Just as Jade thought, the next day was filled with ignoring each other, no matter what. He sat away from the usual table, even though Jade didn't show up. She ate her lunch in the hallway with Justin and Lily, attempting to avoid Beck at all costs. Just the sight of him could send her into an emotional whirlpool. She was angry, sad, confused, and she was never going to get used to these fights.

But on the outside, she was the stronger person. A smile here, a laugh there. Nothing looked to phase her.

Beck was the same way. Once he saw that Jade wasn't at his normal spot, he went over and sat with Andre and the gang, sitting right next to Tori. She smiled sweetly at him, but her smile faded when Cat asked Beck about Jade.

"We got into a fight yesterday. It's no big deal. I don't know where she is right now though," he explained while taking a bite out of his burrito.

"A fight? About what?" Tori asked, putting a hand on his shoulder. Cat raised an eyebrow to Andre. She may not have been the sharpest tool in the shed, but when it came to relationships, she knew more than anyone thought.

This was making her all the more suspicious of Tori and her incentives.

"Just stupid stuff that doesn't matter," Beck mumbled.

Before Tori could ask another question, a blonde girl with a smug look came up to their table. Everyone except for the new addition groaned out loud. Beck especially.

"Hello, Beck," she said, pushing her shoulders back so she could make her chest pop up, "where's your bitch? Oh, I meant girlfriend."

"Go away, Jessica," Beck said, not paying her much attention.

"I'll be out of your hair in just a moment. Answer my question."

"I don't know where she is," he played along if it meant she could go away faster.

"Then you should know," Jessica said with a smirk, "She's in the hallway eating with that hot new guy, Justin. Have a great day."

Beck put down his burrito and gathered his things. That pushed him over the edge. He didn't even want to be in school anymore. Listening to everyone talk about this was just annoying. It was like everyone in the world knew his business. Guess that's just Hollywood for you.

He forgot about his classes for the rest of the day, and walked out to the parking lot, ignoring his friend's asking where he was going. They should know where he was going already since he was walking towards the parking lot. He was obviously going home...

Jade walked into her seventh hour, expecting it to be just like her other classes she would have normally had with Beck. They would hold back for as long as they could but then the power of attraction takes over and they just have to look at the other.

But this wasn't going to be like second or fifth hour because Beck didn't show up.

It sort of worried her that he wasn't there. What if something happened?

Just before her common sense could get the better of her, she had her hand up in the air, waiting for Mr. Moosh to notice. When he finally did, she simply asked, "Can I go to the nurse? I don't feel too good."

That was all it took for her to get a free pass out of class. It took us only a few moments to get out to the parking lot and into her car. She found herself driving down to his house against all of her common sense.

She was supposed to be the one waiting for him to come to her. Not the other way around. It was always his fault they got in fights, and it was normally him to apologize, regardless of the topic. She was more stubborn than he was. More demanding, everything with Jade was more.

His old pick up truck was parked in it's usual spot, and a black Charger was on the driveway next to it. She assumed it was his mom's new car since she had mentioned being on the look out for a nice, new sports car.

Jade pulled along the side of the road, making sure she wasn't making too much noise. She didn't know that if he knew she was there, would he have locked the door or ignored her?

Better to find out this way. She walked up to the front of the trailer and quietly opened the door, taking a step inside.

Sadly, to her surprise, Beck wasn't alone in his room. His shirt was completely unbuttoned and hardly hanging on his body. He was laying down on his bed the short way, with a girl covering his body, not to mention his lips. She didn't have a shirt on, and her bra straps were already sliding off.

Jade stood in shock. This was her boyfriend, being basically attacked by this whore also known as Tori.

She didn't know what was going on in her mind. All she could see was white, and all she could feel was rage. She couldn't stop herself as she marched over to his bed and promptly shoved the girl off of Beck.

"You fucking whore!" she yelled. Tori tried her best to look innocent as she jumped off the bed and tried to find her shirt.

Beck stood up in a flash and could hardly form a sentence, "Jade... it's not what it looks like."

"Not what it looks like? It looks like you were just about to have sex with this fucking whore," Jade yelled stepping away from Beck. Every step he took was too close, so she moved away from him. Her eyes were glaring at him, and if she could have castrated him with a look, she would have done it.

"I'd really appreciate it if you didn't keep calling me a whore..." Tori said, pulling her skimpy top onto her slender frame.

"I think you should shut up, Tori. It's for your own safety," Beck tried to tell her with caution.

"Yeah. Fucking stand up for her, you asshole." That was all Jade could say before she left out of the door with Beck hot on her heels. He was trying to reason with her, but that was too late. She saw what she saw, and there's no way he could have possibly changed her mind.

He grabbed a hold of her wrist and pulled her around, "Would you just fucking listen to me, Jade?"

"Why the fuck should I listen to someone who just shattered every fucking hope I ever had of finding someone who was going to love me for everything I was. Everything I could be, regardless of my countless flaws. I trusted you when I should have known better. Want to know why I'm so damn insecure? Because you were with Jessica when you started to try and get with me, who the fuck was going to stop you from doing it again? Sure as fuck wasn't me. I trusted you, and now I'm heartbroken and it's all your fault!" Jade said, ripping her wrist away from his grasp. The tears were falling down her freely now.

"Because I love you," Beck said with a panic. He had never seen her cry, he had to fix this.

She turned around with a sad smile and her make up running, "If this is love, I don't want it anymore."

With that, she was in her car, and driving away.

Beck could just stand there in a sad silence. He couldn't think of anyway to get out of this since he'd been caught red handed. This wasn't his fault though. It was all hers.

"Welllllllllllll, that sucked. It's too bad about your girlfriend finding us," Tori said as she walked up to him.

"There is no us, Tori. I can't fucking believe this shit. How could you have kissed me?" Beck asked, turning on her with a glare.

"You kissed back, darling. You act like you didn't want it," she played on him.

"I didn't want it. I don't want anything to do with you. You just fucked up my entire life." Beck's hand clenched into a fist. He would never hit a girl, and this was how he had to hold back his anger.

"Or I made it better. From what I've seen, Jade's a complete bitch and doesn't care about anything or anyone. She's just mean."

"You don't know her like I do."

"Would you stop defending her like she's listening? She doesn't care anymore, Beck."

"Tori. Get away from me. Go home or go to the mall, or go to hell for all I care. Just fucking leave."

He waked back to the trailer and slammed the door behind him. How could he have been so fucking stupid? Letting her inside his house was the worst mistake ever.

Jade was the first girl he had ever fallen in love with. To make him feel so special, and like there was no other girl who mattered. He loved her, and she loved him...

He cringed when he said loved. She probably hated him now. Thought of him as a horrific poison that just infected her life. This was the worst thing to ever happen to him.

Beck sat upon his bed and broke down. His eyes welled up and for the first time since he was a little kid, he began crying his eyes out.

He lost her, and he couldn't think that he would ever get her back.

He fucked up too bad this time.