A/n: Well nothing to say but loving someone that you just want to let go is hard aint it I mean like for their happiness.

I know my heart has never been with you but its with you now.

Chapter 18

Motel 8 room 12

John looked at the two as if they were very old friends, or real brother and sister. " Uh how old are you?" John asked looking at Lindsay.

" I don't know I lost count after 352." Lindsay said as John had the WTF look across his face. That lit up a laughing fest from Eros and Lindsay. Eros held up his hand up for I high five. Witch of course she gave him. Even though neither of them would admit, they were super close brother and sister. No they weren't in love and its not ecause Eros scrapped himself with that arrow that lead to his marriage. It was because Lindsay never really liked any man past a friend or sibbling.

" Now that was priceless I wish I had a camera." Eros said.

" If you did I would be wanting copies of it." Lindsay said. John's face now showed pure rage at the two.

" Well gotta go Lindsay." Eros said disappearing.

" Well that was intersting." Lindsay said going back to her old calm self.

" What are you bipolar?" John asked at how she just switched from diffrent emotions instanty.

" I know how to act alright." Lindsay said shrugging.

" Ugh was my face really that priceless?" He asked.

" Only next to Zeus's when Hera finds out about his affairs." Lindsay joked.

" Oh that wasn't funny at all. So what are we?" He asked.

" What do you mean?" Lindsay asked back.

" I mean relationship wise." John asked.

" I'd like to stay friends." Lindsay said finding her backpack and opening it looking for clothes. John kept quite. She pulled out a white towel and green top with a red dragon design on the left side. She also brought out a pair of deep blue jeans. " I'm going to take a shower."

" Okay." John said. When Lindsay was inside the the bathroom with the shower running John went over and looked at her sword. He read the greek cause of course all demigods can. Never forget those who you love, he read it over and over. He decided to be a douche bag of course wouldn't you be itching to find what she had in her backpack? Well he did. He was about to open her backpack but decided aganist his thought. He sat there looking at the sword and the words written on it. Who can't she forget, he thought to himself.

Camp Half-blood

Thalia and Nico seemed a tad over happy for their own good when they were at camp. I mean geat everyone in camp came to welcome them back. Percy and Artemis gave each other sad looks when Artemis had to part. She took the hunt with her, she was the first god to leave. She left behind Thalia and promised Zeus that if Nico broke her heart then she would take Thalia back without a second thought. Though Zeus had to promise he wouldn't bother her or her hunters for a few decades. That meant Zeus couldn't secretly flirt with her hunters as they had swore on the styx river. Her last glimpse of Percy was his smie directed at her. She had some explaining to do with her remaining hunters. The hunt was techincally leaderless if Artemis had to do something and left them. Without Lindsay to keep them on task and at the ready with military type drills and Thalia's tough personality how were they gonna mange. Majority of the hunters kept the same mental personality age wise when they joined the hunt so they were still teenagers in there minds Percy had seen her leave with a look of what he thought was regret. He sighed. Annabeth was tending to one of her brothers who seemed to have broken his arm some how he wouldn't say who did. Percy saw Apollo playing his lyre for his kids witch didn't sound that bad. " Percy I've got to go now sorry." his father said waving good bye.

" Bye dad." Percy said. Hades and Zeus were watching Thalia and Nico like a hawk though no one paid attention to them.

Two hours later

Percy, Annabeth, Nico, and Rachel were standing in front of the big house waiting for Apollo to drive them and drop them off at their colleges. Thalia walked over from inside the big house. " So all you guys going back to college?" Thalia asked.

" Yeah going back to USC." Nico said looking over to her and mouthed 'I'll miss you.'

" NYU for me." Percy said sadly staring at the sunset. Although he will never admit this Percy was waiting for the moon to rise cause you know who it suppose to repersent.

" Mid-western for me." Rachel said staring dreamly into Percy's eyes that were facing the sun.

" Everyone should know mines." Annabeth said laughing and as a chain reaction everyone else laughed with her.

" Yeah we know don't rub it in." said Rachel. " You're only there cause your mom is Athena."

Motel 8 room 12

It had been hours since they had gone out. John looked at Lindsay as her green shirt was pretty tight on her. He couldn't stand it anymore. He went over to her and placed his hands on her shoulders. She looked at him with confusion. " Why don't you like me the way I do you?" He asked her she looked into his eyes. Those eyes searched her face for anwsers.

" Because I don't love you." She said and she felt a sharp pain her chest.

" Why don't you even give me one chance?" He questioned. She wanted to scream cause I'm most likely going to die by the end of next week. And I won't let you die for me because of that again. I can't you see it wasn't meant to be? With those thought the pain in her chest was more painful.

" I can't." she said breaking his grip and walking out of the motel room into the hallway wanting to run away from him, but a part of her wanted her to run back to him an dlet him hold her in his arms.

A/n: PART 1 or eins in greman is finished. Das ist gut ? lolz yeah okay I'll get back on this story once I start updating more on my Artemis Fowl one lolz srry but need to update that one bad.