Chapter 5
The next morning, Sasuke was woken up by someone knocking on his door. When he opened his eyes though, he realised he wasn't in his own room. He had spent the night in Neji's. He pushed himself up and looked at the door.
"What?" He snapped, annoyed by the rude awakening.
"...It's Kiba." Kiba said on the other side of the door, as Neji let out a groan. "Neji's friend Sai is here for him. Can he come in?"
"Tell him to leave." Sasuke said, immediately even more annoyed. He had beaten up one of Neji's fuckbuddies, so he didn't need another one coming in.
"They had an appointment for something with their fashion again or something." Kiba informed Sasuke.
Neji let out an annoyed sigh as he sat up now.
"Come back to bed Sasuke, I'll handle this." He said, as he got out of the bed and put his bathrobe on.
"You'd better send him away." Sasuke said as he looked at Neji. That Sai guy'd better not try anything.
"I'll tell him to drink some coffee in the kitchen." Neji said, as he opened the door.
"You can go Kiba." He then said, and spotted Sai, standing in the hallway. "Hey Sai. Would you mind drinking some coffee in the kitchen until I'm ready? I still need to clean up and shower."
"Sure. Who did you fuck last night?" Sai asked, his face blank though. He never showed any real emotions.
Neji snorted a little now.
"None of your business Sai." He then said. "I'll see you in fifteen minutes." He then closed the door again. He walked back into the room and grabbed some clothes out of his closet.
"So why is he here?" Sasuke asked, already having dressed while Neji was gone.
"Like I told you before, he's a fashion designer." Neji said. "He's preparing for a new fashion show right now and he asked for my help to select which parts of his collection should be on the runway."
"Can't he come another time?" Sasuke asked as he looked at Neji.
"Sasuke." Neji said, giving Sasuke a look. "You will be here every day, remember."
"So? I don't like you going away immediately every time we have sex." Sasuke said. "Otherwise I would be just like your dildo."
Neji snorted.
"I don't sleep with my dildo." He then said. "And if you really mind so badly, you can take a shower with me."
"Fine." Sasuke said and pulled of his shirt. "What an honour, your majesty."
"Shut up." Neji bit to him. "You are the one who wants to spend more time with me after having sex."
"It was just a joke. Calm down." Sasuke said. "Now get your ass to the bathroom."
Neji shot Sasuke one more look, before leaving the room and walking towards the bathroom. He would just ignore Sasuke's 'jokes' this time.
Sasuke followed Neji and once they were both in the bathroom, he shut and locked the door. Then he undressed.
"You know, you could be a little nicer to people." He said.
"You know, you could be a little less self-centred." Neji said to Sasuke, as he pulled off his bathrobe and then stepped into the shower.
"I'm not self centred." Sasuke said. He got under the shower as well, pushing Neji away just slightly.
"You act like I am your boyfriend or something." Neji said. "The only 'relationship' we have is that we have sex, that's it. No obligations."
"Well I never said we were in a relationship, but I don't like being used just for sex. You could put a 'little' more effort in to actually being nice." Sasuke said.
"Like you're the nicest person in the world." Neji said. "You beat up my friend because he was kissing me."
"Well he deserved that for calling me a loser and what not." Sasuke said.
"And of course he did that without a reason." Neji said, rolling his eyes as he was wetting his hair.
"Whatever." Sasuke said as he washed his body. He only kicked that guy's ass for being an asshole.
Neji looked at Sasuke and noticed that there was still sperm onto his stomach, probably from himself. He started washing it away. He was the one who made Sasuke dirty after all.
Sasuke looked at Neji now. Why was he washing him? Sasuke decided to return the favour though, and started to wash Neji's chest.
"So what are you going to do today?" Neji asked, deciding that Sasuke was probably right. He could be a little nicer.
"Probably homework. I'm starting to fall a little behind." Sasuke answered. "Are you going to work with that guy all day?"
"Probably yes." Neji said. "It's part of my work too." He washed Sasuke for a little longer before he turned around to stand under the hot water, washing the soap off. Meanwhile, he got a little more soap and started to wash his ass and with that, his entrance. It was all sticky now.
"You know, it's not very wise to do that in front of me if you want to get clean." Sasuke said and gave Neji a smirk.
Neji laughed a little.
"If you want, you can do it." He then said. "Sai can wait a little longer."
"Never thought you were in for a quickie." Sasuke said as he turned Neji around and pushed him up against the cold wall.
Neji snorted as he gave Sasuke an amused look, after a shudder went through him.
"I was talking about you washing my entrance Sasuke." He then teased.
"That won't do me any good except for getting excited and having to fuck you anyway." Sasuke said smirking.
"I could also satisfy you without having sex for once." Neji said, pulling up an eyebrow.
"You're really eager to give me a blowjob aren't you?" Sasuke asked.
"I'm eager to walk today." Neji corrected Sasuke. "I need to walk flawless, because we're also going to practise the way I will walk on the show."
"You just wash your ass and we'll do it tonight again." Sasuke said, licking his lips a little.
Neji huffed a little, before he continued washing himself. To think that he was actually offering Sasuke to finger him and even give him a blowjob, and then Sasuke said no. Any other guy would have immediately said yes.
"Don't be mad now, it's a compliment. I want all of you, not just a part." Sasuke said.
"Or you're just not easily satisfied and want too much." Neji said, smirking a little. He then turned around again as he looked at Sasuke. Just to tease Sasuke, or take some kind of innocent revenge, he moved a finger into his own ass and rubbed it inside, making it clean again.
"That's so mean Neji." Sasuke said smirking. "Next time I swear I'll be screwing you into the wall if you tease me like that."
"Sure Sasuke." Neji said, not believing Sasuke. "The moment after I will be 'hitting' you into the wall.
"Next time, try me." Sasuke said, acting cocky and got out from under the shower. He grabbed a towel and started drying himself.
Neji huffed once more. He kept on showering for a few more minutes, before stepping out of the shower and grabbing the towel he was using. By this time Sasuke was already dressing again.
"You'd better go make me some coffee." Neji said.
"Really? What am I, your slave now?" Sasuke asked and laughed a little. "The only reason I'm going to make coffee is because I want a cup."
"If you want to be my slave, gladly." Neji said, giving Sasuke a fake smile.
"I don't and I won't be your slave." Sasuke said. "But because you were so willing just now, I can make you a cup of coffee."
Neji put on his clothes as well now.
"You'd better." He then said.
"Poor Neji." Sasuke said and smirked at Neji. Once he was fully dressed, he waited for Neji to finish.
Neji finished dressing now.
"Don't expect to get sex tonight." He said, as he opened the door again. "Retard." He then said, slapping Sasuke on the ass, before retreating to his own room again to comb his hair.
"What was that about?" Sasuke yelled after him. He then rolled his eyes and walked to the kitchen. He might as well make Neji and himself some coffee. Neji was gonna need it, because he was gonna have to stay up all night.
When Sasuke walked into the kitchen, Neji's friend Sai was sitting there, reading his newspaper. He didn't look up when Sasuke entered, nor did he react when Sasuke started making some noise while grabbing the ingredients to make coffee. He just kept on reading.
"You know, you could say hi." Sasuke said. "Antisocial aren't we." He still didn't like this guy at all. He was creepy. Not that Sasuke was scared of him.
"I heard you didn't like me, so I thought I shouldn't bother talking to you." Sai said, as he lowered his newspaper a little. You could see that he was wearing some glasses now.
"Still not very polite to not say hi." Sasuke said. God, this guy was wearing the ugliest glasses ever. Who would want to put that on their nose?
"You could say hi to me too." Sai said, giving Sasuke a smile that looked like it was faked. Really faked.
"Wipe that stupid smile off your face." Sasuke said. "And you're the guest here, not me."
"I recall reading that you should be nice to your guests." Sai said, not removing the smile off of his face.
"I remember it was proper manners that said that you are in 'my' house, so you should be polite to me." Sasuke said, giving Sai a glare.
At that moment, Neji came walking into the room. Before anyone could process what was happening, he had hit Sasuke right across the cheek.
"And then you say to 'me' I should be nice." He snapped to Sasuke, glaring at the raven. "You're so immature, just get out of the room if you don't want to socialize. Why did you even want to live in a students house if you irritate yourself on every person who enters this house?"
Sasuke looked at Neji very offended.
"What the hell was 'that' for asshole?" He snapped. He had to put all his effort into not hitting Neji right back into his face.
"For snapping to all of my friends who came here, expect them to treat you like a king and obey you in everything you want." Neji snapped back. "You start ordering them all around, bossing them around while whining that it's 'your house' while 'I' also live here and invited them. You have no right at all to get angry at those people, just because I have some kind of relation with them. You're damn immature."
"You didn't have to hit me for that." Sasuke snapped. "You're lucky I'm not kicking your ass right now."
"You know that if you would do that you wouldn't be able to fuck me for one more time in your whole life." Neji snapped back. "But have fun with being a child on your own now, because Sai and I are going to Sai's place. Since we don't have privacy in this kitchen and in my room neither, because you apparently were never taught what knocking is. Let's go Sai." He walked out of the room now, to get his jacket. Sai sighed as he started packing his stuff and putting it into his bag again. He knew better then to argue with the angry Hyuuga now.
"Well fuck you Neji." Sasuke snapped to Neji and then walked to his room. He didn't even 'want' to fuck Neji anymore. Neji was just a bitch with a good body, that was all. Sasuke was at a loss why he had felt himself able to fall for 'that' moron.
Neji just waited for Sai to be done and then left the house. He obviously didn't feel like staying inside of the house any longer.
Deidara was humming to himself as he was setting up a romantic table for two. He and Itachi had decided that tonight, they would go all out with their dinner. Itachi was cooking and Deidara was making sure the lights were dimmed, the table was set with a candle and the good silverwares and plates. He had had it all planned out. It was gonna be a great night. He walked into the kitchen to get the wineglasses and smelled the food Itachi was preparing.
"It smells really good un." Deidara said.
"Thank you Dei." Itachi said, as he gave his boyfriend a kind smile. Just like Deidara, he was putting a lot of effort in this. He wanted this to be a great night together.
Deidara went to the dining room again and set up the rest of the table. He then walked back to Itachi and looked at the food.
"Can I help un?" Deidara asked.
"No thank you, I will be fine." Itachi said. "I'm almost done."
"Ok. So what is it then?" Deidara asked. "It looks so good un."
"You will see." Itachi said, chuckling a little. "But thank you. You must be hungry."
"I am. I've been starving myself the whole day so I could eat everything you would make. You always make too much un." Deidara said, grinning a little.
"I know, but you seem to forget that we also have a freezer for when you are alone here and don't feel like cooking." Itachi joked, as he put off the gas.
"I didn't want this dinner to go into the freezer un." Deidara said. "Is it done?"
"Yes it is." Itachi said, nodding, as he carried the big pan where he had been baking the meat in towards the table.
Deidara walked after him and already sat down at the table. He couldn't wait to start. The both of them had even dressed up for this occasion.
Itachi walked back to the kitchen a few more times to get the rest of the food, and when Deidara sat down he poured Deidara a glass of wine already.
"I'm looking forward to tonight." He then said, giving Deidara a loving smile.
Deidara smiled back.
"Me too. A lot un. It's been a long time since we last did this." He said.
Itachi nodded.
"Yes.. far too long." He then said. He sat down after he had given himself some wine as well. He then lifted his glass. "Well.. to us."
Deidara nodded, as he tapped his glass against Itachi's softly.
"To us un." He said as well and then took a sip as he looked at Itachi.
Itachi took a sip as well, before placing it down and he started to cut the meat. He filled both of their plates, being careful to not drop something onto the tablecloth that Deidara had neatly put on the table.
Deidara looked at the food.
"I love that you're such a good cook Itachi." Deidara said. "Without you, I'd be eating pizza every day un."
Itachi chuckled a little.
"I think my obsession with cooking is going a little too far." He said. He stood as he put Deidara plate in front of his lover, and then put his own down as well. "Have a nice dinner."
"You too un." Deidara said and started to cut a piece of meat and put it in his mouth. It really was as great as always. He hummed a little from the taste.
Itachi started eating as well, and just as he had taken his first bite, his phone started ringing. He had put it on quiet, but it was still vibrating in his pocket. He swallowed, and was silent for a while. He decided to ignore it, hoping that Deidara wouldn't hear his phone ringing because of the romantic music that he had put on.
Deidara looked up though, giving Itachi a look, but then started eating again.
"It tastes great un." He said.
"Thank you." Itachi said, as he took another bite. He calmed down when his phone stopped vibrating. But his relief didn't take long, as his phone started ringing once more. Knowing Deidara would probably hate him for this, he pulled out his phone and looked who it was. A flash of worry went through him as he saw his brother's name standing onto the screen. But as he remembered Deidara's last tirade when he had picked up his phone during dinner, he pushed onto the ignore button and put his phone at the end of the table.
Deidara put down his cutlery now, looking at Itachi with a deadly look.
"We're eating, turn if off un." He said, sounding annoyed and looking like it as well.
"No Deidara, if something is going on I need to be able to help." Itachi said, as he shook his head.
"He's old enough to take care of things by himself. We're having dinner, so turn it off un." Deidara snapped, starting to become really pissed.
"He has no idea how to deal with panic attacks, he does stupid things." Itachi said, as he shook his head. He then started eating again, since his phone wasn't ringing.
"I don't care if he does stupid things, this was 'our' time." Deidara snapped angry. His appetite was completely gone by now.
"Dei..." Itachi started, but then his phone rang once more. Sasuke only did this when something was 'really' wrong. He gave his lover the most apologetic look possible and then picked up the phone. "What's wrong." He said, not sounding too friendly.
".. I'm sorry but I just.. I... I need you to come over here.." Sasuke said, from the other side of the phone. But before he could say any more, Deidara started yelling.
"Hang up that phone right now Itachi un!"
Itachi bit his lip for a second as he stood and then walked towards the kitchen.
"Why? Sasuke I really can't come now, please tell me you can do it alone.." He then said.
"No I can't..." Sasuke said, obviously really upset. "... My grades are falling and I just don't know what to do... please just come over.."
"...I'll come." Itachi silently said. He then put off the phone.
When Itachi turned around to go back to the dining room, Deidara was standing in front of him. He had a face not even Itachi had ever seen before. Deidara was furious. And before Itachi could speak, Deidara had hit him across the cheek.
"How dare you un." He snapped.
Itachi knew he had really screwed up now.
"...Deidara, he's crying and I.. I really have to go to him." He said. "I'm so sorry, I promise I will make this up to you."
"No you have to stay here Itachi! I'm sick of always having to break off everything we do because Sasuke calls un! This was 'our' time and you should have turned off that stupid phone!" Deidara yelled. "You're not going!"
Itachi sighed.
"I'm sorry Deidara." He said as he shook his head. He put his phone into his pocket and then walked towards the hallway and put on his jacket.
"You're not leaving Itachi! Don't you dare leave now un!" Deidara yelled, storming after Itachi.
"Deidara, he needs me!" Itachi suddenly yelled back. "I can't leave him alone like this, he has no one to talk to!"
"He's eighteen, you can't always be there for him! I don't want to be second best anymore Itachi un! So don't you dare walk out of that door!" Deidara yelled.
"You're not second best to me Deidara, not at all!" Itachi yelled back now. "I just- I have to help him now Dei.. I will be back as soon as possible." Not wanting to deal with his angry boyfriend anymore now, he hurried himself out of the door. He knew Deidara would not forgive him for this soon.
Deidara stormed to the door, yelling some insults to Itachi as he left and then slammed the door closed. He thought for five minutes and then picked up his own phone, calling Itachi.
A few seconds later, Itachi answered the phone, obviously not having looked on his caller ID.
"Itachi." He said.
It was silent for a while, until a sigh was heard.
"... We're.. we're over Itachi un." Deidara softly said.
Itachi frowned as he immediately parked the car at the side of the road.
"..What?" He then asked, thinking he heard it wrong.
".. We're done. I can't do this anymore un.. It's just.. over.." Deidara said. You could hear he had started crying.
"Deidara please.. don't do this.." Itachi said, feeling his voice leaving him. This couldn't be happening. He couldn't be losing Deidara. Just not Deidara...
".. I'm sorry.. I need to go pack.. I just can't d-do this un.." Deidara said crying.
"Deidara please." Itachi said. "I'm coming back. Please don't go."
"N-no I can't see you right now.." Deidara sobbed and then took a deep breath. "I'm g-going to pack and leave... and m-miss you un.. but I need to do this."
"...Deidara.. please don't do this.." Itachi whispered now, as he felt his eyes getting wet as well.
"..I'm sorry.. but I c-can't be second best a-anymore.." Deidara sobbed. "And d-don't tell me I'm not, you know Sasuke comes first un.."
"...God.. I'm s-so sorry Deidara.." Itachi said, his voice starting to shake.
"... I'm sorry.." Deidara whispered and then started crying. He didn't know what to say anymore.
"Deidara please.. stop crying.." Itachi said, as he let out a choked sob. "..Please let me come to y-you now.."
"No.. I n-need to leave... a-and if you come by now I c-can't... I'm sorry.. I need to pack un.." Deidara sobbed.
"..Ok.. I'll g-grant you that wish then.." Itachi said, taking a deep breath. "..I won't bother you tonight anymore t-then. But please.. tell me when you can talk to me a-again.." He felt so torn apart. He never knew it bothered Deidara this much... if he had only known.. He thought that Deidara had made a drama out of it, as he did with some other things..
"... I'll call y-you.. Some time un.." Deidara softly said. He would really, really miss Itachi and feel miserable... but he had to get out. Now.
"..Alright.." Itachi said. "...I just want you to know.. I l-love you Dei.. Sasuke may be first place in my worry, b-but you are first in my heart."
Deidara just started crying again.
".. I l-love you too.. By Itachi un.." Deidara sobbed.
"..Bye Dei.." Itachi softly said, and then put his phone off. He then couldn't do anything else then placing his head onto his steering wheel and starting to sob.
At that same moment, Neji walked towards the door. Just when he wanted to search for his keys, Naruto came storming out of the door and slammed it closed behind him. He looked furious.
"If I were you, I wouldn't go in there Neji!" He yelled, while he started walking away already. "The bastard was upset so I asked him what was wrong and he attacked me! He's mental!" Neji frowned while Naruto stormed to his bike and was gone in a few seconds. He opened the door and walked in, hearing someone (Sasuke obviously) crashing stuff in the kitchen.
"What are you doing?" Neji asked as he saw Sasuke hitting the wall.
Sasuke didn't listen to Neji at all, as he just kept pounding in on the wall. He had practically lost his mind. Itachi should have been there and he wasn't and he was going crazy.
Neji walked into the kitchen now and grabbed Sasuke's hands.
"Sasuke, look at me." He said. "Snap out of it. What happened?"
Sasuke immediately pushed Neji away and threw a glass that was on the sink next to him in Neji's direction.
"Fuck off!" He snapped.
Neji quickly ducked to miss the thing.
"Sasuke calm down." He snapped. "What on earth is going on?"
"Nothing, now go away before I kick your ass just like Naruto's!" Sasuke yelled at Neji and hit the wall again.
Neji grabbed Sasuke and then hit him into the wall.
"Sasuke." He then said. At that moment, Sasuke received a text message.
Sasuke took a few deep breaths and then pulled out his cell phone, reading the message.
'I'm not coming anymore, Deidara broke up with me.' It said. It came from Itachi. Sasuke frowned now. No matter how much he wanted to feel really bad for Itachi now, he started to feel panicked even more. Because without his brother's advice, there was no way he could be able to calm down.
Neji grabbed Sasuke now and put him down onto the couch. He then sat down in front of Sasuke.
"Sasuke, tell me what's wrong." He then said, actually worried now.
Sasuke looked away now, not wanting to meet Neji's eyes.
"Nothing's wrong, just go away." Sasuke snapped.
"If nothing was wrong you wouldn't be beating up Naruto and destroying our kitchen." Neji said, giving Sasuke a look.
"It's nothing, you won't understand." Sasuke snapped.
"Not if you don't tell me no." Neji said, as he kept looking. "Or do you first want to let your anger out."
Sasuke got up now.
"I'm not going to talk to you, so I'll just trash my own room." He snapped and then mumbled something about Itachi as he started walking.
Neji got up too.
"Sasuke, do you even realise that I'm offering you help now?" He asked.
"... Well you can't help me." Sasuke snapped. He hadn't realised Neji was just trying to help. Because.. well Neji was just always angry. And he was as well.
"How do you know?" Neji asked, frowning.
"I just know." Sasuke snapped. "Only Itachi could calm me down at moment like these ok?"
"That's what you're telling yourself." Neji said. "If Itachi would be here, what would he do?"
"Sit me down and talk to me." Sasuke snapped. He was still frustrated and suddenly just walked into his room, grabbing all of his homework and dumping it on his bed. He 'had' to start working now. Neji was the reason he had fallen behind in the first place.
Neji sighed and walked after Sasuke. He pushed him down onto a chair.
"One more chance Sasuke." He said. "You don't have to talk to me, but let me at least calm you down."
"How could you possibly calm me down when I am not gonna talk to you?" Sasuke said frustrated. More with himself then with Neji though.
"Then I'm just going to tell you about my day." Neji said, shrugging. "Whatever you want Sasuke. I don't like seeing you this upset."
"What do you care?" Sasuke snapped, looking at all the homework that was on his bed. He had to get started, or he would never be able to finish it.
"I don't know, just accept the fact that I do." Neji said. He then grabbed Sasuke's face and made him look at him. "Calm down."
Sasuke looked at Neji and for some reason he didn't know, he actually calmed down. Itachi always had to spend hours with him before he would feel composed again and with Neji, he felt the panic leaving his body by just looking at the guy.
"I have no idea why I'm saying this, but I'm here for you, ok?" Neji said. "You don't have to tell me what on earth is going on, but the only thing I can tell you is that it's not needed to destroy everything in our kitchen. It's not worth it, don't let it get to you."
".. I have panic attacks." Sasuke said. If Neji was smart, he would figure out why he reacted like that.
"And you get angry because you don't want to feel that way?" Neji answered, frowning a little.
"I don't know what to do with them so I get angry." Sasuke said.
Neji nodded now.
"I can understand that." He then said. "It's frustrating to have a panic attack."
"Normally I have them under control." Sasuke said. "But Itachi didn't come this time when it got out of hand."
"So why didn't he come?" Neji asked.
"His boyfriend broke up with him." Sasuke answered. "Now that I think of that, maybe I should go to him."
"Don't you think he wants to be alone now?" Neji asked. "I don't know your brother, but.."
"I don't know, maybe." Sasuke said. "Knowing my brother, he will probably call me or come by if he needs company."
Neji nodded and they were silent for a while.
"So.. are you ok now?" He asked.
"I am.. Thanks." Sasuke said, taking in a last deep breath. He hadn't been calmed down in so little time in.. well it just never happened.
"You're welcome." Neji said, as he stood. "Well, I'll call Naruto then that it's safe to return now." He joked, chuckling a little.
"You could not call him as well and then we could do something together. Kiba's not home either." Sasuke said.
"That's fine by me, I have nothing to do tonight." Neji said, nodding. "So what are you thinking of?"
"I don't know, watch a movie and talk or something." Sasuke said. "You only ever said your hobbies were sports, but I don't feel like that tonight."
"I have some movies." Neji said, nodding. "You don't have a TV, right?"
"No I don't. And you do." Sasuke said. "Should we go to your room?"
Neji nodded.
"I got some weird chips from France, do you feel like eating that?" He asked, as he already started walking to the kitchen.
"Sure." Sasuke said as he followed Neji. "Do you want something to drink?"
"Yeah, some water please." Neji said, as he walked into the kitchen, getting a bowl to put the chips in. "So what movie do you want to see?" It felt weird, but he looked forward to spending some time with Sasuke.
"I don't know, I like a lot of movies. Do you like horror?" Sasuke asked as he grabbed two glassed and filled one with water.
"Sometimes." Neji said. "It would be fine." He filled the bowl with chips, and then walked to his room already, to look for movies.
Sasuke poured himself a glass of juice and then followed Neji. He sat down on the bed and put the glassed down on the night desks Neji had on both sides of his bed.
"Found a movie?" He asked.
"Yeah, a few." Neji said, as he put some DVD's on the bed. "You can choose, I don't really care."
Sasuke looked at the movies and then handed one to Neji.
"So what kind of chips are they? Exclusive from Paris?" Sasuke asked as he looked at the bowl of chips with a grin.
"I got them from a company, to thank me." Neji said, shrugging. "Europeans have a crazy amount of chips, it's insane." He frowned. "I hope they taste good though."
"I'm sure they will." Sasuke said and ate a chip. And then another one. "Do you get a lot of presents when you model?"
"Not really, but sometimes I do." Neji said. "Mostly the money is more than a present." He chuckled after that. He walked to the TV and put it on, putting the DVD in as well. Once it was all settled, he sat down onto the bed and grabbed his glass, while the movie started.
Sasuke turned off the lights, so the only light came from the TV.
"Do you get scared easily?" Sasuke asked.
"Not really." Neji said, snorting. "You?"
"Not at all." Sasuke said. "I just think it's fun to watch how people get killed."
Neji pulled up his eyebrow.
"Psycho." He then said.
"I'm not a psycho. Besides, many people watch these movies and not because they are so funny." Sasuke said.
"It's because of the thrill they get from it, not because they enjoy people getting killed." Neji said, pulling up his other eyebrow. Was Sasuke insane or something?
"Well I just think it's funny how people can get killed. Sometimes it's just plain stupid." Sasuke said.
"It is stupid, but not funny." Neji said with a snort. "You're weird, Sasuke."
"Thanks." Sasuke said grinning. "I could say, so are you, but I'm afraid I'll get hit in the face again then."
"Sure Sasuke." Neji said, smiling just a little.
"I can understand why you're a model." Sasuke suddenly said.
Neji looked at Sasuke now, slightly surprised from the inside.
"Because?" He asked, expecting Sasuke to say something offending now.
"Well because you're pretty." Sasuke said and now looked at the screen. He didn't wanna look at Neji while saying something like that.
Neji kept looking at Sasuke for some seconds, before turning his gaze to the screen too.
"..Thanks." He replied, after a while. What did he have to do with this? He was being told that he was pretty, handsome or hot every day, but this coming from Sasuke.. it was like it meant so much more than it already did.
"You're welcome. I bet you hear that all the time though." Sasuke said, still looking at the TV.
"I do, but it's pretty much meaningless, the way others say it." Neji said. "During your shoot they keep on yelling 'beautiful' to you, when they think your pose is good."
"Well I just think you're really pretty." Sasuke said.
"Thank you." Neji said. "You are too."
"That's the first time I hear it." Sasuke said, laughing a little.
Neji smiled a little.
"You probably keep hearing that you're handsome, sexy and hot hm." He then said. "I guess I have to deal with the more feminine terms."
"Well you are kinda feminine. But you're manly as well." Sasuke said. "And yes, people do call me that."
"Thank god I am." Neji joked. He barely paid attention to the screen anymore.
Sasuke now grabbed a chip and put it in front of Neji's mouth.
"You haven't tried it yet." He said.
Neji snorted.
"I actually was planning on letting you eating it all." He said, as he looked at Sasuke with an amused look on his face.
"Why don't you like it?" Sasuke asked.
"It's fat." Neji simply said. He grabbed the chip from Sasuke and suddenly put it into Sasuke's mouth, smirking a little. "My company would kill me."
Sasuke almost choked on the chip, but quickly ate it. He looked at Neji and laughed.
"You just wanna make me fat, so you don't have a competitor anymore." He said.
"I'm skinnier then you already anyway." Neji dryly commented. "There is no competition."
"Well I am really hot, I could easily be a model as well." Sasuke said smirking.
"I don't doubt it, and I don't care." Neji said.
"Well that's not a very nice thing to say." Sasuke said.
"I just don't care if someone is more pretty then me or something." Neji said, shrugging. "That's why there is no competition."
"Ah. Good for you." Sasuke said. "I don't think anyone could be prettier then you.." Sasuke looked away once more, feeling stupid for having said such a thing.
Now Neji was fighting down a blush. He hadn't heard 'that' one anywhere yet.
"...Don't be so silly." He then said.
"I'm not." Sasuke said. It really was true. Neji was just... well perfect. Who could possibly be prettier then Neji?
"There are loads of men who look better than me..." Neji said, frowning a little.
"Well not to me." Sasuke said shrugging.
"So am I like... your type or just the prettiest guy you ever met?" Neji asked.
"Both." Sasuke said, pretending to watch the movie.
Neji was silent now. What was happening? What did Sasuke feel for him? 'Did' he feel something for him? Neji had to say, he was really confused. He had no idea what was going on.
"Are you sure you don't want any chips?" Sasuke quickly asked as the silence was becoming unbearable. Maybe he had said the wrong things.
Neji swallowed as he was silent for some longer. He then suddenly leaned over Sasuke and kissed him full on the lips. He had no idea what was going on in his head, but he didn't want anything more than kiss Sasuke right now.
Sasuke let out a low moan, not having expected that. But he soon started kissing back and put a hand in Neji's hair. He didn't mind this one bit. Although he was wondering why Neji had suddenly kissed him.
Neji licked over Sasuke's lips, and then let his tongue touch Sasuke's. He moved closer and eventually smashed the chips off of the bed so he could sit onto Sasuke's lap.
Sasuke put his free arm around Neji's waist and pulled him closer on top of him. His thoughts were driven out fast and all he wanted was to kiss Neji.
Neji put his arms around Sasuke's neck, kissing the raven passionately. His sudden lust for being closer to Sasuke now was insane. He felt warm and safe, as he pressed himself as close as possible to Sasuke's body.
Sasuke let out another soft moan and his hands moved under Neji's shirt just a little as he held Neji tightly. Neji somehow felt even better than he did the other times they kissed.
After a steamy kiss of at least five minutes, Neji broke apart and put his head into Sasuke's neck.
"...D-damn it Sasuke.. what are you doing to me?" He hissed, but it came out as a needy whimper. He started shaking a little. What on earth was this feeling in his chest? Why was his heart beating so hard? His throat became thick of the panic he suddenly felt, but he held it inside as he swallowed.
Sasuke looked at Neji confused.
".. Nothing.. why?" He asked, wanting to know why Neji had said such a thing. Was Neji... into him as more than just friends or fuckbuddies?
"...No, it's nothing.." Neji muttered, as he shook his head. He avoided Sasuke's gaze as he bit his bottom lip. It was just about sex. He only talked to Sasuke because they had amazing sex. Nothing more.
"Well I don't believe that." Sasuke said, staring at Neji. "You can tell me."
Neji shook his head as he got off of Sasuke's lap and started to clean the mess he made by knocking over the bowl with chips. He was fooling himself. There couldn't be more than just sex with Sasuke. It just wasn't possible.
"I'm talking to you, you know." Sasuke said annoyed. "The least you can do is say something back."
"Just.. forget that I said that, ok." Neji said, while he was not really putting effort in quickly cleaning everything up. It was like he was searching for an excuse to not look at Sasuke now.
"No, just tell me." Sasuke said. "It can't be 'that' bad."
Neji sighed.
"No Sasuke, just watch the movie." He said. "Let it be."
"Fine, jeez. I just figured I could help you, since you helped me and all." Sasuke snapped annoyed and looked at the TV. He wasn't paying attention to the movie though.
Neji blew out some breath, relieved that Sasuke dropped it. After he cleaned everything up, he sat down on the bed again and silently drank some water, while he was looking at the screen too. He as well was somewhere else with his mind.
They watched the movie in silence, until it was over and neither had an excuse to stare at the TV anymore. An uncomfortable silence fell.
Neji was looking to the screen for some more time, before he got up and removed the DVD out of the DVD player, turning it off right after. So he did to the TV.
"...Perhaps you should go to your room." He said, after he sat on his bed for some time, silent.
Sasuke looked at Neji now and then got off the bed.
"Fine. But next time don't ruin a moment like that, because it's damn annoying." Sasuke said and walked out of Neji's room.
Neji didn't reply, he just looked away. He wanted this confusing feeling out of his chest. He couldn't even place it, that was the most frustrating fact of all.
Sasuke walked into his room and closed the door. Neji was really weird. Asking him what he was doing to him and then not wanting to explain and all. Sasuke never really understood Neji, but this was just the tip of the iceberg. Neji was weird.