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I played back what Damon had said through and through in my head still looking at him while he laid on his bed unmoving with a cold but humoured look in his eyes, I had seen this look before. This was Damon's wall and it was back up once again and this time I didn't think I had the strength to knock it down all over again.

"I'm not enough for you" I whispered and a single tear fell down my face and I hugged my arms around my chest, Damon's eyes flashed too me as he saw the single tear and the wall's faded and he rushed from the bed and wrapped his arms around me. I just stood there unmoving unwilling to comprehend his words and too ashamed of believing he loved me to say anything too him.

"Elena" Damon tilted my chin to force me to look into his eyes but I glanced away swiftly,

"I'm sorry; I'm no good for you, I can't change for you and be the better man. Elena you can never be good enough for me, I'm too far gone now, you should leave" He released me the wall held together now as he turned and looked into the corner of his room.

"Bye Damon, I'll make sure they send the prostitute up" I turned off his bedroom light leaving Damon in his own darkness and left the room with tears flowing silently down my face and I listened for the heavy beat of the music which was no more, as I walked down the Salvatore staircase no more girls were here no mess no nothing, it was as if the night had never happened but I knew for sure that it had Damon's words just kept replaying in my head. Stefan stood near the front door pacing and rubbing his hands in circles on his head just like he had a headache but as soon as he saw me he looked up with pain and sadness etched upon his face.

"I'll take you home" He said fixing me with a sad smile as he wrapped an arm around my shoulder and I huddled into him like he was my own personal safety raft, Stefan drove me home silently and held my hand all the way home, he walked me too the door holding my hand and he stood and looked into my eyes as we reached the door. He brushed the tears from my face with his soft fingers, I realised Stefan was my friend and that was how I loved him just as a friend.

"I love you Elena, and I'm sorry, I never wanted you to be hurt" Stefan let go of my hands and walked away leaving me on the doorstep, my tears still fell and I opened the front door closing it softly as I walked inside and going quietly up to my stairs.

Jenna came out of her room about to shout until she saw my tears and stopped dead in the doorway I fixed her with a sad smile and she ran up and hugged me wrapping her arms tightly around me as my tears fell once again and my breath hitched letting my words come out in loud sobs.

"I'm not good enough for him Jenna" I stuttered and she smiled at me,

"He doesn't know what's good for him then" she said tucking my hair behind my ears and softly leading me into the bathroom grabbing tissues and wiping my face until I was tear and makeup free, Jenna then wrapped her arms around me once more and I stood in her embrace until the tears fell one at a time as I repeated the same words over and over again in my head,

"Your not good enough for me" I could hear them almost as loud as If he was right in front of me speaking them heartbreaking words once more, Jenna released me once more and walked me too my room tucking me into my bed like a small child and removing my vervain necklace and putting it on the bedside table near my bed.

Jenna kissed my forehead lightly and gave me a sad smile before leaving my room and closing the door and my tears fell once more. I turned in my bed and felt eyes on me so I sat up rubbing my sore tired eyes. Stefan stood in the corner of my room and walked over grabbing my hands and pulling me out of bed laying his hands on my shoulders.

"Elena, I love you. I always will and I never ever wanted to hurt you by coming to mystic falls, I wanted to help you after your parents died you were so alone and broken and then we met and you were happy and I thought I fixed it for you, I thought I fixed you. But Elena Damon has broken you and I'm not sure that I can fix you this time and if you needed to forget anything I'm not the person to help you forget this. I used to think that you would have been better off without me and Damon in your life and that it would be easier for you and I have never felt like this was so true until tonight. Elena I don't want to be selfish with you, I don't want to hurt you anymore. I'm so sorry I promise I'll protect you." I stared at Stefan in confusion and my tears fell more than ever as he smiled sadly at me and brushed the hair from my face.

"It's for the best Elena. You will forget Damon and I. I have never been a part of your life you will never recognise Damon or I again, Vampire's are not real and you will live a happy human life with your aunt and brother. You will sleep soundly and when you wake everything will be as it should" Stefan's eyes Dilated and I was swallowed up into the cool bright green depths that were his eyes.