CODY'S P.O.V.

Sick! I'm sick of Zack! I say I'll find Bailey, and instantly, an insult from him! Does he know that it hurts me? My own twin tries to bully me more than all the bullies that have ever bullied me. And seriously, I'm fed up of it! I won't even speak to Zack. I love Bailey so much, and he's calling me names for showing love? I bet he's only jealous because he can't even keep a damn relationship for a week. And of course, I've had Bailey for a long-term relationship. Jealousy in the eye.

Does Zack Martin, my twin, even know that he hurts me physically and emotionally. It's not okay with me. He thinks it's all just a joke. But I know Zack lies. He acts like it's just a joke. Sometimes, I know he really does joke the insults. But it still hurts me. And I'd say, it isn't funny. Can he just stop being mean? It's sounds childish, but I'm a man. I'm growing up, and even adults find things offensive. Like your twin brother's insults.

Can he change? Nobody knows. But I shouldn't even be thinking about this when my girlfriend is missing. Yeah, but this is on my mind, too. Hey, I love her, but I'm starting to hate Zack. Zack may think when I say 'I hate you', it's harsh and jokey, but it's not. It's true sometimes, I hate him when he just acts like I'm some dog he can train. He acts like he's the boss of me. And that prevents me from thinking about my Bailey.

I have a lot of problems on my mind, and Zack Martin is making this harder to deal with. I have to go find my girlfriend, and he's just 'joking' around with me. No, I don't find it funny like he does. Especially that I'm the victim. Even if I insulted someone else, I wouldn't take it to my pleasure like he does. For being that mean, I would feel guilt. Guilt. Does he feel pleasure? Or is it just a cool act? Does he love me (as a brother?) Or is it hate?

The world may never know. Unless he steps up to the plate. (YEAH RIGHT!)

"Hell... I need her..." I mutter, "I hate Zack..."

"Dude, I'm right here!" Zack cries.

"You need to stop," I snap, "Stop being so rude."

"Wha!" Zack yells, "It was just jokes! JEEZ!"

"I can't take a joke." I say.

"Apparently you're a loser." Zack jokes again.

"I told you! I'm sick of it!" I yell, "I don't know where my girlfriend is, and you're making it harder!"

This is the first time I've had the guts to tell him that. I love him, he's my brother. But sometimes, I know I hate him.