Disclaimer: I don't own the Twilight saga. Stephenie Meyer does.

AN: review please! My first fanfic, so go easy on me!

Leah POV

Bitch is probably the best word to describe me now. I insult, I lose my temper and I am a burden to the pack. Inside though, there are no words to describe how lost, hated and rejected I feel.

I love my pack brothers, I really do. But I can tell that they wish I wasn't in the pack. Not just because of my attitude. I mean the 'Leah-Sam-Emily pain-fest' as Jacob once said to the Swan girl. I really hate that girl. Some people think it's just because I'm me, Leah Clearwater, but she hurt and mentally tortured Jacob. Hurt my fellow pack members, you hurt me.

Bella is Edward Cullen's…girlfriend, I guess. It's a wonder the leech knows what the word girlfriend means. He was born in what, the 1800s? So are the rest of his bloodsucker 'family', I think. Some of them are probably even older than that. If I didn't know any better I'd call him a cradle snatcher.

Still, Isabella Swan got lucky. Even if her soul mate is a life sucking monster, she still got him back. I will never get Sam back. Sam imprinted on Emily. My cousin Emily. The Emily I considered more of a sister than a cousin. That's one of the things that hurt the most. At the time I didn't know about werewolves. I didn't know about imprinting. I just thought two of the people I loved most in the world were betraying me. I know now they didn't have a choice, but it still stings. Jacob told me to get over myself once. That really caught me off guard. I thought Jake understood…well not understood, exactly, but he had been rejected by the Swan girl sort of like I had been rejected by Sam. Obviously not. For one thing, I know I definitely got my facts straight. The main one is I'm alone in this world. Life made that obvious, seeing as Sam leaves me, my dad dies then I lose my humanity.

Yeah, that's me, Leah Clearwater, all alone in the world.

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