You got lucky!
Right after I posted Chapter 2, illumination came to me and I was able to finish this chapter.
Without further ado, enjoy.
Kurt still couldn't get through his head what was going on.
A blink of the eye and there he was, all dressed in black, at the funeral home, surrounded by family and friends. Everyone who got near him gave him their condolences and apologetical smiles.
He had to give an eulogy about Blaine. Blaine's parents had agreed he was the only person who could express what Blaine was. Truth is Kurt didn't know what to say about Blaine. It was more of a how-can-I-summarize-all-that-Blaine-was thing.
He sat in the front row, being hugged by Carole when a couple of people came by, carrying the coffin with them. They placed it in front of everyone.
Before Kurt realized so, he was being called to give the speech.
"Blaine was a man nobody can replace… at least not in my heart. We had been together for 6 years and we had a beautiful life planned together. Blaine and I were perfect for each other and we were! Blaine was affectionate and was not a man of few words at all! Blaine had lots to say for just about anything. Anyone who ever had the chance to talk to him would say, he indeed had lots of things in his mind. I guess you can say Blaine was "opinionated". He was brave, tender and caring.
My soul feels like it has lost half of it, as if someone had ripped it away.
Blaine dreamt big. He was always encouraging me to pursue my dreams. He may be gone physically, but he's still here, in all of our hearts.
Blaine lived his life the best way he could. He never had enemies nor did he step on anyone. Blaine was well loved and I guess seeing everyone here right now, having this big a crowd on his funeral only proves that indeed Blaine was and is well loved. How could he not be? He was such a kind soul. The type of person you can't get enough of. Well, at least I think of him that way. I was going to marry him, wasn't I? If I could live all over again and would go back to the time when Blaine asked me to marry him, even for a million times all over I would still say yes! Being with him was the best decision I ever made in my life and I would not change that even if I have the chance to do so… not even for a handsome prince charming. He was my own prince charming. That's how much I love him… That's how much I will keep on loving him.
Blaine, I know we will see each other again. I would feel your warm embrace again and our souls will unite for an eternity together in heaven. In the meantime, please do guide us as we live our life here on earth.
Blaine, you will always be remembered and you will always live in our hearts for as long as we live. I love you so much."
Finishing his speech, Kurt stood next to the coffin, saying his final goodbyes to Blaine.
That's it. Blaine was gone.
I cried while writing the eulogy.
This is definitely the saddest chapter, I think.
I think it can only go up from here. We'll see.
I suck at writing long chapters. I excuse for that.
