DO YOU SOMETIMES MISS IT? YOUR FRIENDSHIP?
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Even when I was small, I hated being called a baby. Don't get me wrong, I loved the absence of responsibilities, but a child who sees the world as shit is not a baby. And if my friends ditched me solely on the principle of blinding themselves to the truth of the giant turd that is the world, then that's on them and good riddance. They were children anyway and I—I don't need them…. Ditching me when times got hard? Fair-weather friends are a dime a dozen—they're blind, shitty babies who deserve the worst.
I hate babies.
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It's not as if I don't miss Stan. I mean, he'll always be a friend of mine—a real good friend. But sometimes, a kid just wants to have fun. Sometimes, growing up means growing apart. Sometimes, no matter how much it may hurt, you have to let go of the cynical asshole who's holding you back. (And I mean that in the most loving way possible.) I wasn't expecting Stan to move away, but in a way it was for the best. Now we don't have to be reminded of our failed friendship.
But most importantly, Kyle can smile again.
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Look, it's not like I was especially close to the guy. So what if he's a cynic, lost his friends, moved away? I don't really care about him. In fact, I'm glad. Now I have a best friend, I'm the one invited to parties and I don't have to be alone…. I feel a little bad for the guy though. I did "steal" his Super Best Friend. But we all have our setbacks (I found out that I'm…half ginger….) But there it is in a nutshell:
Stan Marsh's move was the best thing that ever happened to my life.
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How do you expect me to answer a question like that…? Maybe to everyone else in South Park, Stan was just another face—just significant enough to be All-American, but otherwise non-conspicuous. But when I think of him, I think of the boy who helped me out of tight situations, who was like my brother from a different family. I betrayed that bond and I don't ever want to make that mistake again. So, of course I miss him—that will never change. But he's gone and I won't ever see him again….
I hope he's okay wherever he is.
A/N: Well, there it is! If you want, leave a review telling me what you liked or what I got wrong. And I haven't forgotten my other stories, they will be updated soon. TTFN!
Tata for now!
~theflawintheplan