Page style brown hair, black Hanson tshirt, the logo stretch by her generous bust, wide hips and but a youthful beautiful heart-shaped face, that was pretty pink from the number of drinks she obviously consumed. It was nice to see a female, rounded and smiling with a glow. Than drugged out ones at the other clubs I have been friend a lovely obviously biracial female in a hello kitty toboggan was pulling her off the stage. But not doing a very good job, mind you. Chuckling again, the announcer comes over the PA' "Lisa you are in two songs, wait your turn." You can hear his smile, and see hers. Not really sure why this brought me happiness, but it did. Lisa still had a death grip on the mic, when the guy came over the pa again. "Lisa Marie, if you do not hand over the Mike, the Davis is not going to sing THE SONG, and you know which song it is!"

The plump female, obviously pouting finally hands the mic over to some scrawny female, with blond hair, and too much make up. Now that was the type of female I would see at NYX OR THE iron mask. Smiling again I can smell the fear coming off of the smaller female. The female starts singing a not so amazing song and I loose interest.

Scanning the crowd again, I see Lisa and her lovely friend has join a table with other lovely, not twiggy women. The jocks watching them, ridicule all over their faces. It gets my blood boiling, the smile is gone.

'what doing man, why you growl?' John signed to me. Him and Xhex scanning the crowd themselves. Expecting Lessers to come waltzing out of the bathroom or something. I point over to the table full of once attractive men, now they are swine. 'so what's up?' he cocked his eyebrow.

Shaking my head I take another drink. "the guy over there in the orange Texas A&M shirt," I point. Xhex and John follows with their own eyes.

"Yeah I see." she says, but John still looked confused.

"He is making fun of the female with brown hair because of her weight, when he knows she is in ear shot. He is trash."

'That isn't cool that guy is a dick, but why do you care?' John sign, he meant well and I could smell the disgust for the human male, but it was just something he would never understand.

"My Mother as you know, is a large lady, and even though she is proud, smart, beautiful. The Gylmera ridiculed her, and she would sit there and wouldn't flinch, than go home and cry to my father. Thanking the Scribe Virgin I was male and not female, so she wouldn't pass her 'fat' genes to me." I say really fast, my blood is boiling at this point and I want to show those assholes what's up. "No female should ever be ashamed of who she is and what she looks like. Just because she doesn't match how others feel she should.." I finish drinking the rest of my beer, staring the assholes down, begging the SV to have one of them look at me funny!

" damn bro, I get it. You want us to go over and start some shit?' John replied, looking over his female with her muscle tee and short hair.

"Want me to go make the bastard relive his worst memory," Xhex eyes flashed red, knocking some sense into me. Who was I to play hero. The female didn't see too upset, actually her smile was large and warm. All of her friends surrounded her giggling and just having a good ole time. I should just leave things alone.

"Who you staring at?" I feel arms wrap around my waist pulling me snuggly against my male.

"mmmm, baby you feel good." I cooed at the embrace, relaxing fully into him.

Whispering in my ear, then licking my lobe. "You didn't answer me."

"Thinking about beating up some human trash that is all?" I answer turning around facing him til we are nose to nose. "But the trash doesn't matter lets get a drink." The concern look on Saxtons face was priceless, violence is not a normal part of his life. I don't think the male has killed anything, ever! Taking alot of my energy to not bust out laughing, I dip down capturing his smooth soft lips. God this male brings out a different side of me. Saxton is not weak, or meek by anymeans. But when we are like this, embracing, touching, kissing, I want to protect him from the world. From the snide comments that I can hear the jocks make, or the sharp intake of breath someone just did. Most likely a bible thumper. But none of that matters when his lips are touching mine, and I forget for just a moment that the world isn't right.

~~~~~~LF~~~~~~

After that extremely sexy kiss my warrior gave me, it took moments to come back down to earth. My poor little head was swimming, and a certain part of body was swollen needing to calm down its self. "Well my fierce Warrior. If fighting brings out this type of passion out of you, than I shall learn to start some fights behind close doors. Than you can punish me by anymeans necessary!" Winking at my boyfriend, than nudging him away I turn to get a...sighs..It Seems all they have is beer. Nothing fancy, just the plain ole beer.

"Try the Pabst Blue Ribbon, its great." Blaylock whispers in my ears making me shiver all over again. His strong arms are either side of me, holding me, possessing me. He is a dominate male after all.

"Warrior, you have great taste, I shall trust you. If this drink is unpleasant to my tongue. I shall punish you, by anymeans." responding, slightly arching my back to rub myself against his swollen manhood safety tucked away in his jeans. Hearing him growl, I tell the small Asian female I want the beer. Breathing in deep, I get a yummy but familiar scent. It smells of rich spices, familiar and yet I can not for the life of me place it. Shrugging it off, I grab my Blaylock hand taking him to a table John and Xhex is waiting.

Looking around for my dear cousin, he is nowhere insight, but after having the talk in the car. I doubt he really wants to see me. I know how hard this must be for him, his expression in his eyes give him away everytime. The eyes do not lie. But tonight is about making my lover happy. So I sit her, leaning against his hard body, snuggling into his warmth, surrounded by him, his friends, in his environment, with a human female singing some sappy country song about fruit flavored wine. Very different than my own, and I must admit I am the happiest I have been in a long time.