Thanks for the AMAZING reviews! I honestly like this story the best so far that I have done… I hope you can see how far I've improved, since I've only been on this site for about 8 months. I plan on staying a lot longer until I get onto with my own story that I don't have to write a DISCLAIMER for.

~GoGreen52

DISCLAIMER- I DO NOT OWN PJO OR TW, RR & SM DO.

Quote of the Update-

"Don't let the darkness of the past cover the brightness of the future." – Source Unknown

Secrets

Chapter 4 – Emails

-Alice Cullen POV-

It's been 7 days since Edward made us leave. All of those days he has sunk farther down into his depression. It kills our family to watch him act like that. Heck, the whole family has changed. I haven't shopped as much, Esme stopped designing, Rose hasn't been in front of a mirror for awhile, Carlisle has been taking longer hours at the hospital, Emmet hasn't made as many sarcastic comments, and Jazzy has been struggling with the emotions in the house on top of his own.

So, the mad truth is that this family is nothing without Bella's vibrant emotions here. It has effected us all.

"Alice?" Rose asked in a small voice. I had been silent for an amount of time that was considered 'not normal for Alice'.

"Yes?" I asked, looking at her. All the while I was trying to keep the sorrow look I had worn earlier on my face.

"I'm sorry," Rosalie whispered, almost too quiet for a vampire to hear.

"What are you sorry about? Bella and Edward's world has been… severed by reality… but at the same time, it has killed us all." I stated. That was the truth, no matter how sad it was.

"I was never nice to Bella, just the thought of her being human, yet wanting to be damned for all eternity… I wish I had that choice." Rose said, her eyes, as black as coal, looked as if they could be watering.

"We all do. Whenever I think like that, I put myself in their position. Jazzy as Edward and me as Bella. I would want the same." I explained, more to myself than her. I can see Bella's standpoint in this. I would die for Jasper. I would do anything for him.

Rose's eyes seemed to make the connection and she gave me a sad smile, "Thanks Alice."

I nodded and she walked off, probably to go get Emmet or something.

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I decided to contact Bella. We needed her. And I'm pretty sure that she needs us. Besides, lately her future has been… dark. I can see her, yet I can't. It's like someone, or something doesn't want me messing with her.

To- Bella_

From-

Bella-

We need to talk. Edward wont like me doing this, but I need you to be here.

Everyone has changed. Definatly not for the good. The truth is… we need you Bella.

~Alice

I sent it and layed back into the couch. I didn't really need too, considering that I was already as comfortable as it is, but I just wanted practice for acting human. It never hurts.

I mean, I need practice for when I go shopping, going to school, or anything else.

"Hey Alice," Jasper smiled as he sat next to me, putting his arm around my shoulders. AWE! "What are you doing?"

"Well, since you asked, I'm just sending a few emails," I explained nonchantly as if it were nothing.

"Emailing who?" Jasper asked curiously, looking at the screen. As soon as he saw it, he gasped.

"What if Romeo finds out?" Jazzy asked, eyes wider than usual. Not as wide as human's eyes get, yet large.

"He won't… until I tell him to read it." I said, smiling.

"Alice. You know not to meddle around in other people's business!" Jasper exclaimed.

"When we're all depressed, it becomes my business. And I'm talking to an empath here." I said bordly.

"Fine but-" he was cut off from a bell indicating someone emailed me. Bella.

I looked at the inbox to see 1 message from Bella Swan.

Jasper and I shared a look. After breaking the gaze, I clicked on the message. It read,

Dear the Cullens,

I cannot come back. Nor I will be in Forks. When he left I was devastated. A good friend of me reminded me of my priorities and that I was already pushing it. I knew that I was needed not in Forks but in a whole new place that I pray you never find out about.

I'm sorry that I cannot help you in your apparent time of need, but right now millions of people are depending on me. If you can think about that for a second… or millisecond, I really don't have the time I need to go see you.

Alice- I hope you're still the high-energy ball of fire that I always adored/loved you for. I miss you and I hope you never get pulled into my world…

Esme- You where always like a second mother to me when Renee couldn't be there. I love you like a mother, Esme. I hope like Alice you never get pulled into the deranged world I live in.

Carlisle- You, like Esme, where like a second father to me. Though it seemed you where always stitching me up, or putting me in a cast. Thank you for all you did… never come looking for me.

Emmet- Ha! I'm honestly laughing and crying right now remembering all the times we had. Seriously, I need you to be a big boy for Rosalie, Alice, Esme, and Carlisle. I'm sure Jasper will be well enough with Alice. NEVER. EVER. THINK ABOUT LOOKING FOR ME.

Rosalie- What can I say? We never really had the best relationship, but I will miss you. The stunning beauty that you have, lowering the ego's of every person in the room… I'll miss that. Keep Emmet in line, like you've been doing, okay? The man needs it.

Edward.

I just want to tell you I'm sorry it never worked out and I still love you with all of my heart. But promise me one thing- don't ever look me up, try to find me, or even ask around for me. I'll tell you right now that you'll find a past that is scarcely dark. Yes, even worse than a vampire.

THE CULLENS:

Don't look for me.

Don't ask for me.

Don't try to find out who I really am.

You'll just be in a whirlwind of death, and terrifying truths that most do not see.

This will be the last time you hear from me.

And please remember one thing-

Things are not always as they seem.

-Bella J.

I looked up from the screen, eyes wide. What was this girl talking about? And what's with the ending? Bella J.? Who the heck is that?

I quickly typed up and email, asking all of those questions, but I got no reply.

Short today I know- track started and I have a state test tomorrow- NEED THE REST

~GoGreen52