Adam's POV

We had finally started the Glam nation tour and boy was it amazing, the atmosphere my fans created was just...unexplainable, nothing can describe how much love and acceptance of each other was in the air. It was just amazing and everything that I had wanted it to be. So far my set list was: "Voodoo", "Down the Rabbit Hole", "Ring of Fire", "Fever", "Sleepwalker", "Soaked", "Whataya Want from Me", "Aftermath", "Sure Fire Winners", "Strut", "Music Again", "If I Had You" and with the encores varying from "Mad World", "Whole Lotta Love" or "20th Century Boy" it just all depended on my mood and the crowd, but as the tour progressed and went international I planned on adding "For your entertainment" and "Broken Open".

June 21st, 2010 New York City

"Wow, this is great... I can't believe that we're already on our 13th show tomorrow night and that we're in New York City tonight. Look at all the lights, they're so gorgeous!" I said as I turned to Tommy, who was busy staring outside the hotel room window, admiring all the city lights.

The way his blonde hair is gelled back tonight and all spiky is so adorable, ugh... why, oh why does he have to be straight...? So not fair.

Over these few weeks that we had been on tour, Tommy and me had gotten to know each other so well, he is such a great guy to be around. He is straight but still loves his fashion and glitter, just my piece of cake. I even think out of everybody me and Tommy get along the best...I mean don't get me wrong Monte is my best friend but he can get pretty agitating sometimes and If Tommy weren't straight, I'm pretty sure he would be in my bed right now and not admiring lights...just saying.

Tommy then interrupted my thoughts, "Yea I know this all so wild. I would have never imagined myself being on tour with a hot ass singer and getting to do what I love on stage every night. For me this is like a dream, really thank-you so much... I have no idea how I can ever thank-you for this...this is just...the life."

I then patted Tommy on the back smiling, "oh I know how you feel and yea this is the life alright...well minus the paps that is..." we both then laughed and our Hotel room door then burst open, it was Sasha and Monte.

"Well I don't know about you two saps but we are all going out for some drinks, you guys coming?" Sasha joked as Monte already began shutting our lights.

"Hell yea, I'm in!" Tommy said as he stood up and began doing up his creepers. I then followed then all out the door as I quickly touched up my eyeliner and then grabbed our room key, before locking the door.

We all then met up at reception and then walked over to a nearby bar. As we walked to the bar Tommy then caught up with me walking close by, "so have anything special planned for tomorrows show?" he winked.

"Haha maybe not sure, got any ideas?" I smirked back.

"Well like I said after the AMA's, you can do whatever you like to me...I don't mind. Besides it's all for entertainment." he smiled before then catching up to Brooke and Terrance.

As we all had drinks at the bar I couldn't help but not think about Tommy's words as we were walking "you can do whatever you want to me, it's all for entertainment" what exactly does Tommy want me to do? Kiss him again...? Wow, Tommy is very interesting for a straight guy. Hmm…well this should be interesting.

The sound of a door shutting interrupted my thoughts, someone must be in here...can't be Tommy I'm pretty sure visiting hours are over and only patients or Doctors are allowed to visit each other now.

A soft voice then began to talk, it was Sam, "Hey it's me Sam again...I'm not sure if you like me visiting you but I just thought I would let you know how Tommy and Michelle are..."

I don't know what it is about this boy but his presence was so calming and he was so sweet to let me know how Tommy and Michelle were doing, to tell you the truth I loved Sam's company he is such a great friend, but I only just worked something out. He must be a patient in the hospital because visiting hours are over and it's quite late.

He then grabbed my hand and placed his small soft hands in mine beginning to explain his day with Tommy and Michelle," Well you'll be at peace to know...oh actually no please don't go to peace...uhm let me start again...you'll be RELAXED to know that Michelle and Tommy are doing really good I think, well they were good today and it was amazing! At our picnic today I felt like I had a family again...it felt amazing to be loved...well I felt loved...and and! I felt the baby kick for the first time! It was like magic...I wish you could've been there and so does Tommy...I could see it in his eyes, he hides all his feelings away though..."

Sam then stayed for a few more minutes before leaving. Wow I don't know what to say...Our baby kicked for the first time and I wasn't there. This really sucks and I'm starting to get extremely worried, What if I'm still not awake by the time he goes into labor! He'll never make it...I still remember the birth of Michelle like it was yesterday.

And Sam...Wow he is so caring, but when he talked about being and feeling loved again, I seriously wanted to cry. I don't think Sam has his parents with him anymore. But that boy really amazes me, the way his face lit up when me told me about the baby kicking was price less. Another thing I don't understand is how can he be so accepting of Tommy and me when he is only maybe around six or seven years old. Oh well...I guess it just shows how innocent kids really are, it would be nice if we could all stay that way.

22nd June 2010, New York City

"You ready...?" I asked walking into Tommy's room, as sutan was just finishing his make-up.

"Yup ready as I'll ever be" he replied, as he then got up and double checked himself in the mirror, before we all then made our way to the stage.

The lights hit the stage and Voodoo then started playing, as I appeared dressed in my purple fur coat and loads of glitter.

"Moon shine on the bayou

Love shrine break the taboo

I wanna know what's in your potion

Bound by total devotion"

I couldn't help but think of my life as i started singing...growing up and where I was now, It was all just so weird I used to be that 'redhead theatre Fag freak' and now look at me, I have my own show.

"Quick slow high or low

You're never gonna know for sure

See in stereo

Down the rabbit hole"

The atmosphere was just wonderful as I sang, everyone was moving and singing along... not one person was mute and still.

"The taste of love is sweet

When hearts like ours meet

I fell for you like a child

Oh, and the fire went wild"

As I sang through the Ring of fire I remembered what Tommy had said... "you can do whatever you want to me", Sounds like a plan I thought to myself letting off a soft smirk as I got down on my knees belting out lyrics of feeling. It was time for fever, a familiar beat came on and the room beamed with shining red lights as I stood at the top of the stage stairs. The music then started playing as I began strutting down the stair case where Tommy was strumming the strings of his bass guitar. As I reached the bottom of the stairs I then playfully pulled on his blond hair, smirking as he then leaned into me still playing his bass.

"There he goes

My baby walks so slow

Sexual tic-tac-toe

Yea I know we both know

It isn't time, no

But could you be m-mine?"

I then sang the lyrics placing my hand over his shoulder and rubbing his back, as he then took a few steps away from the stairs, still rocking his guitar. As I got to the lyrics 'yea I know we both know it isn't time, no. But could you be m-mine?' I then pointed at Tommy as we both exchanged smiles. Then i playfully walked up to Tommy who had his back facing the audience for a second, and then he turned around so I quickly leaned in towards him as our tongues licked up the roof of each other's mouths.

The crowd went wild, the screaming of girls filled the room...the sound of poor ecstasy. Tommy looked really happy himself, as I pulled away from the kiss I couldn't help but notice him smiling and laughing to himself.

This is all for your entertainment apparently.

The concert then continued with me dancing, singing and occasionally walking up to Tommy and playing with him teasingly. After I finished singing the lyrics to If I had you it was now time to introduce my band and dancers. First off Camila played the keyboard for us then Longineu played the drums, everyone was all so talented at playing it was amazing to hear.

Finally what everyone was waiting for...Tommy's intro. I stood next to Tommy with my arms draped over his shoulder, as he sat there looking all cute.

"On the bass...we have... Mr. Tommy joee" as I then tickled just under his nipple playfully. He then strummed his bass and finished his intro off by turning around to look at me then leaving a peck on my shoulder, "aww you just kissed my sweaty shoulder, didn't you...?" I joked to the audience. Tommy then turned around once again laughing, but this time he kissed me on the cheek.

I remember thinking to myself about Tommy as i was singing the encore Whole lotta love...Wow did he really just do that? I could already tell that the tour was going to be an interesting one from then on and let me tell you it sure was, it changed mine and Tommy's life in a way no one can imagine.