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The doctor and a few nurses came running in. They took the tube out of Deans throat. Then they left to get some things to run some tests. Once they were gone Trina went over to Dean.

"Thank god you're awake." She said. He smirked at her.

"Were you worried about me, Trina?" he asked.

"Of course I was, Dean. You were in a fucking coma." Trina said.

"How's Mary?" he asked. Trina nodded to the chair next to his bed where Mary was asleep. Dean looked over to Mary and smiled. He scooted over in his bed.

"Here put her up here that chair can't be comfortable." Dean told Trina. Trina gently lifted Mary up and laid her next to Dean.

"Okay so what I want to know is how you got out. There was a reaper after you." Sam said. Just then the doctor and nurses came back in and took some blood work. One of the nurses stayed while we waited for the blood work. It pissed Trina off the way she kept looking at Dean. Dean could see it and he smirked at Trina.

"So baby. When I get outta here what do you say we have Sammy watch Mary and we can have some alone time?" Dean asked Trina and waggled his eyebrows. Trina smiled seductively at him.

"That sounds like a wonderful idea Dean." Trina told him. "What do you say Sammy. Can you watch Mary for a couple hours when Dean get out?" She asked Sam winking. Sam chuckled and nodded. Dean groaned.

"God it's taking all of my will power not to jump out of this bed and ravish you." he said. Trina giggled. The nurse turned to Sam.

"Are they always like this?" she asked him. Sam chuckled.

"Yeah… They go at it like bunnies. I swear it wasn't that surprising he knocked her up." Sam said.

"Hey we use protection. Well except for that night. But that was like one time. It's not our fault you took my last condom." Dean said. Sam looked at him questioningly.

"I did not." Sam said.

"Well we didn't use it. So if you didn't and we didn't then who did." Dean asked. A light bulb went off in Trina's head.

"Eww." she said out loud.

"What?" asked Sam and Dean.

"John." Trina replied. Realization dawned on the two.

"Eww." they said. Just then the doctor walked in.

"I can't explain it. The edema's vanished. The internal contusions are healed. Your vitals are good. You've got some kind of angel watchin' over you." he said. Dean nodded.

"Thanks doc." Sam said. Then the nurse and doctor left.

"So you said a reaper was after me?" Dean asked. Trina nodded. "How'd I ditch it?" He asked.

"You got me. Dean, you really don't remember anything?" Dean shook his head.

"You don't remember anything, at all?" Trina asked sadly.

"No. Except this promise I made to Mary and this pit in my stomach. Sam, Trina, something's wrong." Dean answered. Then John walked in. It had been a while since Trina last saw him. Mary woke up then. Trina smiled at her.

"Hey sweetheart. Look who's awake." Trina said. Mary looked over at Dean and a huge smile appeared on her face.

"Daddy!" she exclaimed. Dean smiled at her.

"Daddy?" John asked. Then he looked over at Trina.

"Dean got you pregnant?" he asked. Trina nodded. John sighed. "Well that's not that surprising." Dean looked annoyed.

"Why does everyone keep saying that. We weren't that bad." he said. John and Sam just gave him a look. He rolled his eyes.

"So what's this little rugrat's name?" John asked.

"Mary." she answered shyly. John smiled sadly.

"What's that big rugrat's name mommy?" Mary asked Trina. Everyone chuckled.

"John. I'm Dean and Sam's dad. So I'm your other grandpa." John told her. She nodded. John turned to Dean.

"How you feelin', dude?" John asked Dean.

"Fine, I guess. I'm alive." Dean answered.

"That's what matters."

"Where were you last night?" Sam asked John.

"I had some things to take care of." John told him.

"Well, that's specific."

"Come on, Sam." Dean said impatiently.

"Did you go after the demon?" Sam asked

"No."

"You know, why don't I believe you right now?" Dean sighed disapprovingly.

"Can we not fight? You know, half the time we're fightin', I don't know what we're fightin' about. We're just buttin' heads. Sammy, I...I've made some mistakes. But I've always done the best I could. I just don't wanna fight anymore, okay?" John said.

"Dad, are you all right?" Sam asked cautiously.

"Yeah. Yeah, I'm just tired." He said. Sam nodded. "Hey, Sam, Trina, would you two mind, uh…would you mind gettin' me a cup of caffeine?"

"Yeah. Yeah, sure." Sam answered. Trina grabbed Mary and they left the room.

"What is it?" Dean asked.

"You know, when you were a kid…I'd come home from a hunt. And after what I'd seen, I'd be…I'd be wrecked. And you'd…come up to me, and you'd put your hand on my shoulder, and you'd look me in the eye, and you'd…" John's voice broke but he continued with tears in his eyes."…you'd say, "It's okay, Dad." Dean…I'm sorry."

"For what?" Dean asked.

"You shouldn't have had to say that to me. I should've been sayin' that to you. You know, I put…I put too much on your shoulders, I made you grow up too fast. You took care of Sammy, and you took care of me. You did that. And you didn't complain, not once." A single tear rolled down John's cheek. "I just want you to know…that I am so proud of you." John answered.

"Is this really you talkin'?" Dean asked.

"Yeah. Yeah, it's really me."

"Why are you sayin' this stuff?" John moved closer to him and lays his hand on Dean's shoulder.

"I want you to watch out for Sammy, okay? And don't push Trina away again. She's a great girl. And boy you better help her with that little girl." John told his oldest son.

"Yeah, Dad, you know I will. You're scarin' me." Dean said near tears.

"Don't be scared, Dean." Then John leaned down and whispered in Dean's ear. "You have to save your brother. If you can't your going to have to kill him." He stood up straight and smiled sadly at Dean then walked out of the room. Dean watched him with a shocked expression.

Sam and Trina were headed back to give John the coffee when Sam finally asked the question he had been dieing to ask.

"Trina what did Dean say to you on the spirit board?" he asked. Trina's eyes saddened.

"It doesn't matter. He doesn't remember." She said.

"C'mon tell me." Sam urged.

"Yeah mommy. Tell him." Mary urged from her place in Sam's arms. Trina smiled.

"Well I uh told him that I still loved him and that I have never stopped and I was sorry that I didn't tell him about Mary but me being the stubborn person I am was pissed at him 'cause he left. Then he told me that he loved me too his exact words were "love you too always have always will"." Trina told Sam. He was silent.

"You know just because he doesn't remember doesn't mean its not true. I mean you didn't see him after you guys broke up. He's never been the same, I don't know he just lost a little bit of the spring in his step I guess you could say. But right when we walked through your dad's door and he saw you it was back. After we left to go get dad you and Mary were all he talked about besides how we were gonna pull it off." Sam said. Trina was gonna reply but they walked by John's room. He was lying on the floor. Sam ran over to him.

"Dad? Dad? Trina he's not breathing go get help!" Sam yelled. Trina rushed down the hall to the nurse's station.

"Help. Please my father in law isn't breathing." The nurse took off. Trina ran to Dean's room and helped him down the hall. Sam was holding Mary and they were both crying. So was Trina and Dean was holding it all in. Trina grabbed onto his shirt and cried harder. One of the nurses tried to make them leave but Dean yelled at her. Then the doctor spoke.

"Stop compressions. I'll call it. Time of death. 10:41 am."

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