Adam's POV
Hmm well that didn't 'exactly' go the way I planned...I shoved my dancers face in my crotch, tripped over and then basically Tongue fucked Tommy's mouth... Good times... Yes. But something tells me that I've started some type of crap...just wait till the show finishes.
Oh God. What have I done...Tommy is Straight! He probably hates my guts right now and is disgusted with me. I mean yea I thought he was cute and thought he was a great guy but I wasn't planning this... I was just in the moment.
I then walked off stage and right away just as expected... I had my manager running up to me, "Adam I'm sorry but ABC news just cancelled you."
"what...why?" I replied.
"Well you did just kiss a guy on live television and shove a dancers face in your crotch." my manager replied.
"Yea and...? I'm not a baby sitter, I'm an entertainer." I replied a bit annoyed at what my manager had just told me and that ABC had cancelled me, just because I kissed another guy.
But what the fuck ever I just need to get this make up off and clear my mind...maybe it's not as bad as I think.
Hell was I wrong...
For the next fricken month I was all over the Internet, news headlines and I had millions of parents complaining I wasn't appropriate for children. I mean to this day no one wants me to perform at their awards shows!
I mean what the actual fuck...when Britney kissed Madonna everyone applauded them. But when I kiss my male keyboardist a world war III starts and they all want me to apologize? I don't think so, No apologies here.
As for Tommy...well when I got off stage and went to apologize to him, feeling extremely bad for kissing him. He laughed in my face and told me its fine, I can do whatever I want with him...Wait. Hold the fucking phone. Did this guy just tell me to kiss, touch and grab him and do whatever i want to him on stage...? Yet he is straight?
This is where it all started...one moment...can change everything.
Drifting out of my memories...I heard my hospital door open, it was Tommy and Michelle. I could feel Tommy's presence sitting next to me and squeezing my hand...I try so hard to squeeze back...but I just can't, I'm broken.
Michelle then climbed onto the bed tucking herself into my arms. Feeling her small warm body tucked in my arms, smelling her sweet strawberry scent fill the room...but not being able to talk or hold her again... absolutely broke my heart even more.
But Hearing Tommy happy again made my heart smile. I heard the nurses outside my room talking... It made me feel so helpless and useless I wanted to scream...but how can I ...I'm barely hanging on.
But I now have hope for Tommy and Michelle...and that I will wake up one day. Why? All because of this one little boy who visited me today... I think he said his name was Sam...Such a gorgeous soul like an angel, I have no idea who he is though.
All he said was, "Hey my name is Sam...I'm sorry you probably don't know me but i just wanted to say... Thank-you for giving me two great friends...get your rest, but don't stay with the angels too long...your son needs you." then he held my hand for a few moments and left.
At first I didn't understand what he was talking about...I thought maybe he had mistaken me for someone else, until it all made sense.
"Hey baby boy it's me Tommy again...I miss you so much...I just can't explain how much. But today I got a 18 week scan and out baby is perfectly healthy...but I have to tell you the truth I wasn't coping at all...but I have a feeling things are going to get better and you'll be awake in no time...Today was amazing me and Michelle made a new friend at the hospital and it was hilarious because I thought she would've scared him off! The first thing she did was give him a big sloppy kiss on the cheek." Tommy laughed, after softly pecking my cheek.
The boy...Sam...The one in my room this morning...He must be the friend Tommy and Michelle met. I wonder what he is doing here...Or how old he is...? He sounded just a few years older than Michelle.
One thing I didn't understand though was...How did he know I'm going to have a son? Tommy doesn't know the sex and it's still too early to tell.
Is Sam real...or just my imagination...?