I didn't update for some time.. I know. Me and my Parents have been looking for some real estates to invest in.. and shit. We had to buy a new house in Rockhampton. Yeah.. It took me aged to actually find a nice four bedroom house with three bathrooms and a box (horse box) . The hard work paid off, cause' at least I'm gonna have my own bathroom. We're moving next week so you should expect at least one more chapter after this one. My dad's already ordered a new Internet Plan or whatever that shit's called..

- . -'' .We still need to sell this house, the extra car and my float ( the thingy you put horses in when you travel). My geldy Bobby is already being transported over to the new house.. Anyway. My dad's gonna be here either at night or tomorrow morning…

So..

I don't own Back to December . Taylor Swift and her awesome vocal's do.

© Brittany Pears owns Hairography, Noah Puckerman owns a nipple ring, Mike Chang and Matt Rutherford own their sexiness and Santana Lopez owns her top dogness. I still don't own Glee ); . If I would, Matt would be back, The Inns would reunite and Rachel+Mike would hook up. Puck would get out of Juvie, Kurt and Karofsky would start the forbidden romance and Jacob Ben-Israel would get raped and die like a god damn dog…

Ch11: Back To December

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Previously:

"I'm sorry Rachey. So sorry."

"Stop apologizing. I'm sick of it. I've had enough apologies for a month." She said. She could hear his deep chuckle and sighed in comfort.

Who was she kidding. She couldn't stay away from him for 12 hours.

The two teens could hear footsteps up the stairs.

"Beware the tale of Mary Shaw. She had no children only dolls. And if you see her in your dreams, be sure you never, EVER scream. Or else she'll pull you tongue out at the scene."

"Noah, You complete and utter dickhead." Rachel shouted and ran out the door. The neighbors could hear the laugh of all the teenagers until Midnight.

That Night, no one dared to scream.

…..

Rachel's alarm rare alarm ring tone from her phone woke her up. She checked it.

It was Sunday the 20th.

That Day.

The day it started.

She turned around and didn't feel the warm body next to hers anymore. She could have sworn Mike and her had fallen asleep beside each other. She stood up and walked towards the window that overlooked her front yard. Two cars were gone. Only a truck was parked beside her own car. Rachel sat down and thought back to almost two years ago, when it started.

She thought back to the first time her and Jay Lazaro kissed. It was short, sweet and Rachel smiled right after it. They didn't discuss their relationship. They next day at school, he took her hand.

She thought about their lazy summer days, the days they watched movies in bed and the times where they mocked up her or his house.. The days they played in the pool.

And the day they had their first, huge fight, It was December and the roads were wet from Rain. The day he was in a car accident. It was his birthday and he just turned Seventeen. That Young.

Rachel didn't even realize she was about to sing until her lips formed sweet, slow words.

She also didn't realize that her best friend, Noah, was standing at the door of her bedroom.

I'm so glad you made time to see me.

How's life? Tell me, how's your family.

I haven't seen them in a while.

You've been good, busier than ever.

We made small talk, work and the weather.

Your guard is up and I know why.

He had applied for basketball scholarship but still had time for Rachel. Even if it stopped him from hanging out with friends, or even having Family Nights.

Cause the last time you saw me,

Is still burned in the back of my mind.

You left me roses, and I left them there to die.

He always changed his plans for her, he stood him up sometimes.

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry that night.

And I go back to December all the time.

Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,

Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.

I'd go back to December , turn around and make it all right.

I go back to December all the time.

She could help but wonder what would have happened if he didn't drive down that wet road.

These days, I haven't been sleeping,

Staying up, playing myself back leaving.

When your birthday passed and I didn't call.

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,

I watched you laughing from the passenger side.

Realized that I loved you in the fall.

Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.

You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.

After it happened, she hadn't slept well. Tossing and Turning, she could bring herself to actually close her eyes. Because when she did, the memories, the lights and the moment they had together would reappear, and even her own daddy could calm her down.

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night.

And I go back to December all the time.

Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,

Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.

I'd go back to December , turn around and make it all right.

I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tan skin, Your sweet smile, so good to me, so right.

And how you held me in your arms, that September night.

The first time you ever saw me cry.

Maybe this is wishful thinking,

Probably mindless dreaming,

If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.

He had this warm feeling about him, the tan skin, dark eyes and sweet smile that lit up her dark moments. He saw her cry in late September when he dad was diagnosed with Cancer. She forgot to thank him for the shoulder she cried on.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.

So if the chain is on your door, then I understand.

But this is me, swallowing my pride ,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night.

And I go back to December.

Turn out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,

Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.

I'd go back to December , turn around and make it all right.

I'd go back to December , turn around and change my own mind.

I go back to December all the time.

"That wasn't for Mike." That wasn't a question.

"No. It wasn't." She could only answer, she rubbed at her eyes furiously, a habit she did when she didn't want to show how really weak she is.

"Well? I'm all ears My Caroline." He said and sat beside her.

"His name was Jay. I met him back in Cali. He was so good to me, and so sweet and gentle. He always had his guard down with me. We dated over the summer .. And we had this huge fight back in December almost two years ago. It was our first, so of course it stung a bit. He had a car accident and died at the impact. I never got to say 'sorry' ." She said.

"He was your first love, hey?" He asked kind of uncomfortable. "You know, we'll never end up with those people, the people that we thought we loved. The people that were our first ones. 'The one's' or some shit." He said gruffly and narrowed his eyes at the carpet.

"What do you mean?" She asked.

"Take me and Quinn for example. I did love her, I really did. She was the first girl I loved. But she ended up giving away our little Beth. And then Santana came back and I knew that she wasn't my first, but she sure as hell is my last." He said.

"So what you're saying is, that Mike is the one for me?"

"It depends if you meet someone along the way."

"Yeah."

Some nice silence.

"You know, you're being softer these days. It's kinda nice." She said.

"Yeah, I like the new 'Puck'." He said. "But I'm still a badass." he added with a smirk.

"It's not a new 'Puck'. You're just being Noah." She said and giggled. She started to walk out of her room.

"Oh and Rach?"

"Yeah, I know. I won't mention it."

"Nah, I don't care anymore. Noah's here to stay." He said. "Now, go make some breakfast before I die from starvation."

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Rachel was making eggs and bacon when Noah came in, dressed in a shirt and shorts. Rachel noticed he took a shower.

"You kosher?" She asked as she served.

"I cant live without my bacon." He answered and dug into his breakfast. "Oh, and thanks for forgiving Mike. Santana was already deciding on how long I was gonna be in the dog house. I cant even survive a day without some Satan flavor."

"Noah, I didn't have to know that." She said and scrunched up her face while she played around with her food.

"You're squeamish. Me and the guys always talk like that at lunch. And in the locker room."

"Does uh.. Mike talk about me like that?" She asked embarrassed.

"Rachel, he's a guy." Noah stressed out.

She blushed again.

…..

After the Teens finished eating, they started doing the dishes. Rachel proposed the dishwasher, but Noah said something about wanting to waste time and Rachel agreed.

During the dish washing, they were splashing water and just having fun. Rachel thought that this was the feeling of having a brother. Rachel wondered if Noah felt the same way.

After they finished with the dishes, they started doing their Chemistry homework.

"What do you like about dating Santana?" Rachel asked.

"I just like being with her." Was Noah's immediate reply.

"What do you dislike?"

"That my god damn mother cant accept her the way she accepted you." He said and pressed his lips in a firm line. Rachel didn't ask anymore questions.

"What do you like about Mike."

"I don't know. I guess the way he just is ." Was her smart reply.

"What do you-?"

"That he can be completely stupid and clueless sometimes." She spat .It was his time to keep quiet.

…..

They were done with the Chemistry , English and now they were doing their Math's assignment.

"Oh my God, this is so fucking annoying." Noah moaned for the fifth time in the ten minutes they've been doing the assignment.

"If you finish it, then Ill tell San to give you a reward." She said and raised one perfect eyebrow.

"Serious?" He asked.

"Yep." She said, popping the 'p' .

"Okay, lets get it over with."

…..

They were done with the Math's assignment and Rachel just got off the phone with Santana.

"She'll pick you up in few minutes." She said and Noah jumped immediately. He ran to the door to put on his shoes and then ran upstairs to get his letterman jacket. She was ready in less than one minute.

"Noah, I said few minutes. Not seconds." She said and rolled her eyes but smiled at him. He was so in love.

Santana was there in top five minutes.

Rachel could only snort and roll her eyes again.

She called Mike.

…..

Mike came over for movie night, around six. Rachel already had popcorn ready and movie put in. They were watching 'The Children'. Rachel certainly did not jump onto Mike's lap.

They were now in the kitchen, tidying up all the wrappers from the chocolate they had when Rachel felt something in her hair. She reached up and squished it, crunching it in the process. She could hear a faint laughing sound from behind her and scrunched up her face. A smile escaped her lips. She turned around, grabbing a handful of popcorn and threw it at Mike, getting some in his opened mouth.

Mike's eyes widened and he ran to grab Rachel. He boxed her in between the fridge and the counter and smiled small. All laughter escaped both and Mike leaned in, never taking eyes off hers. He leaned in closer, and their lips touched, if only just barely.

Rachel pulled away when she heard the faint sound of her cell phone.

Rachel picked up the cell phone harshly and answered it without looking at the call id.

"What?" She said.

"Check JBI's Blog." Noah said and hang up. Rachel, confused grabbed her laptop from upstairs and opened 'Google Chrome'. She typed in his blog's address and groaned at the image and title on the first page.

The Cherries having a taste of a Sour Not.

Click Here to find out more .

Below was a picture of Rachel and Mike from their argument the day before. Rachel was red in the face and Mike looked as if someone kicked his puppy.

Rachel sighed and leaned against Mike, shutting the laptop furiously.

Jacob Ben-Israel is going to pay. Big.

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