Delivery room
James was lying in the hospital bed shaking when Kendall came in and walked over to his bed.
Kendall looks down at him. "Are you ok?"
"Yeah I'm fine"
"James"
"I said I'm...I'm fine."
Kendall takes James hand in his. "Hey it's ok."
"No it's...it's...it's not. I'm not ok Kendall. I can't do this." James eyes start to water.
"James"
"No I'm so scared Kendall and it hurts so freakin much."
"I know it hurts ok but you can do this."
"I'm scared"
Kendall places both of his hands on James face. He uses his thumb to wipe away his tears. "James listen to me. You got to calm down."
"I can't"
"Yes you can look at me"
James looks at Kendall and his shaking starts to stop but he started shaking again when a sharp pain hit his stomach. "AWWW Kendall!"
"It's ok just keep your eyes on me. Keep looking at me you know I love you right."
"Yes"
"And you know that I'll never leave you."
"Yes"
"We can do this ok I'm here and I promise I will not leave your side until you're no longer in pain."
"You promise"
"Yes I promise. Just breathe"
Waiting Room
Carlos and Logan were sitting in the waiting room in complete silence. Carlos wanted to say something but he didn't know what to say. He looked over at Logan who was staring at the floor. His phone vibrated and he answered it. "Hello"
"Carlos this is doctor Wallace."
Carlos gets up and walks off "Oh hi we were waiting on your call."
"Yes well I have some bad news."
"It didn't work."
"No I'm sorry but maybe you can try an adoption agency. I know a great one and I can even recommend you and Logan."
"Thanks but I want to talk to Logan first and then well get back to you. Is that ok?"
"Sure"
"And thanks for everything."
"You're welcome."
Carlos hung up the phone and returned back to Logan.
Logan looked up at Carlos as he sat down. "Is everything ok?"
"Yeah um Logan"
"Yes"
"I'm really sorry about this."
"I know you are."
Carlos looks down "Please don't leave me."
"I'm not going to leave you."
"But you were about to break up with me."
"No I wasn't you interrupted me."
"Then what were you going to say?"
"That maybe we should just put the baby aside for awhile and work on us because ever since James got pregnant we've gotten farther and farther apart from each other. We were so focused on having a baby we didn't notice our own relationship was cracking. I thought if we'd found each other again maybe we would be ok."
"Well why didn't you just say that."
"You're the one who jumped to conclusions."
Carlos smiles "But you're not leaving me, are you?"
"No I'm not going anywhere."
Carlos lets out a chuckle. "When you wouldn't talk to me I thought you were mad and you would leave me."
"I was mad at you yeah, but I still loved you."
"So are we still together?"
"Of course we are."
"Good"
"Yeah good." Logan leans over and kisses Carlos. "So who was on the phone?"
"Dr. Wallace."
"Well what did he say?"
"We don't have it."
"Are you serious?"
"Yeah"
"Well are you ok?"
"You know what, I am actually. I mean I'm upset but then again I'm not because I still have you."
"And you always will."
"And he told us we could always adopt."
Logan leans over and hugs Carlos who hugs him back.
Delivery room
After hours and hours of screaming and pain James heard the sound of his daughter crying. Her cries filled the small room that they were in. He wanted to see her but his body wouldn't let him and he fell asleep.
Waiting room
Logan was in and out of sleep. Carlos was lying on his shoulder asleep. He then saw Kendall approaching them and he was holding something in his arms.
Logan shook Carlos until he woke up. "What Logan"
Logan pointed at Kendall "Look she's here."
Carlos stands up. "Is that her."
Kendall smiles "Of course it is who else would it be."
Logan smiles "How's James"
"He's sleep" Kendall chuckles "As soon as she left his body and he heard her crying he was gone."
Carlos smiles "Um Kendall can I hold her?"
"Sure" Kendall walks over to Carlos and passes the baby to him.
Carlos looked down at the baby blue eyes that were staring up at him. "Wow I know she's small and all but she looks just like James.
Kendall smiles "I know but I don't mind besides James is the cute one."
Logan smirks "I guess that means you're the ugly one."
Kendall hits Logan in the back of the head. "Hardy har ha." Kendall then rememberd the baby. "Oh you guys were expecting that call from your doctor today, right."
Carlos looks at Logan. "Yes he already called."
"And what did he say."
Logan sits down. "That we could try adoption."
"Oh I'm sorry I know how much you guys wanted that baby."
Carlos smiles when the baby grabs one of his fingers in her hand. "It's ok, we have everything we need right here. So what's her name?"
Kendall smiles "Jasmine Dimond Knight. James thought of it. It's perfect isn't it."
Carlos sits down next to Kendall. "Yeah and it's perfect for her. So James hasn't seen her yet."
"No but I know he's going to fall in love with her when he does."