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The first reaction to truth is hatred-Tertullian

I found Sam waiting patiently for me where we agreed to meet. He had the same look as Seth but was far much taller and muscular looking. His brown orbs met mine and he smiled genially towards me.

"I figured we might as well take a calming stroll and talk things out" He began to walk and I trailed silently besides him. Either it was déjà vu or my crazy mind was telling me I had seen him somewhere before. Then the spitting imagine of Joshua struck my mind because Sam looked exactly like that bloody man.

Chapter5

"You this the wrong way…please just trust me" Sam urged with a genuine small smile as I was going to give up that easy, well buddy I have other plans for you.

"What are you to him and why do you look so alike?" I questioned back biting my lip softly hoping that what he was going to say next didn't have to do anything with me nor my mother. Hell I would even be relieved if he said he was anyone or anything other than my biological father.

"Look just please…I'm begging you kid I'm not who you think I am so calm down" not until he mentioned my trembling did I notice I was shaking with utter anger. Taking deep breathes I thought about how this was not the time and if I wanted explanations I would have to control myself.

"If I have to c-control you myself then I will" he said adding a tone to his order that I didn't appreciate. It was like a natural instinct took over me at that moment; it made me feel like he was my instructor whilst I was his student and only that…a pawn.

"Fuck, I expected anything but this" he made it sound like he was talking to himself without me being here. He ran his russet hand through his cropped hair in frustration before continuing talking again.

"I'm his…his bastard of a son…the boy who grew up without a father to be there for him and a mother that left him after knowing what he became" he exhaled as if he was holding in a big supply of air in him. All the anger I had in me was replaced with pity and shame. Here I was forcing a guy to tell me who they really were indeed only to find out he was my half-brother and Joshua's elapsed son being abandoned by his own mother later on.

"I'm so sorry. I had no idea you…" there were no more words to be said, afraid to anger and depress the man in front me than what he already was. He slid down the willow tree and sat there looking blankly at something ahead of us. I followed suit and sat down next to him whilst debating if one of my warm hugs would lighten the mood. April always said they could make anyone who received them feel instantly joyful…but of course that was back then when I was still a young and untroubled little girl. Although those years had passed and I was stuck being a teenager forever part of me still stayed childish.

"Sam?" I asked softly. He replied with a dull hm and I proceeded to ask my juvenile question.

"Can I…hug you?" he looked down at me and smiled before going back to his trance. He may have thought this was a bore joke but to me it was more like a silent yes. I grinned and embraced him in one. He went stiff at first but then softened and hugged me back almost as if he had never received one.

We stayed still embracing one another for a few minutes until darting apart. He chuckled and stood up offering me his hand. I gladly took it and brushed off any spectacle of dirt in my clothes (mom would kill me if I showed up again in teary dirty clothes).

"How about we head over to me and my fiancée's house? It's only mere miles away from here and we can talk more…comfortable there" he offered this time less nervous and more eager to go there.

"Only if you promise to introduce me to your soon-to-be-wife" I asked happy that the tension had ceased between us. Sam grinned at my choice of words and nodded.

"Scouts honor" he teased raising his left hand. I had to laugh at that and so I did.

All my bad intentions faded as we made our way to his house. Maybe mom was right after all…hugs can disappear worries…but only for awhile until they find their way back.

A/N I'm terribly sorry for the long wait but I had a writer's block not the ideas but rather my writing organization they seemed quite out of place so I fixed it here and there and viola chappie 5=) Thanks to the soothing music of wedding plans in the Eclipse score(my mind got clouded with plans)the problems were solved and I even had things added in here. Anyways enough of my rambling I always tend to do that so Review and make my day please also I have a POV I've been wanting to write and hopefully if everything goes well I'll try to post it up this week to make it up for my late chapter=)