Adams POV

It was Monday morning and everyone I had selected at the auditions for my 2010 glamnation were already at the venue when I arrived. At least it was good to know they were very punctual haha. We had Lisa Harrington on the keys, Longineu Parsons on the drums, Monte Pittman (my best friend) on the guitar and of course the pretty boy Tommy Joe Ratliff on bass.

The dancers then arrived shortly after me. We had Sasha, Brooke (My choreographer), Taylor and Terrance. Sasha is also a part of the LGBT community just like me so we both have that in common.

I still remember meeting everyone, it could've possibly been one if the best days of my life. From that very first day on meeting everyone was like a dream we all became a very close family. It was as if we're all destined to meet each other, we just all clicked so well and we even all fit together astrologically.

Brooke, Longineu and I are Aquarius, Terrance and Tommy are both Libra's, Sasha and Taylor are Leo's and Monte and Lisa are Scorpio's.

As I walked into the room the first person to catch my eye was Tommy. He was just so beautiful and flawless... Damn I wish he was gay.

"Hey Adam!" Tommy practically flailed. So adorable...

"haha hey Tommy, you excited?" I asked trying to start a conversation.

"Hell yea, this is going to be the shit" he gleamed.

I love how Tommy talks he is not afraid to express himself and is just so open. Definitely not the shy type, once you get to know him. But I still couldn't believe this was only the second time I had met everyone it felt like I had known them all along.

Anyways we spent the rest of the day jamming and testing out which music we would use on tour and what works best. When we had finished playing, we all went out to dinner. We all had so much fun getting to know each other.

Haha I remember talking to Tommy finding out he was straight... For sure that is. This conversation that replays in my head from time to time makes me laugh. I don't know Why...i just...he is just so pretty and well groomed to be straight. I mean sheesh… he even TALKED gay from time to time!

You should have heard him say oh my god! It was more like this, "ohhh myyyyy gaaaawwwweeddd" in a high pitched squeal! More gay than me and I am actually gay.

Later at dinner Tommy came and sat by me and Sutan. Sutan is my make-up artist; he is also gay and does drag... Oh I love his drag name so unique, Raja.

"So do you have another half?" Tommy joked.

At first I didn't understand what he was getting at...but then I was like "ohh right haha no, No boyfriend. I'm single...but ready to mingle Grrr" I replied laughing. "What about you?"

"Oh me… Uh yea same except I'm straight. I just broke up with her a few weeks ago, she cheated on me." Tommy said with a slight frown.

"Oh honey I'm so sorry. I know how you feel my ex boyfriend drake cheated on me..." I replied holding out my arms to hug him. What he seemed like the hugging type, jeez I'm not a slut.

"Oh yea I know it does Suck, but I met you now so I guess I will be just fine." Tommy winked jokingly.

I remember slightly blushing at what he had said and letting out a little giggle. So embarrassing… Oh that boy I could talk to him for hours he was just so entertaining and accepting.

We then all left the restaurant exchanging hugs and kisses; just like a big family…Oh what I would do to just be able to do that again... And let them know I can hear them.