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Turning of the lights I set up a blanket on the ground and layed their thinking whether to sleep upstairs in my room and leave my mom sleeping in the couch hurting or to sleep in the ground with me in her side when she needs me.

I chose option two and mentally slapped myself for even thinking about it.

A hurting wolf was heard not far from the house but I decided to ignore it, the sleep was so immense that I thought it was my mind playing tricks on me from all the events that happened.

~Chapter 10~

Atilia's POV

"I'm so hungry" I grumbled silently to one in particular as I stood up slowly from the makeshift bed in floor. Glancing groggily at April I smiled warily and headed towards the kitchen.

I couldn't believe that after everything the ass wipe had made her go through she still cries over him. Just once I wish she could be happy without thinking of him.

Sighing exhaustedly, I took out the ingredients to make my famous breakfast meal and prepared to cook. Hopefully this time I do fine without having to demolish the cooking silverware by accident.

"Raeka if you set one hand on my precious cookware I will. kill. you." She murmured menacingly. Laughing nervously, I turned around and was met with an angry April glaring down at my arm that was hiding behind my back next to the drawer of her 'precious' cookware.

"I was just going to make you breakfast in bed" I spoke with innocence dripping in my soprano voice.

"Atti your 'special' dessert and junk food mix is not breakfast" She pinched the bridge of her noise and smiled jokingly when she saw me pouting.

"It is so" I argued, finding confidence in my stubborn dorkiness to make her forget about last night.

"Honey dessert and breakfast are two different things" she laughed and turned around to put away my-so-called ingredients.

"Go get dressed we're going to the Uley's house after breakfast and the choirs are done"

"You don't have to go" I whispered taken back by the sudden change in emotions and conversation.

"Please I'll be fine if you think I can't handle it" Her laugh rang in my head, the same laugh she used when she was putting up a façade.

"You're not going to go mom. I know you and this…this hurts you I can see it in your eyes. Please don't lie anymore you knew I was going to find out eventually" She stopped in mid air as she reached for the pans.

"Atilia Raeka Velius-"I cut her off and threw my hands in the year as I spoke angrily.

"No you listen to me mom. I'm tired of you lying to me; sick of it" tears welded up in my eyes and I furiously blinked them back "Please just stay here for your sake. I don't want you to get hurt and seeing that this situation made matters worse…you'll get worst and so will I. Let me take care of this for once not until you're ready-"

"Go to your room" she ordered. Her hazel eyes wandered through the room not meeting mine.

"Okay" was the last thing I said before walking up stairs to my room. It hurt to say the truth out loud in her face but once you bottle everything inside…it eventually comes out and that's what happened to me right now. There was more I wanted to say but dithered against it, we both had enough problems to even deal with more.

I layed in the queen sized bed and glanced around the oddly shaped room for once to distract me. It was painted a soothing light blue color that seemed to lighten up the room along with the huge five white bow windows. The floor was made of light oak tree wooden boards and the flowered rug layed in the middle right beneath the bed board. Two sky blue chairs were side by side with a cherry desk placed in front of the window to make it look comforting. The cherry drawer and lamp desk were placed side by side as well but with my bed. The bathroom door stood closed next to my medium size closet (Pictures of the house and rooms in my profile). I didn't have pictures put up in my wall like my other room back in Oregon; they remained in the over-filled album. The only two pictures I had put up were of me when I took the appearance of a five year old. I giggled at the picture of me with a weird looking bunny mask and smiled shyly at the other one where I held an antique camera.

I grew up quicker than expected and it was heartbreaking for my mom.

I made my way over to the bathroom and turned on the bath faucet. A nice relaxing bath should sooth me at least for a few minutes…..

As soon as I got out the tub I made a run to my room with the towel wrapped around my frame.

"Ugh!" I searched through my drawer and found undergarments.

"So so stupid" I mumbled as I ran towards the bathroom again. Mentally slapping myself, I put on the pair of matching lingerie and walked furiously towards my room…again.

Guess the bath didn't soothe me after all, I thought grimly.

Whilst looking in my closet for decent clothes to wear I heard April groan and close the front door, rather loudly might I add. I opened the curtain carefully being sure not to expose myself since I was still in my unmentionables.

"Look she's not here but maybe if you leave-"whoever she was talking to cut her off quickly.

"I'm going to leave my cell number then and tell her to call me asap please it's really urgent" they replied sounding confident. Another voice sniggered and I wondered what would be so funny out there. Taking a deep breath I poked my head out the window and caught the sight of two figures leaving the block.

I shrugged it off and went back to my closet. I found a light turquoise crochet trim braid tank and slim skinny jeans in a hanger that would go well with the neon turquoise flip flops I had bought a few days ago. As soon as I put those on I blow dried my hair and fixed it to the side, tying on a flower corsage as I did so.

"Those earrings and bangle set I bought you would look great with the outfit" April offered pointing at my wooden jewelry box. I smiled faintly and went to put those on as well.

"Thanks" I looked at her and she pursed her lips in a tight line.

"I'm going" she persisted looking this time straight at me.

"You're choice Avril" I whispered silently.

"Great" she chirped a smirk creeping up her face.

"I'm going to be fine Atti, I promise" she ruffled my hair and I glared playfully at her. She showed to trace of nervousness to go then again she does keep up good facades.

"Choirs, I'll change and then we leave" she prompted walking out the door. I shook my head and rolled my eyes.

Well this is going to be interesting, I thought sarcastically.

A/N Ha I'm chasing the writers block away until it leaves completely and maybe I'll update this week to make it up to all you who had to wait =) for this chapter to come out since the longest. I changed the pic of Atilia btw so if you want to check out the new pic visit my website and in the Velius residence link Atilia and April will come up as well as the rooms and house so yeah that's it.