I don't mean to run
But Every time You come Around
I Feel more alive, than ever
And I guess it's too much
Maybe we're too young
And I don't even know whats real
But I Know I've never..

Wanted anything so bad
I've never wanted anyone so bad.

Adore - Paramore.

Bella Point of View.

Year 2010. March 23.

"So, what are you making me look like, Em?" I asked, perching myself in Jasper's lap. His arm automatically wound around my waist. Rose sat in the same position with Emmett on the couch.

"I was thinking black-ish hair. That would be hot. Brown eyes maybe?"

"No!" Rose yelled. "I want to see her human eyes again. Grey." Rose smiled. I sighed and nodded.

"Okay, black hair, grey eyes. Done. Only I'll see the real Bella. And everyone will hear a fake heartbeat. So Jasper. Please don't attack my little sis." Em laughed. Rose smacked the back of his head.

"He wouldn't do that." She glared pointedly in Jasper's direction. "Would you.. Jazzy." She said coldly. He chuckled.

"Never."

"Wise man." Rose laughed.

"Okay, so Em will make Alice Cullen imagine she's seen this 'vision' of Jasper moving to Forks, wanting to change his ways. She'll accept him and think she is his mate." I glared as the words left Rose's mouth, while Jasper laughed.

"Don't laugh, Jazz. I'm the fragile human with a vampire.. Not you." I glared.

"I'm a vampire." He defended.

"Please, you're as scary as a puppy." He growled.

"Bella.."

"Guys." Em interrupted. "I'll create the illusion, but, Rose and I will be posing as humans as well. Rose can still be you're biological sister, but you will be twins. Rose is older by a few minutes. I'll be Rose's boyfriend-"

"Why do you get to keep your girlfriend? Why can't Emmett break this little girl?" Jasper whined.

"Hey hey, let's not pick on Alice's height." Rose started politely. I smiled. "Bella's shorter." She added quickly. I glared.

"By one inch! One fucking inch!" I shouted, standing up.

"And a half." Rose added. I glared harder.

"Fuck. You." She placed a hand over her heart in mock hurt.

"Come on, babe. Don't worry. You're perfect." Jasper said, wrapping an arm around me. "Plus, you can wear some sexy heels." He added slyly.

"I like my converse." I argued. "One more crack about my height and I will be tearing someone's arm off." The room fell silent. "Thank you. Okay Emmett, let's get close enough for Alice to have this vision."

"Yeah.. Bells. She kinda already has. See.. me and Rose walked past her the other day in Seattle.."

"And you forgot to mention this?" I growled. He smirked.

"Maybe."

"Emmett..."

"Bella.."

"Emmett.."

"Bella.."

"Both of you!" Rose yelled. We both snapped our heads in her direction glaring. Rose being the bitch she was glared right back. I smirked.

"Oh, Alice is expecting to see Jasper in Seattle.. Now." Em informed.

"Fuck." I hissed. I grabbed Jasper and crushed him in a hug. He hugged me back tightly, planting kisses everywhere he could reach from his massive height. He picked me up and kissed my lips. I felt his tongue slide along my bottom lip and opened my mouth.

"Attention, attention. Jasper can you please get your tongue out of my sister's throat and say bye to us." Rose laughed. I pulled back slowly, glaring at Rose over my shoulder.

"You're not the one losing a mate for fuck knows how long." I whispered harshly.

"But I am the one who has to keep such thoughts out of his head around Edward. Jasper, remember, when you meet up with Bella, it has to be a last second decision, better yet. Just turn up, don't think about it." Em instructed. "God damn this illusion business is hard work.." I laughed, kissing Jasper one last time before he sped off toward Seattle.

"And now I have to change our scents. Alice will smell us on Jasper." Em continued. I nodded solemnly, still not happy about losing my mate. Even for this cause.

"Good, get ready for school tomorrow. Wanna go hunt?" Rose asked happily. I nodded, walking toward the door.

Tomorrow couldn't come fast enough, I showered and dressed in a grey tank top with a blue and black plaid checker top over it that buttoned half way up my stomach. Dark glasses hung in the crease where the buttons met. I pulled on my grey skinny jeans and blue converse. I walked to the door and pulled it open, stepping through to Rose and Emmett's room. (Profile.)

"Can I just cut my hair?" I asked. Rose laughed.

"No, but I'll cut it if you like." She offered. I nodded. "How do you want it?"

"Mm.. Choppy bangs, and short. Shoulder length." (Basically Kristen's cut for The Runaways.)

Once she was done she smiled. "Want me to dye it now?" I thought about it, then nodded. Em would only have to change my eyes and make me have a heartbeat now. It would use less power.

"Fuck, Rose. You did a great job. What are you wearing?" I asked. She pulled out a baggy white striped tank with short denim mini shorts with long black boots.

"We may as well make the best of it. Teen age's are so obsessed with looking good they don't care if they freeze." Rose pointed out. She was right.

"Okay, can I have some bracelets?" I asked with a sly smile. She handed me about 12 and pushed me out of the room, I laughed hearing the door slam shut.

I slipped my Jasper's ring off my finger and put it on a silver chained necklace. It would have to do. I didn't want to take it off completely. I turned around and saw Rose looking at me with sad red eyes.

"I'm sorry. It's for a good cause." She said, walking toward me and slipping her hand in mine. I nodded, with a tight smile.

"I get to drive." I stated. Her face was priceless, but she nodded grimly.