Disclaimer- I do not own the drake chronicles or when you're gone by avril laving
Last time- What the hell does he mean that fairies are annoying his parents there are no such thing. Oh well. It's going to be a boring few days without Nicholas. I'm going to get him to help me tell his parents my secret about being the witch princess and that idiot that wants me to marry him.
Lucy's pov
Nicholas said he'd only be gone for a few days but he's been gone for six months (sorry for the big jump in time but I didn't want to put lots of little fillers in) I thought while wondering round the drakes. I finally persuaded my parents to let me move in with them 5 months ago. I reached the piano and stared to play when you're gone by Avril Lavinge: "When You're Gone"
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I turned around and saw the drakes with sad looks on their face "Lucy" Helena said gently "Yes" I replied confused. "Nicholas was attacked 2 days ago we don't know if he's alive or if he is where he is" Helena told me. I started crying and I sunk to the floor, Marcus ran forward and caught me and sat me on the sofa. Tears wear running down my eyes, Solange and Logan sat next to me and Logan wrapped me in his arms and started rubbing my back and whispered soothing words in my ear. Solange kept saying "Nicholas will still be alive he is probably trying to figure out a way to escape." I feel asleep in Logan's arms.
When I woke up in the morning I was in my own bed, so Logan must have carried me to bed. I stood up and took a shower and got dressed into one of Nicholas's shirts and a pair of my jeans. Then it hit me that Nicholas was still missing and I started to have small tears in my eyes. I picked up my guitar and started to sing a range of songs starting with everybody's fool by Evanescence
Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that
Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled
Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore
It Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool
Then I started to sing my immortal my the same artist
Something you should know about My Immortal Lyrics
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
The last song I sung was because of you by Kelly Clarkson
"Because Of You"
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
As I sung the last chorus tears started to stream down my face
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Marcus was knocking on the door and he opened it. "How are you holding up" Marcus asked. I didn't say anything I just cried, Marcus walked over to me and comforted me.
Helena walked in smiling. "I have some good news for you"
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