Tommy's POV

Valentines Day... I remember it just like it was yesterday. Valentine's Day February 14, the most romantic day of the year...well at least it "should've" been...or "would've" been but those words don't mean much now to me now.

Adam and I had just woken up, the sun already beaming through our bedroom curtains... just waiting to be released and shine right throughout our house.

"I love you glitter baby." Adam whispered into my ear. His voice as soft as a feather so he didn't wake Michelle, who was sound asleep in between us in our bed...just like an angel from heaven, A miracle.

"Morning baby boy, I love you too." I whispered back to Adam placing soft kisses along His neck, a soft moan then escaped Adam's lips. His skin...ever so soft just like an angel. Michelle and Adam look so alike... my two beautiful angels.

"Addy, Tom-Tom!" Michelle beamed fluttering her tiny bright blue eyes open.

"Good morning glitters!" Adam and I both said kissing her forehead.

"Oh Tom-tom, Addy guess what!"

"What...? Baby girl" Adam questioned Michelle.

"IT'S VALENTINES DAY TODAY & YOU ARE BOTH MY VALENTINES!" Michelle answered Adam with the biggest smile on her face clearly proud of her answer.

Adam and I turned to each other giggling; we couldn't help but laugh...Oh so adorable and innocent.

"Aww thanks glitters, well guess what! Daddy and you are both my valentines' aswell!" I smiled back at my beautiful daughter holding out my arms to cuddle her.

"YAY!" Michelle practically flailed, jumping into my arms.

Adam then suggested we should all get ready, so he could take his "Valentine's" out to breakfast. I then took Michelle into her bedroom and sat her on her little toddler bed, opening her wardrobe.

"Hmm so what would my valentine like to wear today..?" I asked, smiling at Michelle.

"Umm...how about something...pink with a little bit of blue and some sparkles!"

"alright hunny let me see what I can find..." I replied. Amazed at my daughters fashion sense, yet she was only three years old!

I then looked through her wardrobe, which mind you was massive for a three year old! And after a few minutes I managed to find a small pink t-shirt, with blue sparkly ballerina shoes printed on it. Michelle then chose out a white matching skirt and a pretty pair of glittery red shoes.

Michelle than ran back into our bedroom quite proud of her choice of clothes.

"Look Daddy!"

"WOW! Tommy, I think a beautiful fairy princess has visited us for the morning" Adam joked, lifting up Michelle and hugging her.

While Adam played with Michelle I Quickly got dressed just throwing on the usual. Black Skinny jeans, a Grey Depeche mode t-shirt and of course my creepers (yes I still wear those even with a daughter...Don't judge me)

"alright my beautiful Valentines are we all set for today's adventure...?" Adam smiled, leaving a peck on my cheek.

"Ready then we will ever be baby boy" I smiled back leaving a kiss on Adam's lips.

Adam then handed Michelle over to me and grabbed our car keys, locking our house door. We then put Michelle into her baby seat, but Adam had to do her seat belt up as always...ugh why do they have to make it so complicated! (What...? I am blonde y'know!)

With that we then all got into the car and drove off down our neighborhood street, a few neighbors saw us and waved...so we gave them a friendly beep back. We were so grateful and lucky that our neighborhood was so accepting of us, since most others weren't.

Not to mention those bastard protestors. Ugh... I swear I could just strangle them, but I do have a family to look after and they are MOST DEFINITELY not worth it! (Anyway let's not get off topic now...)

Adam them turned on the radio and surprisingly "My heart will go on" By Celine Dion was playing...My heart smiled.

"Listen Addy, Tom-tom! It's your song daddies!" Michelle squealed, she was happier than I was!

I quickly turned up the radio and yes indeed it was "our song". Adam and I danced to this song at our wedding...Our very first dance as Husband and Husband; we had actually made it to the altar (Thank god!)

I remember thinking back to our wedding day, as we drove along the busy roads. We were so young and silly haha and yes I stepped on Adam's toes a few times as we danced...but he didn't mind. (We're still married right...? And have a child.)

My thoughts were then interrupted by a warm soft familiar hand traveling up my thighs. I then turned to my gorgeous husband smiling, "Happy Valentine's Day Baby boy!"

Adam then smiled back at me blowing a kiss, "Happy Valentine's Day to you too glitter baby!"

Then our clever little audience in the back seat sighed, "aww that was so kind, daddies!"

Adam and I couldn't help but laugh at her innocence and adorableness, our angel.

Finally we had just arrived at our "Valentine's Day surprise destination" it was the restaurant me and Adam had our first "official date"

I swear I almost bawled my eyes out, I couldn't believe Adam actually remembered. I turned to Adam with tears filling my eyes, "Adam you remembered!"

"Of course I remembered glitter baby, Why wouldn't I! You know how long it took us to get to just one date; I mean you were STRAIGHT for Pete's sake!" Adam replied practically laughing his ass off.

"Hah very funny." I replied rolling my eyes, did he have to kill the moment?

"Aww Tommy baby you know I'm only joking...I'm sorry" Adam pouted with his big blue puppy dog eyes.

I then leaned over the passengers and kissing Adam, "it's alright baby I know it took us a while, but we are here now and that's what matters. I'm just so thrilled you remembered it haha!"

Adam then smiled back at me rubbing my cheek, "well we have certainly come a long way!" he said then looking back at Michelle.

I couldn't help but smile, my heart was full.

"Uh Addy, Tom-tom are we going to go inside?" Michelle asked eagerly, she hated being in the car to long. I think she gets her "impatience" from me.

"That's a great idea glitters." Adam replied laughing.

With that I then unbuckled Michelle from her baby seat and carried her in my arms, while holding Adam's hand. We then walked into the restaurant as one "big happy family."

"Table for two and a highchair?" the waiter asked smiling.

"Yes thank-you" Adam replied.

The waiter then showed us to our table, I then sat Michelle in her high chair.

"Wow daddy this place is beautiful!" Michelle beamed.

"Yes it isn't it? Daddy and I had our very first date here" I replied to Michelle placing my hand over Adam's, slowing rubbing circle's into them.

The Waiter then came over to our table handing us the menus, "what would you like to order?"

"can we please order two of the lovers delight pancakes and also one of cupid's waffles with a
Scoop of strawberry ice-cream thank-you" Adam replied.

"Breakfast will soon be served" the kind waiter replied.

While we were waiting for breakfast to be served, a lady came around with a basket full of wrapped up roses, "would you like to purchase a valentine rose Mr. Lambert?"

"yes please, actually can I purchase two?" Adam replied smiling.

"Of course you can!" the lady beamed handing over the roses.

I was a bit confused as to why Adam had purchased two roses at first, but then i soon realized the reason. Adam then got up from his chair kneeling, handing one rose to me and the other to Michelle.

"For you, my gorgeous valentines!" Adam laughed placing a kiss on both out foreheads.

What Adam didn't realize was that the whole restaurants had seen what he did and were sighing in awe. "What a gentlemen and a wonderful father!"

My husband, I said smiling to myself. Michelle was quite happy with her rose aswell, she felt special and apart of everything.

"Thanks daddy!" Michelle giggled.

After we finished eating our breakfast, we paid the waiter and left one hundred dollars in tips. As we exited the restaurant we stopped at the traffic lights do we could cross the road.

After about a minute the pedestrian light turned green for us to walk, so Adam and I both held Michelle's hand and started to cross the road. We were about half away across the road when I looked up and saw a speeding car raging towards us; it was too late to do anything. Adam screamed pushing me and Michelle out of the way...but Adam didn't make it.

Welcome to my never ending nightmare, the day my world shattered. Valentine's Day, February 14.

"DADDY!" Michelle yelled at me shaking my arm.

That's when I realized I had drifted off into my own little world day dreaming... I was just so tired and missed Adam so much, if only I could hear his voice again and see those big blue Puppy dog eyes.

"Mr. Tommy Joe Lambert" the nurse called.

I was on the maternity ward of the hospital Adam was in, for my 18 week scan. Oh how I wish Adam could be with me. I smiled at the nurse then picked up Michelle and walked into the ultrasound room.

End of my first trimester and my husband doesn't even know we are going to have another child. Will I have to raise our children alone? No stop...I can't think like that, negative thoughts and worrying never help or solve anything.