Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are-Kurt Cobain

Once outside in the deep forest I let the inner wolf take control. It hasn't been days since I turned into it and neither did I want to today but this anger and hurt just would let me budge.

Ugh! What the hell did I do to deserve this bloody life!I screamed to no one in particular. Grabbing my bag with my teeth I ran further into the forest. I was too focused on finding the cliffs that were a mere two miles away to realize a voice was constantly screaming to get my attention.

Chapter4

I layed down on a small patch of grass and rested my head on my furry paws while looking out towards the ocean. There was nothing else I wanted to do but get away from all this and for once feel what it is to be human and have a human life not worrying of what the hell I became nor thinking about my slight thirst for blood. Instead of building more anger up I decided to sleep for awhile at least until I know I'm more controlled and cautious. Letting nature be my lullaby I slowly drifted off to sleep and soon I became unconscious…

Sam you think its danger?
I think it's a half breed, you could smell it slightly. It may be a threat to the tribe why don't we ki-
No…it's one of us but its scent? It's mixed in with human like Nessie's but far more…different?

Three different masculine voices kept arguing and soon I caught on that they were talking about me not knowing if I was a she or he. I groaned mentally and stood up while shaking my pure white fur to wake me up completely. Turning around groggily and opening my eyes I saw three horsed sized wolves crouched alerted as if waiting for me to attack. The largest wolf in the middle had coal black fur, brown eyes, and was more muscular than a horse with dagger like incisors. The wolf to its right had dark silver fur, deep dark eyes, and was in a massive crouched shape, ready to spring any second. The last one had short, but thick, brown fur, was gigantic, swift and not as tall as the coal black one.

My instincts immediately told me to either fight or flight. Something stopped me though from doing anything at all and that was seeing how the wolf in the middle looked oddly familiar to the wolf I had been dreaming all these years until I became one. All the questions I've been begging to tell it in my dreams could finally be answered back. W-who are you? I asked nervously hoping that this wasn't a delusion. The one in the middle left his crouching position and walked slowly towards me with caution.

Sam and I might as well ask the same question to you. He replied. I jogged further towards him but was soon stopped by the two other wolves menacing growl. Seeing this as a threat I growl back not bothering to show my pointed daggers. Just great my time to find out what I really am only to be blocked by some dogs.

If I were you I'd kept your buddy's under control and to answer your question I'm Atilia. Slowing my pace to a walk I glared at the two other wolves and sat down in my hunches.

Oh joy it's another she-wolf. One murmured sarcastically. Hopefully this chick doesn't turn out to be like Leah. The other one added quietly. Images of a woman yelling and making mockingly comments appeared on their minds until Sam hushed them.

Why are you in this territory and what are you? He questioned.

And here I thought you'd figure out what I was and I'm here for that same reason as well to know what the hell I became. I answered back truthfully. The one person who supposedly would answer my questions is just confused as I am. Literally I was about to howl in despair when Sam spoke once again in sorrow.

You're something else…something different. Tell me who your father was maybe we can figure something out or your ancestors. I smiled mentally and little confidence that was lost was now growing.

Joshua Uley was my father but that's it. I know nothing else only that…I'm half human and half vampire, some sort of hybrid. The name of that bastard builds sickness inside of me and makes me want to kill. Because of him my mother suffered through so much pain.

J-Joshua Uley is your father? He asked incredulously. I nodded my head in shame of having a low life chum for a father.

Jared Paul give us some time of privacy He spoke still astonished at the knowing of Joshua Uley being my dad.

Howl if you need us boss Paul gave me a menacing look which to my surprise was pretty silly considering how easily I could kill them at this very moment.

Err… we'll be at Emily's place. We won't say anything until you come back. I could have sworn I heard them say something about being family. As there huge figures ran off and thoughts left our minds I focused back on Sam only to find him observing me the same way Ms. Lenoir was looking at me in class but more intense.

Would you mind if we talk in human…more privacy of thoughts are included. He offered nervously.

Sure why not. I'll meet you back here then. We both ran off to our separate ways behind a bush or tree and shifted back. Think happy thoughts I repeated over and over again until I felt my body shift to normal. Quickly and quietly I ran off to grab my bag and change into the clothes I had luckily bagged just in case. Although the bag was slobbery from my disgusting dog drool the clothes were fine.

I found Sam waiting patiently for me where we agreed to meet. He had the same look as Seth but was far much taller and muscular looking. His brown orbs met mine and he smiled genially towards me.

"I figured we might as well take a calming stroll and talk things out" He began to walk and I trailed silently besides him. Either it was déjà vu or my crazy mind was telling me I had seen him somewhere before. Then the spitting imagine of Joshua struck my mind because Sam looked exactly like that bloody man.