AN: I'm still trying to master the art of writing lemons. So if it sucks sorry, and of course I am always up for pointers. No Beta as always just me. I hope you guys like it. Any questions ask and if you want a teaser for the next chapter request it : ) I love you my readers!
Last time I will say this because I usually forget. I do not own SOA or anything that is recognizable but I do own Sarah, Ana, T, Marcy, Lonnie, and the Florida people : ) I love my own universe.
PS Drama to come in the next couple of chapters :)
The party was just like all of them. Lonnie and Marcy made their exit right before all the little sweet butts made their way in. D, had stayed close to T's almost the whole night, watching her from across the room, keeping an eye on her. T didn't have to look to know he was watching her, she could feel his eyes on her. T had a plan to get rid of him though. She walked up to the bar and one of the sweet butts, Maria, said Happy birthday too her. This was just to fucking perfect. She told the sweet butt to grab one of her friends and head over to D. The girl looked at her confused at first. She knew that you never approached T's men or you would end up in a ditch somewhere. T laughed at the girl's confused face.
"Trust me, he's not with me. I'm not with anyone. He's fair game and I need him off my ass, so you would be doing me a favor honey." T told the girl.
The girl nodded and got up from the table. T hardly asked for anything and everyone knew that if she did, you didn't turn her down. Besides T was always quick to return a favor, and being in her good graces help, might even make her more respectable. After all, Maria hadn't slept with anyone but Koz so maybe once he got over T he would actually see her. T could help with that, at least Maria had some sort of hope. She grabbed another girl and they headed towards D who was talking to Austin. T watched Maria walk towards D, she knew it was wrong and she knew that the girl was in love with Koz and had even hooked up with him, but T didn't really care at the moment. She just wanted out of the clubhouse, out of this party to spend time with her girls and the next day she would spend time with Sarah and the kids, making it a perfect birthday. T made her exit quickly as D was talking to the girl.
"I'm not interested honey. Sorry." D told the girl. The girl looked at him confused.
"But T sent me over said that you could use some company." She told him, rubbing his arm and looking at the bar. The sweet butt knew that he was interested in T, and she knew that T wanted to leave like always. So she wasn't surprised that the Florida biker brushed her off, and was extremely proud of herself when she looked back at the bar and saw T was gone, causing D look at the bar and realize T was gone. After all how many times had she pulled the same move with Koz and Hap, after rejecting them and allowing another woman to comfort him. A lot of them loved and hated it because sometimes when T did that Koz and Hap would be almost loving and sometimes they would be ruff and brutal but allowing them pleasure most other members didn't. Maria had hope for another night with Koz, T had opened him up for her. D looked around and didn't see her anywhere. Koz came up behind him laughing.
"She's not here. She usually only sticks around until the girls show up and then she leaves. This is a classic T move. Better enjoy your company tonight because you wont be getting T." Koz told D, shooting a look at Maria before laughing.
D glared at Koz. He couldn't figure this dude out. He knew that he was one of the reasons that T headed towards Florida, but the main reason was Hap who they would see tomorrow when they made their entrance into Charming. D hadn't seen Hap in a couple years, and at that time they got along, but he knew now that he was trying to get T, all the friendliness would be gone. D shook his head, he didn't really care because after this problem was over he wouldn't see either of them for a long as time. D kept his cool even though he really wanted to hit Koz because he knew that T would be pissed if she had to come back. After all it was her birthday and she deserved to do what ever she wanted. D knew the road rules and even though T wasn't his old lady, sleeping with one of these girls seemed wrong. D wanted to prove that he was different, and he planned on doing it right.
"Never know, maybe she will come back and stay in Florida with me. Think I can wait a couple more days besides your not getting her either." D said to Koz then looked back at the girl
"I appreciate the offer doll, but I'm good." D said and walked away. Koz followed him
"I don't care who the hell you are, and I really could care less about what you think. But from one SAA to another, T is off limits." Koz said and shoulder checked D.
D didn't even stumble, he just pulled his hand back and knocked Koz right in the face. Silently cursing him for making him so mad he needed to put his hands on him. T would be pissed, D was sure but it felt so fucking good to hit him. Jonny and Jay who had been watching from the sidelines came over and broke it up before someone got in the middle of them.
"You guys want to fight take that shit outside, take it to the ring." Jonny told them.
D and Koz eyed each other and then nodded. They all headed out. Jay climbed in the ring to ref the match. Jonny however called T.
"Little cousin I know its your birthday but you might want to know that Koz and D are in the ring right now, fighting over what I would have to assume is you." He said in place of the usual hey.
"So what do you want me to do about it?" T asked, this shit was getting to be too much, and if Koz fucking really hurt him T would be pissed.
"Come watch?" Jonny asked.
"Who started it?" T asked, needing to know who she needed to be more pissed off at.
"I would have to say that you did." Jonny joked, but when T sighed an angry sigh he quickly added "I think that Koz did after you pulled that sweet butt stunt. From what Jay said D held back, it took Koz's shoulder checking him to actually get him to do something. Jay said D has a short temper and he was surprised he held back as long as he did. The Florida guys are quite fond of you and not so fond of the way Koz treats you. I think that they are all holding some deep anger in." Jonny was happy that she made friends out of the Florida charter. He couldn't wait to tell Sarah everything hr knew. Jonny hoped that D and Florida would be what he and Tacoma had been for Sarah.
"A'ight." T said with a groan and hung up.
Her girls looked at her, with concern and anger. Why the hell did shit have to ruin the girls birthday. She was already at her limit, the short trip and Florida wasn't enough to help her clear her mind. In fact it seemed to bring more to it. Both Lonnie and Marcy knew from watching though, that the Florida dude was different, he seemed to actually care about her. Hopefully things stayed that way and T got a good man to start a family with. After all before they knew it everyone would be getting married and having babies. T slammed her shot and stood up.
"Would you mind if we had one of the Florida guys stay at our crib, because someone might die if he doesn't." T asked her girls. They were worried about her, for once in a long time T looked defeated.
"Don't matter but whats going on?" Lonnie asked.
"D and Koz are in the ring right now, and I still have to go back to Florida and get my car. I don't think Zeke would be real happy if his SAA got killed because he has a crush on me and Jonny would be pissed if Koz gets killed because hes a dumbass. So to just avoid all this I'm just going to bring D back to our place." T told the girls.
They nodded but they both knew that this would cause her more problems, but it would save the club some. It was just like T to put her girls, Sarah and the kids and the club before herself. Shaking their heads they finished their drinks and paid the tab before leaving the bar and heading home.
"I think something bad is going to happen tonight" Lonnie told Marcy.
"Me too, me too." Marcy replied, hitting the gas.
Happy fucking birthday to me, T thought and pulled out into traffic. Jonny saw T's car pull into the lot and signaled Jay to start the fight. The crowd parted as T approached the ring. She stood next to her cousin and watched.
"Three rounds, regardless of who wins D is crashing at my place because we have bigger things to focus on then those two trying to kill each other all the damn time. Shit needs to be dealt with because I don't want this shit on my head, and it will get placed there. Its going to be worse when we go on lockdown in Charming. " T told him.
Jonny nodded to his cousin and went back to watching the fight. T made a valid point, but he was more worried about what T would do when it happened. Hap and Koz already lived on her shit list and Jonny was pretty sure that Clay lived there too. Jonny just hoped that he would be able to stop her before shit went south and that if he couldn't he could call in the first 9 to trial her. Clay would have no problem letting Tig pull the trigger and T was to loyal to the club. If it came to that she wouldn't even stop them, shit she would problem just stand there and egg him on to pull the trigger. T pulled 50 out of her pocket and turned to Mac and handed it to him.
"50 on Florida." Mac and Jonny looked at her like she was crazy. Koz was their best fighter and well he was Tacoma. Jonny and Mac shared a look, T might be becoming a Florida girl after all, because T knew her fights, and she had an advantage. She had worked with both of them and knew what they were made. Jonny couldn't decided if T was betting on Florida in spite of Koz or because she really thought he would win. After all T had always betted on Koz, even when she knew he was going to lose. In fact, T had saved the club a lot of fucking money that way. Jonny decided to place his own bet more to mess with her than because he wanted too. After all since her birthday was now ruined he figured he might as well try and lighten the mood. So that hopefully T didn't kill anyone, mostly him or Koz because right now they needed all of their people, and they really needed T for this shit to work.
"50 on Koz." Jonny told Mac.
Mac nodded. T leaned down on the ring like the rest of the guys right as round two was starting. She winked at D. Jay rang the bell but Koz had been distracted by the smile on D's face and didn't hear the sound. He looked behind him and saw T. D came at Koz and got some good hits on him. Koz turned around and got some hits on D. D pulled back and got a good one on Koz making him drop to the ground. Jay ended the round. Jonny looked at T and then the guys. He walked towards Koz with T on his heels,
"No talking about the bet, that would be cheating." She sang.
Jonny just shot her a glare but kept walking towards Koz. T hung back though and let Jonny talk to him. She could still hear them. Koz looked at her and then at Jonny.
"One more round, how you feeling?" Jonny asked Koz. Koz shrugged.
"So she come back for her new little boy toy?" He asked, but Koz thought it was more so because T had never missed one of his fights, At least that what he wanted to believe. "T is going to chew him up and spit him back out again ya know." Koz told Jonny.
Jonny just shook his head "She came back because I called her. said who ever wins the fight gets to stay at her house because we have bigger problems then you two wanting to kill each other all the time." Jonny told Koz.
"Who did she bet on?" Koz asked.
Jonny laughed." I am under strict rules by her to not talk about the bet. She said that its against the rules, and she is right. So just go out there and fight and after that you will find out. Might surprise you."
Koz nodded and stood up. T never bet on anyone but him, even when she had the rest of the club bet against him because it was a fight she knew he would lose. She knew how to keep his pride up, he didn't think that she would let him down now. New guy or not. Jonny knew it was wrong to lead him on, but he wanted Koz to really try. After saying all that he figured that maybe if he told Koz she betted on D, it would of made him fight harder. Jonny just shrugged the thought off, Koz getting his ass kicked might be good for him. Mac tried to wipe off some of the blood from his face, but Koz still had blood everywhere. Jonny walked back towards T.
"Your going down baby." He told her and leaned on the ring like she was. T shot him a glare.
"Nope, because while you were over there talking to Koz, I had Austin tell D the same lie that you told Koz. D just has an advantage because no matter what he is staying at my place, but I guess what they don't know wont hurt them. I will be more then happy to take your money though big brother." T said, still in a sing song voice. A sweet butt was standing around, not sure what to do. T looked at her
"Hey will you get me a beer?" She asked the girl. The girl nodded and walked quickly towards the clubhouse. Jonny yelled out after her
"Me too sweetheart!" She gave him a slight nod of the head. The fight started by the time the girl brought back the beers. Right now Koz had the upper hand. D quickly took it back though and hit Koz in his nose again. Time was called then. Jay and Jonny stood off to the side. Sarah walked up to T and put her arm around her.
"So who do you think won? Heard about the 'prize' I wonder if these guys realize that its only for one night." Sarah said laughing. T laughed with her and leaned close to her and whispered in her ear.
"Jonny made that shit up. D is staying at my house no matter what. The girls wont let Koz stay there, not after all the shit that went down. Besides they said that D is perfect for me."
Sarah nodded "You always have had a thing for David's and Florida might be good for you. It wasn't right for me, just like Tacoma might not be right for you. I would hate to see you go though little sister. T laughed at first, than nodded. She looked up and a huge group was on the stage. T and Sarah shared a look. T hopped up and walked over there. Jay and Jonny both looked at her.
"Look now we have a tie breaker person here, but we do reserve the right to veto if we think she is using this to her advantage." Jay said in a joking tone before swinging his arm around her.
T laughed, after the guys talked about it and why they thought each person should win. T laughed again. "You guys already know who it is, no one wants their pride to be hurt. You all know that D got Koz good and I'm not just saying that because I put money on him. I have seen them both in action and I knew that it would be close."
They all nodded Jay and Jonny went into the center.
"It was a close call, D from the Florida charter won." Jonny said.
Mac handed T and Jay each half of the money. Everyone from Tacoma bet on Koz, while T and Jay bet on D. T walked up to her cousin then and called for everyone's attention.
"The whole prize that Jonny started was a lie, just so you guys know." She smiled at Jonny and walked over to D.
D looked at her and kept drinking from his beer. D was worried that she would be pissed off at him, but looking up he could see the humor and worry in her eyes. T split her money in half and handed it to him. Then she leaned in real close,
"I hope you don't mind sharing a bed. You were going to be staying at my house no matter what. Get your stuff and lets go. I'm tired and its my birthday and since my party got ruined you owe me." She whispered. She winked and then walked away. Jay and Austin shot D a look.
"Lucky fucker." Jay mumbled.
D smiled and climbed out of the ring and went and got his stuff. As he was walking out of the dorm room he would no longer be staying in, he ran straight into Koz.
"Where the hell do you think your going? T told everyone Jonny was bull shitting about staying at her house. Besides her girls would never allow it, they don't want her to date a son." Koz said with an evil look in his eyes.
Koz was still pissed because T bet on D, and was getting close to this guy. She hadn't said anything to him since she came back. She avoided him, ignored him and went out of her way to make sure she was never alone with him. When Koz had asked Jonny about it, Jonny told him that being alone with T wasn't a good idea, said right now she wanted to kill him, just as much as she used to love him. Koz didn't think that T could ever really hurt him, and Koz was sure that if this fucking Florida dude wasn't around T would of already been with him. Koz was pissed off, this guy was fucking up his life.
"No, Jonny lied about the winner part, didn't matter who won, I would still be going to her place. She's pissed because we ruined her birthday and because we have bigger things to be worried about then fighting over her. Oh and according to what Jonny said, her girls would never let you stay there, not me. Its not dating a son they have a problem with, its who the son is." D told him back and started walking away.
Koz grabbed his bag and yanked D back towards him.
"I fucking told you that T is off fucking limits, I don't give a fuck if you beat me in a fight or not. I should fucking kill you." Koz said in a deadly calm voice.
When he went to pull out his gun to prove his point, He felt a gun pointed at his head instead. No one heard T approach them, they both had their backs to her. She was kind of upset about the fight but now she was just pissed. T clicked off the safety.
"Number one rule, never leave your back open. Getting sloppy Koz. Now let go of him." Koz let D go and D turned around and looked at her. She had the look of a killer. Koz started to turn around. T put her finger on the trigger and grabbed his arm forcing him to turn all the way around and look at her.
"What the fuck is wrong with you Koz? He's a mother fucking brother. Your no better then Hap now. Making fucking threats towards people. What the hell is wrong with you two?" She yelled at him.
Everyone in the clubhouse was quiet. Jonny grabbed Jay's arm and motioned towards the hallway.
"What do you think is going on? Should we break it up?" Jay asked Jonny.
"Not yet, she needs to get this off her chest. Its driving her crazy. T never yells like that when she's pissed. We just need to be close by in case." Jonny told him.
Jay nodded, he knew that D was in that hall, and he was pretty sure that it had been D that Koz threatened. Jay wasn't worried about T hurting D though, he knew that T cared about him. Jay was pissed that Koz tried this shit, and he was pissed T caught it. Jay had been studying T, and he could tell that since they came back, she was close to breaking. A broken killer was dangerous, to everyone but mostly to themselves. Jonny was pissed that he missed what had happened, well the start of it at least. The only thing now that would matter is if T shot Koz.
"We love you. We are jealous crazy people. I cant stand the thought of anyone else touching you. You should be with me, let me give you what you always wanted. Let me give you my crow. Be my old lady T. I promise I will take care of you, just like before you went to Juive." Koz said looking her straight in her eyes.
Hoping that she would realize that he loved her and she belonged with him. He would take care of her, she didn't need this Florida fucker. But looking in her eyes, Koz realized that Jonny was serious and if Koz would of caught T in this hallway alone, there was a good chance he wouldn't be walking out of it. Koz was worried then, it was weird having your own talent turned on you.
T lowered the gun and Koz grabbed her in a hug, hoping to prove that he meant what he said. T shoved him off her and smacked him in the face. The sound echoed in the hallway, making Jonny and Jay appear.
"Fuck you Kozik. Fuck you and Happy and your stupid we love you bullshit. You don't fucking love me, your obsessed with me, your jealous of anybody who gets close to me. You just fucking feed me my own lines, the words right from my letter. You really don't fucking get it. I don't want to be your old lady. I don't want your crow. Get that through your head." T yelled at him.
She stormed away and grabbed D's arm and kept walking basically dragging him with her. Jay gave him funny look but D just kept walking with T. T unlocked the car and climbed in. D got into the passenger side. T sped out of the lot, her cell phone ringing. She tossed it at D
"Answer that will you and tell who ever the hell it is what happened. If it's the girls tell them we are on our way and I am too fucking pissed off to drive and talk. "
D flipped the phone open and answered with a gruff
"Hello?"
"D?" Jonny asked
"Yeah, T told me to answer she said that she is too pissed to talk and drive, I am supposed to tell you what happened."
D felt like a bitch but he knew that T was on the brink of going off half cocked and he was more worried about her sanity than looking like a bitch. Beside almost every face he passed in the clubhouse looked afraid and worried.
"Alright, but first I need you to promise me a favor. I don't care how you do it, but when you get back to her place I need you to calm her down and I need you to watch out for her. She's getting to the point of self destruction with all the drama these fuckers keep bringing on her. I know that you feel like a bitch right now, but seriously we are all afraid for her and for you. She's about to go off half cocked, she's even more pissed than she was when she shot at all of us for that tat stunt. "
"I can do that" D told Jonny and then told him what happened. Jonny groaned and D could hear him yelling in the background.
"Damn it Kozik you fucker! If something bad happens to her this shit lies on your head." Jonny yelled.
D had to hold the phone away from him, but instead of putting it towards the window like he wanted to, his hand flung out towards T on accident. T snatched the phone away from him.
"I wanted to fucking kill him Jonny, I swear I fucking almost did it. I want to turn around so fucking bad and just lay into him. " She growled out.
D snatched the phone before she could say anything else, ignoring her glare and told Jonny that he would keep his promise and hung up. They pulled up to T's place and climbed out. D followed T up the stairs. Once they got into the apartment D noticed the girls from the airport and the party. T walked into the kitchen and they all heard something crash.
D walked into the kitchen with the girls hot on his heels, the black girl said in a very serious, very quiet voice. "What the fuck happened? Koz cause this?"
D didn't say anything but headed into the kitchen as he watched T punch another one of the glass cabinets. He looked over his shoulders at the girls. He grabbed at towel that was hanging off the stove and approached T very carefully because he knew she still had her gun. T looked at him and he could see how sad her eyes looked. D grabbed her and looked at her hand.
"babe, why don't you go to the bathroom with your girls, clean your hand up while I get you a drink. Okay?" He asked in a very soft voice.
T nodded and walked towards the girls. The black girl shot him a grateful look. Once they were gone D found the broom and swept up all the glass. Lastly he found the Walker and grabbed a glass, he poured her a glass and walked toward where he could hear voices. He knocked on the door. The Spanish girl opened the door and D handed her the glass and the bottle and turned around and walked away. D planted himself on the couch to wait for the girls.
Lonnie was picking out the glass and Marcy was refilling her glass, they hadn't really spoken much after T explained what the hell happened. Neither girl pointed out the silent tears streaming down her face. They just let her deal with her thoughts, both happy that the Florida guy got her calmed down, the last time T freaked like that, they had to call Sarah and get her over and it took the three of them almost an hour to calm her down. The Florida guy just walked in there, all calm and shit and had her letting them clean her up in less then five minutes.
20 minutes later all three of them walked out. T sat next to D and looked at him
"Sorry about that. This" she pointed to the black girl "is Lonnie and Marcy" she said as she pointed to the Spanish girl.
D nodded and said "Nice to meet you"
"shit I forgot the bottle in the bathroom." T said as she went to stand up. D stood up first though
"I got it, I wanted to take a shower anyways, if that's cool" He said looking at the girls. They nodded
"No problem, that's my bathroom. There should be some not so girlie shit under the sink." T said and looked back at the TV.
D walked back towards the door and picked up his forgotten bag off the floor. He walked into the bathroom and grabbed the bottle and the glass and brought them back to T. She gave him a smile, and he headed back towards the bathroom. D was worried about her, and he was pissed that he let it get that far. He should of just walked away from Koz, but nope he let him push him, wanted him to push him so he had a reason to fight him. D felt guilty, something he hadn't felt in awhile.
He didn't bother to lock the door, because he didn't figure anyone would walk in when they knew he was in there. He was wrong though because T walked in. D pulled the curtain open and looked at her but didn't say anything.
T leaned down and grabbed some of the guy stuff from under the sink. She started to unwrap her hand then. After that she took off her clothes and grabbed the guy body wash and climbed in behind D. She handed it to him. He smiled at her and moved out of the way so she could get under the water. D washed his body and T moved out of the way so he could rinse off. D noticed her hand was still bleeding when she reached for the shampoo. He reached out and touched her arm lightly.
"Can I do that for you?" He asked his gruff voice that held a gentle tone.
T stared at him for a minute but nodded. As D rubbed the shampoo into her hair she relaxed into him slightly. It felt good to let someone else take care of her for once and washing your hair with one hand was a bitch. After she rinsed her hair out he put the conditioner in it. Then he reached past her and grabbed her body wash. D was gentle and loving throughout the whole thing. There was nothing sexual about it, but it was a moment filled with passion. After T rinsed off she leaned forward and kissed him. It started out slow and gentle but quickly turned into more aggressive, full of need and want. Their tongues battling and for once T just gave up being in control. She was tired of it, she wanted someone else to make all of her demons go away, she wanted someone else to overpower her. She realized that she was a woman full of contradictions, but she didn't have it in her to care. She loved the way D was all man, demanding and powerful, but he could be gentle and caring as well. Four days, that's all it had been. T didn't think it was possible to love someone in such sort of a time, but D made her feel things. He made life more real, more colorful and he gave her more reason to go on. T knew that she was on a downward spiral but she didn't care at that moment. D could take her to hell if that was where he was going and T would follow, just like the lost puppy she felt she was becoming. She realized though, that having strength and being strong were two different things. She had strength, but D was showing her what it was like to be strong.
T rubbed up against him and they both moaned. D kissed her harder and started rubbing on her breast. D broke off from the kiss and started trailing kisses down her neck to her breast. He took one nipple in his mouth biting lightly while caressing the other, pinching, pulling and tugging. D heard her moans and switched sides. T kept rubbing up against him. D didn't take his mouth away from her nipple as he picked her up and slammed her into the shower wall. T lined herself up with D's rather large and hard cock. D leaned up and kissed her before slamming into her. Both of them groaning at the contact, both feeling whole and complete.
"So fucking tight babe" he whispered in her ear and he bit on her earlobe. T moaned again. D was keeping a slightly slow pace.
"Harder, faster, fuck me D. Fuck me so hard that I walk funny for a week. It feels so damn good" T moaned out.
D picked up his pace and did as she asked slamming her into the wall over and over again until he was close to coming, the feel of her nails scratching his back, her heels digging into his ass, and her tighs tightening around his waist were signs to him that she was close too. He was pissed that he didn't grab a condom, but he wasn't planning on getting any in the shower. He wanted to spill his seed inside of her, but didn't want to force her or himself into being with each other by accidentally getting her pregnant. Even though D was more than ready to put his life on the line for this woman, wanted to make her his old lady, he knew that he had to wait until she was ready.
"I'm going to cum babe I need to pull out." He groaned out.
"You better fucking not David, I'm so close. I'm on birth control, just keep going." She moaned out.
D kept going harder and faster and when T screamed out his name, biting his shoulder as she had her orgasm, it brought on his own. He kept going to prolong their orgasms. When he couldn't go anymore he gently kissed her.
Leaning his forehead against her own he whispered "I'm sorry for ruining your birthday."
T studied his face and kissed him again gently "Its okay, your making it up to me." She told him quietly.
D nodded before washing them again and getting out. D wrapped a towel around himself and then one around her.
"Sit down let me rewrap your hand" He told T.
T sat and let him wrap her hand again. They walked through the door that led into her room. D was too exhausted to really look at the room, but he did notice that the walls were blue and so was the bedding. D laid down and pulled T close to him. It was weird for T, she hadn't spent the night in a man's arms for a long time. She felt safe and happy. Smiling she closed her eyes, D shielding her from the outside world was her last thought before sleep took over.
T awoke early the next day. She had to go over to Sarah and Jonny's house. She needed to talk to Ana today before they all left. T climbed out of bed and headed to the closet. When she came back out fully dressed D spoke.
"So no morning after sex?" he asked
T smiled at him,
"How about you just go back to sleep and I will be back later and make you breakfast in bed? I have to go see Ana and Junior. They wont need you at the clubhouse until later, Jonny already called. Its best to keep you and Koz away from each other for now." T responded.
D nodded and rolled over, T walked out of the room. Marcy and Lonnie were up, Lonnie was watching TV and Marcy looked like she was getting ready to leave.
"You leaving?" T asked as she walked into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water.
"Yeah, I got to head to Cali today. Make sure Marcus doesn't do no stupid shit. You know how he is." Marcy replied.
T nodded and walked into the living room to grab her bag and keys.
"You leaving Florida here?" Lonnie asked from her perch on the couch.
"Yeah I got to go see the kids. I think its time for Ana to know what I really do, before this shit goes any farther. She keeps pushing and as much as its going to kill me when she hates me, I cant have her become me." T told her.
Lonnie nodded. Her and Marcy had been waiting for this day. They knew it was coming and they knew that Ana wouldn't tell anyone. She would keep it to herself after all she was a smart girl and she respected T. Hopefully Ana wouldn't hate her but T would do everything in her power to make sure no other woman would be her. Anyone with a brain would see that being T was not always a good thing.
T pulled up to the house, Ana was out the door before T had even got out of the car. Ana ran and gave her aunt a hug.
"I wanted to go to your party last night but mom told me no" Ana said with a pout.
"Yeah well, it wasn't a fun party. Trust me baby, you didn't miss much." T told her, before linking arms with her and walking back towards the house.
Sarah was getting Junior dressed.
"T hey, sorry I figured that after last night you would be too tired to come by this morning and I already told Junior we would run errands. You know how much he likes to go bye-bye." Sarah said as T and Ana came in.
"Its fine, you mind if I steal Ana though?" T asked
"Sure. Make sure that you bring her to the clubhouse with you though. Ana you packed your bag right?"
"Yeah mom, I'm twelve not three." Ana told her mom.
"Speaking of being twelve now, what do you want for your birthday?" T asked
"I don't really know." Ana replied.
"Okay well we are off, see you later Sarah." T called as her and Ana left the house.
T called the diner and ordered their favorite food for them to pick up. After picking up their food, T drove out to her cabin. It was a favorite spot for her and Ana. T had bought a huge trampoline, and Ana and T would sit on it and talk. T handed Ana the food bag and walked to the trunk. She pulled out a birthday bag. Ana smiled hugely, she knew that T had already gotten her something and T's presents never disappointed. T laughed at Ana's face as she pulled out the two other bags and a box.
"What you should of known by now that Marcy and Lonnie would of gotten you something as well." T said as she closed the trunk and headed towards the gate.
After opening the gate T walked to the trampoline and set all the presents down before running back to the car to grab the drinks. Ana climbed up on the trampoline and opened up the food bags. She was already eating part of her sandwich when T got back to the yard.
"Hold on to these drinks while I get up, I don't want them all shaken up." T told her as she passed over the four cans of pepsi, their favorite.
Today was one of Ana's favorite days of the year. Ana's birthday was the 22nd, the day before T's and the day after T's birthday they always spent the day together. Sometimes they went out and sometimes they just came here and talked. T had bought the cabin a couple years ago, and though she could live in it she preferred to be closer to her girls and everyone else. Ana smiled and clapped when T turned on some music. Ana didn't even realize that T had brought her IPod dock station back with her when she got the sodas. Ana was on cloud nine eating lunch, listening to music and dancing with T. Once they finished eating T passed over the presents to Ana. Ana opened the one from Marcy first. It was a really cute outfit, jeans with a tight tank and a button up plaid, in Ana style with T style mixed in and a 50 dollar prepaid visa card. Lonnie also got her an outfit, and a visa card. The last bag was the biggest and it was from T. Ana pulled out the cutest jeans she had ever seen. Next she pulled out three different tops. Ana went to put the bag aside and T shook her head.
"There is more of course baby." T told her.
Ana reached in and her hand wrapped around a plastic case Ana pulled out an IPod touch like T's. She looked at T, who shook her head and Ana reached in again and pulled out two cards. 100 dollars for iTunes and 500 dollar visa card.
"Happy birthday baby girl, sorry I missed it." T told her as she reached over and gave Ana a huge before handing over the box.
Ana read the card with the box. It was from the Trinity. Ana knew that was Marcy, Lonnie and T. She knew the story about how they got that name and Ana had heard people talk about them before. Some girls were really jealous of them. After all the area they lived in was small and everyone knew about the Sons and T. All of Ana's friends told her that she was so lucky, but when Ana asked T about it before, she said that she would explain it someday. Inside the box was three pairs of shoes. The one Ana opened and tried on immediately was the boots that matched the ones that T was currently wearing.
"I know how much you love them so I figured that I would get you, your own pair so that you don't steal mine." T told her with a light shoulder shove.
"Thank you for all of this auntie, and make sure that you tell Lonnie and Marcy I said thanks too, okay?" She asked.
"Of course I will baby." T said wrapping her arm around Ana.
"Ana, why do you want to be like me? I don't always do good stuff." T asked
"You're a good person, I don't care what you say. I'm always going to want to be like you, well unless you kill people." Ana said
T didn't say anything for a minute, just staring out at the trees just over the fence.
"Ana, that's what I do. That's why they call me the little killer, and I never want that for you. Its not something I enjoy doing but its something I have become. I will do whatever it takes to make sure that you and junior are always safe. You know how you asked me why all those girls said that your so lucky. You asked why older girls are always nice to you and stuff. You know how sometimes at the parties at the clubhouse you see those girls who are all over the guys right?" T asked
Ana nodded "Momma calls them sweet butts, but she never explained what that means."
"Whatever I tell you Ana you can never tell anyone, okay. You cant tell anyone that I kill people or anything like that okay. Its really important that you don't okay because I don't want to go to jail anymore than you want me too okay?"
"Of course you can trust me."
"I know that baby, I just need to make sure that you understand that this is serious stuff. a sweet butt is a woman who has sex with the guys without being their girlfriend or old lady in hopes of becoming an old lady or just for protection. Those girls who tell you that are most likely future sweet butts. They all want to get to the top of the chain, to be what your mom is. What you will be someday. Ana don't be like me, find a nice son and settle down, become an old lady. Trust me you don't want to be like me."
"How come your not an old lady?"
"Maybe someday I will be, but for now I am what I am. Its not that simple for me, I wish it was but its not and that's okay."
"I get why you don't want me to be like you. I still want to be like you but instead of being a killer I want to be an old lady. You are strong and beautiful and kind and you care about me and junior more than yourself. That's why I want to be like you."
"As long as those are the only reasons, than I am okay with that. I love you Ana and I only want whats best for you, and being me well that's not it okay?" T asked.
"Okay" Ana agreed.
T's phone went off, she glanced at Ana before answering.
"Yeah okay, I'll drop her off and than go get D, okay?"
"Yeah see you soon."
T hung up the phone and helped Ana get her stuff together. They threw out the food and brought the presents back to the car.
"Sorry about this baby girl but your dad needs all of us at the club, I'm going to drop you off and than I have to go back to my house and grab my bags and D." T told Ana.
Ana nodded, she wasn't really mad at T but she was hurt. Everything that Ana had ever thought had been changed today and she realized that she needed to pay closer attention and quit over looking the smaller details. Ana was at a cross road. She wanted nothing more than to be normal. She didn't like the older girls paying her attention because of the club guys and she didn't like the way people looked at her like she has the plague or with pity. It was a tough lesson for Ana to learn, not everything was as it seems. She couldn't decide if her family is good guys or the bad guys. So she decided that maybe they were a little of both.
After a quiet ride back the clubhouse, T couldn't decide if she did the right thing or not. She wanted Ana put off of being like her before it got too far, before she set her heart on it too much. Ana reached over and gave T a hug as she climbed out of the car. T smiled and waved after she saw Ana walk into the clubhouse. Pulling away and headed towards home, T just hoped that she did something right for a change.