Hey guys :D thanks for liking my story so far..you guys are the best..and for all the reviewers that been with my story since the start..I love you…no homo…hahaha you guys are seriously the best…..

Well this chapter was really hard to write I am not going to Lie….for me it took so long because I am trying to make it as perfect as I can…and writer's block is pissing me off…well on with the story..lol

Btw in this chapter it is going to be Rose's point of view as she looks at Lissa and the gang from the air with Li…..

This kind of style is when Rose and Li are talking….

Rpov (of course) haha

I opened my eyes to see everything dark. Pitch black except for the door in front of me that is sending a really bright light to my eyes.

I started walking towards it. It must be the door leading to Earth. As I got closer I was stopped short by a moan. I whirled around squinting my eyes trying to look through the darkness. Then I saw a ball of fire appear in the darkness. I instantly knew who it is. I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out. What the hell.

"Li…can you hear me?" I thought as I tried to open my mouth to talk.

"What the hell? Rose why are you in my head," I heard Li's voice in my head. What the hell? I saw the ball of fire come closer to me. "What's going on?"

"I don't know? but I can't talk through my mouth?" Li is now standing in front of me. Her face covered with confusion.

"Me either! Maybe if we go through the light it will answer why." Li thought to me as she looked towards the light. I turned around and looked to. I nod my head in agreement. As we neared the light it got brighter. I raised my arm to cover my eyes and looked to see Li doing the same. "This light is to bright…it is hurting me!"

"I know me to Li, but we need to keep going. This is the door to Earth.." My eyes hurting more and more as we neared the light. Once we made it through the door the brightness of the light. I removed my arm over my eyes to see Abe's house in front of me.

It looks like a perfect afternoon. The sun is out. The birds are chirping and even the little wind.

" It looks as if nothing happened here at all," I turned to Li who just nodded at my statement. It has been 4 days since we were here last. I know because Andre told us when we were talking earlier. "I wonder how much has change?"

" I am actually scared to know," Li thought as she looked at me. I saw a tear go down her eye.

"Hey! We did this because we needed to see them. We are going to follow through. Now we are going to walk in there and see what they are doing. Ok?" Li nodded at me more determined than ever. "Anyways they can't see us…we are just shadows,"

We walked through the door of the house. I mean through it. In other circumstances I would have thought that was awesome, but now no. I really want to see them. To Li's and I's disappointment they weren't in the living room or the kitchen. Li looked at me worried. Wondering the same as I. Where are they? Are they ok?

"Maybe they are upstairs." Li thought as she shrugged. I nodded and we made our way to the second story. We walked down the hallway looking from side to side. I remember a few weeks ago I was chasing Christian and Nick down this hallway for my donut. I chuckled at myself at the memory. I had turned to the dark side at that moment.

Li and I stop walking once we heard a wail. I knew that cry from anywhere. Lissa.

Li and I looked at each other than ran full speed to the entertainment room where the wail came from. When we went through the door my heart dropped at what I saw.

"This is not what I wanted to happen." Li thought I saw a tear fall down her cheek. We walked more into the entertainment room. We walked past the long L shaped brown leather couch where everyone is sitting at. We stood in the left corner facing everyone. Our tears falling down silently as we looked at their saddened faces. I stared at Dimitri who just scowled to the ground. I know that he is probably pissed at himself. "I hate that they can't see us,"

"Yeah, me to." I turned to see Li's tear stained face. She smiled weakly at me. I smiled back then turned my attention to the sobbing Lissa. She is wailing in Christian's chest wetting his black shirt. Christian whispered comforting words to her.

"They are not dead!" Solaie said standing up looked at everyone with determination. "How many times do I have to tell you all? They are not dead!"

"How do you expect us to believe that they are alive! Solaie they have been gone for FOUR DAYS!" Nick yelled as tears fell down his eyes. Nick lowered his head and whispered "Face it their dead….gone forever!" Nicks tears fell down as he looked at his hands.

"Nick…." Li whispered her tears falling as she stared at him. I felt my heart swell as I looked down. When I looked back up I see Dimitri staring right at me with confusion. Can he see me?

"They are not dead! THEY ARE NOT DEAD!" Solaie yelled sobbing loudly into Nick. "I saw it! They are still alive. They are just trapped somewhere and can't get out!" Her sobs getting louder every time she opened her mouth. Nick held onto her rubbing her arm. He let his tears fall down on her shoulders.

"Solaie what exactly did you see?" Christian asked breaking the silence. Everyone looked at him with disbelief. Lissa looked at him questionably. "What? She is the one that sees the future right? So why don't you guys believe her?"

"Who knew fireboy had a brain?" I thought while I smiled proudly at Christian. He believed Solaie. He is being strong for Lissa. I can tell by his eyes that he is hiding the real pain he is feeling. I can still see Dimitri staring at me in confusion. He looks like he is thinking about something really hard.

"Your right!" Lissa said sitting up straighter as she faced Solaie. Lissa sniffed and wiped her eyes. "Solaie what did you see?"

"I saw Rose and Li in a weird place called the Shadowland. I am guessing that is where they rule." Solaie explained as she pulled away from Nick looking at everyone. "They were in a weird red room with paintings everywhere of them and our shadowparts." Everyone turned to Solaie confused.

"Shadowparts?" Nick asked as he searched Li's eyes.

"The shadowparts are the opposite parts of us that lives there. When we die we reunite with the shadowpart in the shadowland and become one living for eternity in shadowland." Solaie explained. As she looked at each of them.

"I didn't know that? Did you Rose?" I shook my head at Li then turned back to Solaie.

"So Rose and Li reunited with their shadowparts?" Lissa asked. Solaie sighed in frustration.

"No! They are not dead. You only reunite with them if you are dead. Rose and Li are not dead. So they didn't reunite with them," Solaie said in frustration to them. " They are stuck in the shadowlands with our counterparts who are their protectors also. They are going to help them get out."

"How?" Dimitri asked not taking his eyes off me. He still looks confused.

"I don't know that is when the vision ended." Solaie whispered softly. Her tears fell more. "I'm scared! Jake is in the shadowland to! And he wants to kill them there! If they die there they can never return and they will disappear forever!" Li and I looked at each other horrified. Solaie and Lissa cried harder into the Nick and Christian. As the guys comforted them I saw tears go down their eyes. Even Christian.

"Don't worry! We know Rose and Li will do anything to get back. Rose will probably bitch slap Jake harder than she did to me when I took her donut." Christian chuckled weakly as his tears fell down. Lissa sobbed harder in his chest.

"Rose! I can't see this anymore!" Li sobbed as she looked at me. I felt my own tears fall. I was about to nod in agreement for us to leave, but I saw Dimitri get up and walk toward me.

"Hold on a little more, Li please!" I begged her. Li looked at me and nodded.

"I'll try." She whispered. I turned my attention back to Dimitri who is now directly in front of me.

His brown eyes searching around me. My heart fell knowing that he can't see me. My tears kept falling as I saw his sadden eyes look directly at me. He can't see me.

"Rose?" He whispered lifting his hand up. His hand touched my cheek. I can feel the warmth on his hand. His eyes widened as I put both of my hands over his holding it closer to my face. I saw a tear fall down his beautiful face.

Then I felt myself slipping away. No! Not now!

"No! NO! Dimitri!" I yelled in my head. I tried to talk. I used all the power I could to keep me there ,but it didn't work I am fading back. I struggled back to his hand tears running down my face. Dimitri's eyes watered as he tried to get a hold of my hand more. Our hand intertwined as I stared at his eyes the pull is to strong. I felt the shadows pulling me back to the shadowland ,but I still held on to Dimitri's hand with all my might. My tears running down. I opened my mouth to speak, but nothing came out. I cried more as I kept trying. I felt Dimitri's tears land on my face as the pull got stronger. I was struggling to stay. I need to tell him. I sobbed more as I kept trying to speak. Then I opened my mouth for the last time as the shadow pull got stronger.

"DIMITRI! I WILL COME BACK! I PROMISE! I LOVE YOU!" I sobbed loudly. My tears falling down. Dimitri opened his mouth to say something, but I couldn't hear. They shadows won. I was pulled back down to the shadowland. Away from Dimitri. Away from Lissa. Away from Earth.

I was left alone in the shadows with my tears. I made my self a promise that I will go back to them no matter what!

DPov (Dimitri's point of view)

I felt her. I don't know how, but I felt Rose in the room. I felt her cheek as I touched it. I felt her hand come around mine making my hand go closer to her cheek. I whispered her named unsure. I was confused. I felt her ,but I couldn't see her.

Then I felt her slipping away. I panicked not wanting to lose her yet. I felt her panicking to. I reached my hand farther hoping to get a hold of her. Hoping she will hold on. Hoping i can say that I love her before she leaves. I felt her hand clamp down on mine intertwining our fingers together. She was holding onto me for her dear life. I sobbed as I look down. I felt a pull trying to pull us away from each other ,but I am still holding on. I won't let go. Then I heard her cry. Her sobs. I saw a flicker of her crying face. I widened my eyes as I saw her struggling face.

"DIMITRI! I WILL COME BACK! I PROMISE! I LOVE YOU!" I heard her sob. I opened my mouth to say something ,but i felt the pull get stronger. This time it took her. I watched as the shadows take her crying form. My Rose.

"ROSE!" I yelled to the ground sobbing loudly. I fell on my hands and knees crying more than I have ever cried before. They took her back. The shadows. As I cried I heard everyone else stop crying. I heard their sniffs of their noses. I heard the silent tears come down her face.

I got up looking at their confused faces as they stared at me. I can see the shock on their faces because they just witnessed me crying. Still crying. My tears are still coming down silently. I looked back down to the ground remembering Rose's promise.

"You better come back to me ,Rose! Please try," I whispered letting my tears fall down more. I put my head back up and looked at everyone in the room. I made my own promise to Rose. I will protect them and take care of them until she comes. I will make sure they will still believe that she is coming back. I will make sure that they won't be sad anymore. For she wouldn't want that. She would want them to be happy. "You better keep your promise, Rose. Come back to us."

Goodbye, my love

I can't hide
Can't hide
Can't hide what has come.
I have to go, I have to go, I have to go
And leave you alone

But always know, always know, always know
That I love you so
I love you so
I love you so
Oh

Goodbye, brown eyes
Goodbye for now
Goodbye, sunshine
Take care of yourself

I have to go, I have to go, I have to go
And leave you alone
But always know, always know, always know
That I love you so, I love you so, oh.
I love you so.
Oh.

that was so sad! :'( I am not going to lie i was crying so much when i read this again. It is so emotional..

The song for this chapter is Goodbye by Avril Lavigne from her new album Goodnight Lullaby...

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