A.N: thanks for the reviews people I love hearing from you and OMG thank you so much again panky95 you keep giving me these amazing ideas, and OMG SassYNoles thank you soooooooo much overreaction? You ask HELL NO this lady was my inspiration, the reason I started writing fanfiction, one of my favorite authors on fanfiction like ever so thank you thank you thank you. And again thank you panky95 you are AWESOME and have great ideas and to respond to your review yes I think you should write a ChristianXRose fanfic I would defo read it. Thank you everyone else who reviews like ever I love you all. Ha ha this sounds like I'm dying lol anywhoooooo on with the story: WARNING ****** ALERT (that was asshole, don't be getting any ideas) and yes I have become slightly crazy :D.
Rose POV:
"No, no Christian please tell me I didn't drink, no no no!" I screamed,I am going to lose my baby, this wasn't meant to happen, how was I so stupid?
"What's wrong? Rose talk to me please!" Christian told me looking frantic, " Rose come on tell me"
"The baby" I said and then everything went black, I was floating around in my own head.
Christian POV:
Baby? What baby? And then it clicked. Rose was pregnant with Dimitri's baby, that's why she was so upset and why she freaked when she found out she was drunk last night. Why didn't she tell me? Well none of that matters now, I just have to get her to the hospital.
Dimitri POV:
Tasha was driving the car to Russia, we would be staying with my family. I would have to introduce her to my family as my fiance. Roza, it's just not fair, me and her were meant to live happily ever after. We could adopt some kids and she could watch them whilst I go and do my job.
"I'm so happy Dimka, we can finally be together." huh that makes one of us, I guess I could learn to love her.
"Yea" I said with a fake smile on my face. Just as she went to kiss my cheek a car swerved into us.
"Tasha watch out!" I screamed, she dogged it and smiled at me, but what we were not expecting was another truck to come and swerve right into Tasha's side of the car.
"Tasha are you ok?" I asked although I knew I would get no answer, she was dead. Her body was covered in blood and her face, well let's just say it didn't look like a face anymore. She was a bad person, but she didn't deserve this, no one did. I didn't know what to do so I got Tasha out and buried her in the countryside. I then got back into the car which wasn't to badly beaten up and drove it to the edge of a lake. I pushed it in. Nobody had to know about this.
I have made my decision, I am going back to the academy to get my Roza back.
Christian POV:
I still can't believe it Rose is pregnant with HIS baby. But, I doubt after last night the baby was still alive, poor Rose. I might not want that man in Rose's life or any part of him, but I didn't want her to lose her child.
"Mr. Ozera?" the nurse shouted from her place at the waiting room desk.
"yes that's me" I said raising my hand. She waved me over and placed a hand on my shoulder.
" well there is some good news and some bad news, the good news is that Ms. Hathaway is going to be okay, but the baby is not so lucky. She drank a lot of alcohol yesterday and it seems to have killed the baby. If you don't mind me asking why did she drink so much? she looks like she has a great life." oh god this nurse is so clueless, Roses life is probably even more screwed up than mine.
" Um well the father left yesterday, with another woman before she could tell him and being a guardian really screws you over so trust me her life is not perfect" as soon as I said that the nurse looked like she was about to cry. Well next time don't gossip without knowing the facts.
" I'm so sorry, I didn't know all the facts, I shouldn't of been so judgmental. Nevertheless what she did killed her baby" wow what a bitch, Rose feels bad enough as it is, she doesn't need someone rubbing it in.
"well, how is she" I asked no need to start an argument. Yet.
"Well she is actually awake now if you want to see her." she said with a smile on her face. How could she smile knowing somebody has just lost there baby.
Dimitri POV:
I was walking through the car park of the hospital, someone told me she had been admitted am hour ago. I was so worried. I was about to head into her room when I heard someone call my name.
Christian POV:
I was about to head down the hallway leading to Rose's room when I saw a very unwelcome familiar face.
"Dimitri!" I yelled, things were about to get ugly.
Rose POV:
Iv lost my baby, my one chance of happiness. Well apart from Christian, but this is different, like a part of me is missing. How could I do this, I'm so stupid. I started crying, no sobbing, why? Why am I like this why is everything I love been taken away from me. Because that's life stupid brain always being logical. Right now I don't need reality, I need dreams. I shuffled over and turned on the radio and guees what a song that describes my situation comes on, Christ! Is this music station stalking me! : The song is Vanilla twilight by owl city it a really beautiful song check it out I would put the lyrics up,but my copy paste thingy is acting up and I'm not planning on writing them myself (because I'm lazy lol) So yea thats the song.
By the time the song ended I was quite tired so I fell asleep. I was in a beautiful forest, full of twists and turns. The leaves were the perfect shade of green and the sun was extremely bright leaving beams because of all the tree's. But there, under a willow tree in the middle of the forest I saw a beautiful little girl, she looked like a mix between Dimitri and me, she was about three or four, but there was so much wisdom in those eyes. She was pale with Dimitri's light brown hair and my dark brown eyes.
"are you ok?" I asked the girl and she smiled at me.
"yes, I'm waiting for the angels to take me away" God this girls was so amazing, but who was she?
"Whats your name?" I asked with a warm smile.
"I was hoping you could tell me mommy" Oh my god, this is her, my little angel.
"What, no my baby died while she was in my tummy" I said a tear trickling down my cheek.
" Don't cry mommy and this is me. I promise, this is what I would have looked like at three years old I'll do anything just please don't cry" she pleaded. My girl, my baby girl. I pulled her into a hug.
"I love you sweetheart, remember that I never meant for this to happen" I said now sobbing
"I love you to mommy, but I have to leave you now, the angels are here" she said and turned her face to the left and smiled and then giggled as she said "I'll see you again, but not just yet, you have still got a lot of living to do"
"No don't leave me, please, I need you" She can't leave, I just got her.
" I have to mommy" she said as she slipped out of my arms and went to take the blond ladies hand, the angel. She was beautiful, light blond hair and light blue eyes with the palest skin I have ever seen. But that didn't matter only my girl did. I watched her walk away, but just before she stepped into the light she turned around and asked
"Mommy, what is my name?" I have thought about this so much, I though about Elena, Christina, Alexis, but now at this very moment, all she reminded me of was a beautiful angel.
"Angela, your name is Angela" as soon as I said it her smile grew even bigger.
"Angela, I like it, goodbye mommy" I was thinking what to say, recite a poem, make speech, but I decided to go for the three words that would mean the most...
"goodbye. For now." and with another little giggle she was gone and I finally felt whole again.
So how was it good? Bad? Please review and tell me :) love ya all xoxo P.S: thanks SassYNoles for the idea buuuut I have to write it like this because making this Lissa's baby would make it to darn easy on Rose and I brought back Dimitri for the fact that Rose is actually starting to get happy again and we can't have that LOL anywhoooo tell me what you think xoxo :)
Oh and this is the baby girl: .com/images/toddler_
Rose: .
Dimitri: .
Christian: haha I just looked up emo boys yep I have a soft spot for them
Lissa: this is the dress she was wearing in chapter 2 as well as her
Jesse: ahhh I am in love with my jesse model.