AN: this is my longest chapter ever. I wanted to break it apart but I couldn't do it, I wanted you guys to get the full effect of how close to a breakdown T really is and how she really feels about everything. Sorry if you don't like the direction I'm taking this but the story just kind of took me over and this is how it played out. I'm in love with this story and knowing that some of you guys are too makes me super freaking happy :)

Well Enjoy, and if you don't review I wont know what you think. If you hate it let me know but just please try to be nice about it.

T and Gemma were leaving the diner when the bitch pulled them over. T told Gemma to call the guys and tell them that the plan was starting. T was on her own phone and had called Stalls boss. She put her phone on speaker phone on her lap, she already told Gemma to be on good behavior because this would work out better. Stall's boss had already talked to T before and knew that Stall was pushing it. It helped that T's father was good friends with him and all he had to do to make it all go away was catch her with something good. T rolled down her window as Stall approached.

"Well hello again my little smart biker whore, hows it going?" She asked T. It took a lot for the women in the car to keep quiet about it but they did because they needed Stall gone to move on to LOAN.

"Fine agent Stall thanks for asking, now what I can I do for you?" T asked.

"You and the biker queen can step out of the car, you are both under arrest." Stall said. T knew that there were no warrants on her or Gemma or any of the guys. She pulled all of that shit and the director had just told her that there was nothing new. Gemma was pissed

"What the hell do you mean?" Gemma demanded.

"Well since making Opie look like a rat didn't work and only ended up with Donna killed I figured that finding something stupid, and you set me up perfectly with that stunt earlier, or maybe stretching it a little bit might help. What with having the two of the main women who keep this club in line in jail and all. Don't worry you'll be out in a couple days but for now it will rattle their little cages."

T looked at Gemma and gave her a head nod, both women stepped out of the car and allowed her to cuff them and search them. T of course had nothing in the car but by this time Stall's boss had already heard that and booked a ticket to Charming. T left her phone on and he kept it recording. Stall did take her cell but didn't realize it was on. She kept talking trash and her boss just kept recording it. He was on the phone with Rosen the club's lawyer telling him that they would be out very fucking soon. He was on the private plane and on his way to Charming. T looked at Gemma and smiled. Gemma smiled back at her, the plan was going fucking perfectly. Now the LOAN dudes were all at the mercy of some very pissed of men, as long as the guys took care of their part this would all be over by the time they got out of jail. It was already getting dark and night was the perfect cover. The plan had been playing out perfectly, except for the thing with Tara and Abel. T could have lived without that drama, but shit happens and some women really cant handle the life.

They were only in the holding cells in the Charming PD for five hours before they were being released. ATF agent Jacobson, Stall's boss was freeing them from their cells with the promise that the ATF would be out of Charming by the end of the day and Stall would no longer be an officer. It helped some that the government was giving them a nice chunk for not suing them, since T had already filed a complaint against Stall for harassment, twice.

The two women walked out of the PD and lit a cigarette while they waited for the guys to show up. T opted to ride with Jax over Happy because she wasn't in the mood for that conversation. Little did she know that she would be having that conversation sooner then she would like.

While T and Gemma were in jail, Koz and Hap had allowed some LOAN guys to do a good number on D before killing them. He was lying on his bed in his dorm room when T got back. Everyone was preparing for telling T the news but they knew that there would be hell to pay when T saw D. Hap was really hoping that T would ride with him on the way back to the clubhouse from the PD so he could get a chance to talk to her before she shot him. Zeke had already been called and as one of the original 9 he was fucking livid and already on a plane out, he knew that Hap and Koz took longer to deal with the problem than they should have. Shit everyone did, and the fact that Koz and Hap thought that T wouldn't put two and two together was just wishful thinking on their part.

T walked into the clubhouse and had a couple of shots before she noticed that D and the other Florida guys were nowhere to be seen. She leaned on the bar,

"Where the hell are the Florida guys?" She asked Bobby, who was behind the bar since Kip was still at the hospital.

Bobby looked down and poured her another shot, he wasn't going to be the one to tell her. Jonny said he would do it even though Hap or Koz should, but T would kill them before they could even finish. Jonny took the seat next to her with Jax on her other side, he knew that there was going to be hell to pay.

"Bobby pour her another shot yeah?" Jax said from her right side. She shot him a glare and pulled her gun, from Jonny's waist.

"Somebody better start fucking talking or I am going to shoot first and ask questions later." She said before slamming her shot.

"There was a fight, D got cornered by some LOAN guys and got the shit beaten out of him. While we were out, he was on one side while the others guys were all on the other sides. Zeke is fucking livid and already on his way out here. No need to shoot anyone they are all fine and with D in his room." Jonny told her. Jonny wanted to ask for his gun back, but he knew that would piss T off even more. So he just let her hold it and prayed that she didn't shot him first or at all.

T knew her cousin, and she knew he wasn't telling her everything, there was more to it, she could tell. It didn't take her long to figure it out. She looked at Jonny

"I see, and the guys he was with wouldn't of happened to been Koz and Hap, and my guess would be Austin would it?" She asked and the whole room froze. Koz and Hap stood at the back. Regretting that they had taught her so well, but also so fucking proud that she knew her shit.

"That was all just a coincidence T, come on we are family here and we don't hurt family." Tig said from Jax's other side.

T knew though, she knew and she was fucking livid. She motioned to her shot glass and Bobby poured her two more before she moved. She stood up and walked towards the hallway, everyone thought they were in the clear before they heard the shots. Two shots rang out, one coming close to Koz and one coming close to Hap. They all knew that if she wanted them dead they would be consequences be damned. She looked at Tig.

"This family is fucked up, you know that Tig, you know that well. We all know that." She turned to Hap and Koz. "I bet zeke has your fucking patches for this shit you assholes, I know that you did this. Everyone knows that you did this even though you guys took the time, and found the guys to lay blame for this on or maybe you say a golden opportunity. If he would have died, those shots wouldn't of missed."

She walked over to the two men and stood in front of them. When they looked at her, they didn't see the killer they had created they saw the girl she had been when she got out of Juvie. She spoke to them in a quiet sad voice, and it broke their hearts to hear it

"Let me go guys, please let me go. Let me be happy. I need to fix this, I need someone to love me to care for me, to respect me. Please I need him. Me, I am asking you guys for this, I have never asked for anything. Please for once think of me, of what I need, of what I want." T walked away then, Leaving the whole room speechless, most of them didn't catch what she said. She had said it for them only, but everyone could read the broken expression on her face.

No one knew just how lost she was, and they still didn't but at that moment Hap and Koz understood and even thought they didn't like it and it hurt their pride they knew that it was time to let her go. She needed him, not them. She had left her back open to them, and they knew in that moment they could kill her, she was giving them the choice but they wouldn't even though she threatened them. They loved her too much and they had already caused her enough damage. Some of it could never be fixed.

Jay and Austin were standing in the hallway. They ran out when they heard the gun shots and they had seen the whole show. They let T pass, each giving her a pat. She tried to be strong as she walked into D's room, but D could see through it. He held his arms open and she climbed into them. It was the first time since her first kill that she had cried and even then she hadn't done it in front of anyone. D just held her until she got it all out and finally fell asleep. Jay and Austin came back in the room and told him what happened. D nodded throughout the whole story, kissing T's head every now and again. She didn't even stir. D had never seen her sleep like that. T was a light sleeper, but right now she was so far gone that he didn't think anything could wake her up.

D nodded as Jay and Austin told him it was time for them to go and get Zeke. After they left Jonny came in. He stroked her hair and was surprised that she didn't stir.

"I haven't seen her sleep like that since before she went to juive. I saw that girl you told me about today. We all did and I think that Koz and Hap finally see all of the shit she has been keeping bottled up."

Jonny noticed that her eyes were slightly swollen from crying

"And I haven't seen her cry since before then either. Take care of her brother, I am leaving her in your hands and I don't think she could of found a better man. Your not a softy but you care and you don't make her feel like less then what she is. You love her for who she is, all of her. Not just the confident killer but the sweet woman and the lost girl. you love her even though she is complex and crazy and stubborn. Those are the reasons that you love her the most." Jonny added.

D nodded and added "You forgot amazing and beautiful."

Jonny laughed and kissed T's head and left the room. He locked the door on his way out. No one needed to fuck with them. He knew that Zeke would want to talk to him, but he knew that it would be okay to wait. T had all the Florida guys wrapped around her finger. She was like that though, everyone loved her or hated her. It seemed to Jonny that T had found the perfect balance while in Florida of being the killer she now is and the woman she wants to be. Jonny was proud of her then and pissed at himself and the Charming guys because they needed her and had brought her back. Being back here destroyed the balance that she had created. Hopefully D could help her get it back.

Zeke walked into the Charming clubhouse and was greeted by all the men. Ronnie had tagged along, she wanted to see Sarah and the kids, and to be there for T. After all they were all pretty damn sure T would be making Florida her permanent residence. Sarah and Ronnie hugged, while Jonny, Clay and Zeke all entered the chapel. The three presidents sat down, none of them talking. Technically, nothing could be proved that Hap and Koz had pulled that stunt, but they all knew they did. Zeke was within his rights to ask for punishment for this, but Zeke wasn't even sure what he was going to do about it yet. He still had to talk to D and see what he said. This was going to ride on his head, and knowing D he would just let it go. After all D got the girl, even after all the bullshit.

"Real sorry about this Zeke, Hap swears that this was all just a freak coincidence. Said that him and Koz wanted to do something, they wont deny that but the LOAN fuckers ended up doing it instead." Clay told him.

Zeke looked at him long and hard before turning and looking at Jonny. Jonny was shaking his head. "Tacoma and Koz will take whatever punishment you see fit. We all know, that if LOAN wouldn't of beaten them too it, they would of done it themselves. I feel responsible for this, after all most of this is because of my cousin." Jonny said, holding his head high.

"Damn straight, the bitch might have good plans and be a good killer but other than that she's brought nothing but fucking drama" Clay said.

Zeke and Jonny both looked at him, before Jonny could say anything Zeke spoke up.

"Don't matter pretty sure that T is coming to Florida, shit I might just force her too because that way she will at least be respected. You need to get with the times Clay, your stuck in the old school. We all know that Donna's death is on your hands, and I'm kind of wanting to get the heads together and get you out of President and give it to your VP, but you wont be able to ride for much longer, so how about you just make sure your VP knows his shit for when his time comes and try not to destroy this club anymore. After all this is the motherhood club, and you need to set an example. I still got to talk to D but I think that this is all going to just lay where its at. I want T though, and once she's in Florida she wont be coming back to do any work for you guys. You need something it needs to go through me." Zeke said leaning back in his chair.

Clay was pissed but he knew that Zeke was dead fucking serious so he thought it best to just keep his mouth shut. Jonny looked at Zeke

'fine but I will call her whenever I want. If I need a club favor I will talk to you first but shes my little sister first and I've already fucked up enough. I wont lose her anymore than I already have." Jonny stated

Zeke eyed him. "I would expect nothing less from you. Club favors through me, otherwise your free to talk to her when ever you want. I'm pretty sure that we are all in agreement. Now I need to talk to my guys and T because we got plane tickets out of here in two days. Now that your problems are all fixed I can take my boys back." Zeke said standing up and walking out of the room.

Clay looked at Jonny, but Jonny didn't even spare him a second glance. Jonny left the room, leaving Clay to think through shit on his own. Zeke was walking down the hall, as Jonny walked out. Jonny walked towards Sarah and pulled her close.

"I'm losing my sister huh?" Sarah asked.

Jonny just nodded, "Looks that way, but I think that the rest of the shit will just die here."

Sarah nodded. Jonny was surprised that she wasn't crying. He looked at her question fully.

"I knew that she would go, I mean if she wants too. She needs out of here and it hurts but for once I'm really putting her happiness and wants and needs before mine. We fucked up Jonny. This is the only way I can think of to make it right. Besides T might not even do it. After all she wont want to leave her girls, me and the kids."

Jonny didn't say anything, he just held her tighter. For now he would let her have hope, but Jonny had already made peace with it. T needed to be away from them, she was looking for something and she found it, in D and in Florida. Jonny wasn't above shoving her ass on the plane if need be. Tacoma would always be her home, she could come back whenever she wanted.

Jay let Zeke into the dorm room where D and T were. He took a seat in the chair beside the bed. T shot him a smile and went to leave. They had club business to discuss, but Zeke stopped her.

"Nope you need to be a part of this conversation too doll." He told her.

T sat back down on the bed.

"so what do we want to do?" Zeke asked D.

"Nothing, it was an accident. Let it go." D told him.

Zeke nodded "What about you princess? What are you going to do?"

"I don't know. Not kill them obviously, but I haven't thought past that really." She said

"I want you in Florida" Zeke told her.

T just looked at him, "What the fuck?" She asked

"I want you in Florida" Zeke repeated.

"Again, what the fuck? I don't just fucking go where people tell me too, I don't fucking belong to this damn club." T told him back.

D tried to wrap his arm around her but she shoved it off.

"Don't matter, Jonny approved of it. Your coming to Florida, it will be better for you" Zeke told her again.

T shook her head and stood up. She looked at D for a moment and when he didn't say anything she shook her head.

"I don't give a fuck. Fuck you, Fuck Jonny and fuck what you think" T told them and left the room.

D looked at his president. "Please fucking tell me that you did not just make her seem like a fucking object that just got traded."

"I didn't" Zeke told him and in his eyes he didn't, but he was sure that he probably should of left this to D or Jonny. T was pissed now and that never ended up good for anyone, ever.

D shook his head, so much for getting her to move to Florida, after that they would be lucky if they could find her now.

T walked out of the dorm room, she walked into the next one and grabbed her bag. Jay and Austin tried to grab her as she walked past. Jonny was standing at the end of the hallway. He knew the minute he heard the door slam open that things didn't go well and now he figured he would have to shove her on a plane. She walked right up to him and smacked him, then shoved him aside and stormed out of the clubhouse. Jonny following her, Jay and Austin close behind. Lucky for her the gates were still open and all of the guys were inside. She climbed in her car and started it up. She locked the doors, ignoring the guys as they surrounded the car. T backed it up and Jay had just enough time to jump out of the way before she hit him. None of the guys thought that she would actually hit them, but she proved at that moment she didn't give a fuck.

T sped out of the lot, calling her girls as she pulled out of Charming and onto the highway.

"Meet me at the bar, half an hour." T said before hanging up on Lonnie.

Lonnie called Marcy,

"Something bad happened, grab the extra bags girl I think that we are going on a trip." Lonnie said not even bother with Hello or anything.

"Right, so when do we meet?" Marcy asked.

" T said half an hour, I'm going to head out soon though. We need to talk before she gets there. She's running for real this time." Lonnie said

"Okay meet you there in twenty." Marcy said and hung up. Marcy threw all her stuff into her bag and headed out to her car. Twenty minutes later she pulled up to the bar. Lonnie was already there, so she headed in to find her.

"So, damage control huh? Sarah will be calling soon." Marcy said right as her phone rang. Sarah's name coming up on the ID, "Speak of the devil."

"Answer, you haven't heard from T yet." Lonnie told her. Marcy nodded and answered the phone.

"Hello?" Marcy said faking drunk.

"Hey Marcy, you hear from T?" Sarah asked

"Nope, just out with Lonnie. Why something bad happen?" Marcy asked.

"Umm… I'm not really sure whats going on. T stormed out of here a hour ago. Figured she would call you guys." Sarah said.

"Nope, but if I hear from her I will let you know, she'll probably be calling soon." Marcy replied

"Okay thanks, tell Lonnie to do the same please?" She asked

"No prob, call us when you find her okay?" Marcy added.

"I will, bye Marcy." Sarah said before hanging up.

Marcy and Lonnie shared a look, and T stormed in.

"I'm going to the spot, if you guys want your more than welcome to come." T said not even bothering to explain anything.

Marcy and Lonnie nodded and the girls got up and walked out.

"Sarah already called, they wont be far behind. Good thing we have everything already prepared and that we got to a bar none of them know about." Marcy called out to her as they all walked towards their cars.

"I'll explain once were on the fucking plane. Sorry about this guys." T said before climbing into her car and pulling out the lot. Marcy and Lonnie hot on her tail.

The girls pulled up to the airport and parked in long term parking. Lonnie and T meet Marcy at the back of her car. All of them pulling out their bags and heading in towards the airport. They turned their cells off and bought the first tickets they could to the Bahamas. They were in luck and one left an hour, with three seats only left. All in first class, T paid in cash and the girls headed for security.

Once the plane was safely in the air, T who was sitting in the middle started the story. She went from the time that her and D left the house all the way up to why she was leaving.

"We wouldn't have minded if you went to Florida, but I get why your pissed." Marcy said.

"What did D say?" Lonnie asked

"Nothing, he didn't say shit. Why do people treat me like a fucking object all the damn time? If they would have asked I probably would of went, but Zeke basically demanded that I come to Florida, and than Jonny saying that I had to go. I feel like I got traded so no one got in trouble for that shit Koz and Hap pulled. I don't give a fuck if he's family or not. I'm not a little fucking kid anymore, they cant just say your going Taylor that's final. What the fuck do I look like? I'm starting to wonder if there is a sign on my head that says treat me like shit, I enjoy it" T said before sliding back in her seat.

Marcy and Lonnie just looked at their best friend. She was all kinds of fucked up and they were worried about her. Nothing would happen to them, but T was breaking and she was breaking fast. They were confused, and they knew that T wouldn't stay gone long. Sure Zeke could of said it better because T was already in a fucked up place, but it wasn't as big of a demand as they usually make of her. Than again she was tired of people making demands in the first place. All three girls slept most of the way there, even T who never slept on planes. they woke up when it was time to put their seatbelts back on for landing.

After getting off the plane, getting a cab and checking in to their hotel room, they all turned their phones back on. Lonnie listened as Leroy demanded she call and tell him where she's at. Marcus left Marcy a message that was basically the same. The girls called their brother and told them that they were fine and they didn't know when they would be back, but told them that they were safe and yes T was with them. Lonnie and Leroy hung up right before Marcy and Marcus.

T didn't check her voicemail or read her texts. She looked to see who they were from, but didn't read them.

"You know they even had Ana text me. She's my serious weakness and they are trying to use her against me. That's so fucked up." T said.

Marcy and Lonnie stared at her as she threw her phone on the bed and paced around. Marcy opened her bag and pulled out her swimsuit.

"How about we go to the beach, it's the middle of the afternoon, its nice and I for one want to enjoy the sun." Marcy said.

T looked at her and smiled before digging out her own. The girls all changed and headed out, leaving their cell phones and the drama in the hotel room.

D hung up after calling T for the twentieth time, not even bothering to leave a message that time. Jonny came in and looked at him.

"Just got word from Leroy, Lonnie, Marcy and T are all together and fine. He doesn't know where they are but he's pretty sure they left the country. Juice and Austin pull up the records and see if you can figure out where they went" Jonny said before putting his arm around Sarah.

Ana was sitting next to her mom, not saying anything. "Whats up kiddo?" Ronnie asked her.

Ana looked at her, than her mom and dad, before looking at everyone else.

"Why do you guys keep doing this to her?" Ana asked

Everyone in the room was quiet and looked at her.

"What do you mean?" Ronnie asked the girl.

"I know what she does, she talks to me and she told me. She told me when she came back and I asked her why she left. She said no one sees her as a person anymore. Just an object to be used and traded. So why? Why do you keep making her leave?" Ana asked

"I don't think you really understand babe" Jonny told his daughter.

Ana looked at him

"What that she kills people, or that you guys treat her like a toy." She asked.

Everyones head shot towards her. "T told you that?" Jonny asked

"Yep, I told her that I would always want to be like her unless she killed people, and she told me that was exactly what she did. She said to never become her, that if I did I would be at the mercy of the club instead of myself. She said that I should find a nice son to settle down with and become an old lady. She said that they get more respect and get treated better than she does. I asked her why she doesn't become an old lady and she said that she might, but for now she is what she is." Ana told them, angry tears running down her face.

"That's not exactly true baby" Sarah said trying to pull her into a hug but Ana pushed her away. "I know it is because you guys even had me call her for you. She'll come home when she's ready and I hope that when she does she takes me with her if she leaves again, I hate it here without her. I miss her, I love her, why cant you guys?" Ana asked before storming out of the room and slamming the door to her dorm.

Sarah and Jonny shared a look, Sarah went to go after her but Ronnie stopped her.

"Let her go, she just learned that her role model isn't as perfect as she thought she was, she thought that T had a good life and T shattered that dream because she would rather have Ana hate her than become her. T knew what she was doing, just like when you were younger I knew stuff your mom didnt. T knows stuff about Ana that you don't. Let her deal with that, besides she has a point, we all say we love her but look at how we treat her." Ronnie said.

Sarah took her seat back at Jonny. "I love her, I don't treat her like that."

"Didn't you say you were putting her wants and needs first for once? But right after that you said she probably wouldn't leave you and the kids and her friends behind. That isn't putting her first, that's having hope she wont leave you, that she wont put her own needs first but yours." Ronnie told her. Than turned to Jonny

"you and Zeke had no right to assume she would go along with what you wanted, that you could demand that of her. She's not something to be traded because you don't want wrath to fall upon your club. She's a person and she should have been asked to go to Florida not told." Ronnie finished.

"What about me? Why is she pissed at me, I didn't even say anything." D asked

"That's the point, you want her to be your old lady but you let Zeke tell her instead of asking her yourself. You didn't stick up for her, she gave you a chance. She looked to you and you didn't say shit. We are all at fault and we need to let her go. When she's ready she will come back. Until than, we have to let her clear her head and let her girls help her figure shit out. You hurt her D, and now she probably thinks your no better than Hap and Koz. When she comes home, treat her like a fucking person for gods sakes and act right or we will all lose her." Ronnie said before leaving the room.

Everyone was quiet after Ronnie's speech. No one had ever pointed out their faults like that. Jonny had just assumed T was already planning on heading to Florida because of D, but he did make it seem like a trade. He realized than that they all treated her like property not a person. He just told her what he needed her to do and she did it, he didn't really ask. He had been taking her for granted because of why she started in the first place. She did if for the people she loved, she didn't ask for them to acknowledge it, or to be thankful for it and after awhile they just used her to their advantage. The only time she stood up was when it came to her girls or Ana. No one fucked with them, you could say or do what you wanted to her, but not to them. To fuck with them was like asking for her to kill you.

D sat at the bar, drinking as much as he could. They would be leaving for Florida tomorrow and he could only hope that T would call him soon or Jonny would call when he talked to her. D was worried and pissed and so many other emotions all at once that he felt like he was stuck on a downward spiral to insanity and fast. He had liked girls and even loved a few but what he felt for them was grey compared to the color of his feelings toward T. He barely even had her and he had already lost her. He was stupid, he should of just asked her instead of waiting for her or someone else to bring it up. He really was no better than Koz and Hap if he didn't stand by her but instead demanded stuff and let others use her.

Zeke didn't say anything, Ronnie had already told him off and she was hardly speaking to him. Zeke realized that he fucked up but he was trying to do what was best for her. He realized that sometimes he forgets that she's a grown up with no real relation to him. T wasn't his daughter even if he looked at her like one, and for most of her life she has been told what to do and just went with it. T was a killer, she had been trained but she had more than paid her debt to the club, she killed many but she wasn't a member of the club. Her father sent her to Jonny when she got too out of control where she had to live with the rules of the club, than she went to juive and had to obey the rules there. After she got out she followed Hap and Koz and became who they wanted, she did what the club told her too, and she quit doing shit for herself. Sure T had never been normal but she wasn't heartless either no matter how hard she tried to kill her emotions.

Ana sat in the room she was using at the clubhouse, they would be headed back for Tacoma tomorrow when the Florida guys left. She was more than ready to go home and be in her own room, with her own things. She would think better and feel better. Sure Ana was mad that the one person she looked up to did bad things, even horrible things but still that was her aunt and her favorite person in the whole world. No one understood her like T did and no one made her as happy or feel as safe as T.T was her best friend, and without her around she felt lost. She didn't want her to move to Florida, but she didn't want to see her sad anymore. Ana always tried to over look the obvious, but she saw the light die in her aunts eyes. It had gotten to the point where they hardly sparkled even when they were directed at her or her brother. Ana, knew that her aunt wasn't the same as she used to be, but that didn't make Ana love her any less. Picking up her phone Ana did the trick that T had taught her, that if she really needed her to call, text and than call again. So that was what Ana did, she was surprised when T answered the phone.

"Hey baby girl" T said

"Hi auntie" Ana responded

"Hows it going?"

"Well, everyone freaked out, Ronnie yelled at everyone after I asked them why if I could love you they couldn't, I came into my room. The Florida people leave tomorrow and we are headed back to Tacoma tomorrow too. I miss you."

T was sad, she could hear the tears in Ana's voice even though she knew that Ana was trying to be strong and not cry, because T never did.

"I miss you too babe. Its okay to cry you know. I promise I wont tell." T told her niece, tears streaming down her own face.

"I told them that I wouldn't let them use me to get a hold of you, I wont even tell them I called and you answered if you don't want. I just wanted to make sure you were okay and that you knew that I love you and I miss you and I cant wait for you to come home."

"Oh baby, I know that you love me, and I love you too. I miss you so much, and I promise that I will always answer your calls, you can call me whenever you want. You can tell them that you called if you want to, and that we talked I don't mind. I'm sorry that you are stuck in the middle of this. When I do come home, I promise you that we will do something, whatever you want. Just you and me, thanks for sticking up to them for me, but be good okay? I will call you tomorrow okay. I love you, give your brother a kiss for me?"

"I will, I love you too. Promise to call tomorrow?"

"I promise baby girl"

"Bye auntie"

"Bye baby"

Ana hung up and walked out of the room, everyone stared at her. She walked up to her brother and picked him up. Not paying attention to the fact that everyone was watching. Ana kissed him and rubbed his head in a very T jester.

"Your auntie said that she loves you." Ana said

"Auntie?" Junior asked

Ana nodded and set him back down. D had approached the pair.

"So you talked to her?" He asked Ana

"Yep, she said that she's fine and that she loves me and junior." Ana said vaguely.

"That's it?" Jonny asked his daughter.

"Pretty much. I didn't ask where she was, and she didn't tell." Ana replied and took a seat on the couch, looking at her cell phone.

"So she didn't say when she's coming home?" D asked

"Nope" Ana said popping the p.

"Oh" D said before picking up his own cell and dialing T, even though he knew that it was a wasted effort. Ana was the only one who mattered to her anymore and D couldn't even be mad at her for it.

Hap and Koz watched the group from the pool table, they had almost made it to the point of letting her go but this shit just stirred up a whole lot of anger for them. Hap stepped outside and dialed T, not expecting her to answer so when he heard her say

"Hello Happy."

He was shocked, and it took him a moment to say anything.

"What's up killer?" He finally asked.

"Oh just the usual, ya know?" She replied easily.

"So your good than?" He asked

"I don't think good would be a term I would use, more like pissed off, hurt and betrayed but I don't think that there is a word that describes all that."

Hap laughed, even though she was pissed she was still a smart ass.

"So, any idea when you plan on coming home because you know running doesn't suit you."

"Yeah well, for now its all I got. I have never been one for drama Hap, and that's about all there is in my life right now. I could probably tell you what's going on right now without having to be there."

"I don't know about all that." Hap said, daring her wanting to keep her on the line for juice to trace.

"Ana is sitting on a couch upset, she probably told everyone that when I come home she wants to live with me. D is at a bar getting drunk, you and Koz are trying to come up with a plan to get me home or figure out where I am and how to drag me back. Sarah has probably been crying since Ana said that, and Jonny is trying to figure out where he fucked up and how to fix it."

Hap didn't say anything because she hit it right on the head.

"So how did I do? And I know your tracing this call, but don't worry I wont be gone for long. Just long enough to not want to kill someone. I honestly miss my bed and the girls want to get back and deal with their brothers plus they have jobs to start and shit."

Hap shot a look at Juice who had been tracing the call and mouthed Bahamas.

"Yep your right, so how is the Bahamas?" he asked

"Lovely, no drama, no fights, no killing but after my call from Ana I realize that I have to come home and face real life soon, before you guys come and find me. Beside my baby girl needs me and I have never been one to leave her on her own."

"Okay"

"Yep, bye Hap tell them all that I said they you all can go fuck yourselves, I'll be home soon."

Hap looked at the phone after she hung up. Walking over to Jonny he put his hand on his shoulder.

"Just talked to her, she said that we can all go fuck ourselves. She's in the Bahamas and she'll be home soon. My guess is a couple days. Said the girls got lives to get back to and that her baby girl needs her." Hap told them all

D was pissed, she answered Hap's call but wouldn't answer his. Hap shot him a smirk and walked back over to Koz. D slammed another shot, he was almost drunk but he needed more, he needed to drink until he passed out or he would end up hitting something or someone.

T was lying in her bed, Lonnie and Marcy were sleeping. They had bought their tickets to back home, they would leave in two days. They all knew that they wouldn't be gone long, just long enough to clear her head so they didn't even bother changing their job interviews, T wasn't ready to go back but of course because she put everyone's needs first, so she would. Besides if she didn't they would all come looking for her, and she didn't want that. She wanted peace and quiet, time to clear her head and figure out the next move. T looked through all her texts, and even though she really wanted to reply to D's she didn't. She knew that she should call him, so quietly climbing out of bed and heading outside she dialed the number. She could tell when he answered that he was drunk, but she had to do this.

"Baby I am so sorry."

"I know you are D"

"Please just come to Florida, I promise we will have our own house we can make our own babies and you can be my old lady."

" Your drunk"

"Yeah and you answered Happy's call but not mine, what the fuck?" He asked

"Look, I don't think its going to work out D. I thought you were different but now I don't know." She told him honestly.

D stared at his phone, did she really just fucking tell him that. He was drunk and pissed and he knew that he should just hang up but he was too drunk to think rationally.

"The fuck? Was I just a fuck to piss them off? You know what, fuck you. You're a fucking bitch and a whore and I cant fucking stand you. You probably did fuck them. Whatever I'm done. I'll be back in Florida tomorrow. Without you and I cant wait to fuck the first sweet butt I see, actually I think I will go find one right now." D said and than hung up.

T looked at the phone. She wasn't surprised that he said that shit, but what did surprise her was that it hurt, and it hurt bad. T just stared at the phone as it started to ring again. She didn't even realize that she had been sitting there for twenty minutes. To hell with it she thought, they all already know where I am, so she answered it

"Yep" she answered

"Hey baby girl. I just talked to D. I heard him yelling some pretty nasty things in the phone. Wasn't hard to convince him to tell me that it was you he was talking too and why he said it." Ronnie said

T sighed "Yeah, doesn't surprise me either."

"You hurt him you know? I know that he hurt you but are you sure that your willing to give him up?"

"I don't know. I'm not sure about shit. I'm pissed the fuck off, and I'm hurt. I'm really fucking confused because I expected what he said and worse but I didn't think it would hurt as much." T said truthfully.

"You give a fuck. You let yourself feel something good for once, backing out now is only hurting both of you. I think that you should come home and talk with Jonny and stuff and than come to Florida. You too love each other after such a short time and being apart isn't doing either one of you any good."

"I really don't know Ronnie. I don't know if I can handle that or him, shit I know that Koz and Hap are never going to back down now and the only real reason I am coming back is Ana."

"Well you think about it baby. There is always going to be a place in Florida for you if you want it. Everyone is sorry that they hurt you, and I think that they are starting to realize their mistakes."

"I don't know Ronnie, I really don't know. I'll be home in a couple days. I know that you guys will already be gone but thank you for your help and I hope that your right. For once I was actually happy and had hopes to live as normal a life as you can when in this club, and now I have no fucking clue where I am headed."

"You'll figure it out babe, and if you do decide Florida is right for you, you don't have to be with D. Hell you don't even have to be around the club. I'll be there for you the whole time, if you need me call. Just do whatever feels right to you."

Ronnie hung up and went back into D's room. D had destroyed a shit load of stuff in his anger, and though they were faint Ronnie could see where the tears had run down his face.

"You know that your going to have to pay for this right?" Ronnie asked in a joking tone.

D turned around and looked at her.

"Yeah, I know." He replied plopping down on the bed.

"She'll come around, but those words you said hurt her. I don't care how she plays it off I know that they did. She even admitted to me. She was expecting those words to come from you but she wasn't expecting the pain that followed. You two are right for each other, just like Zeke and me or Sarah and Jonny or even Clay and Gemma. Have faith it will work itself out, but wrecking shit and drinking yourself into a coma wont help. We leave tomorrow, when we get home got to your house clean it and fix it. I give it two months tops until you two are back together. A pull like yours is too hard to ignore for any longer than that. I was a lot like her when I was that age and I didn't agree with a lot of stuff, and when I meet Zeke, I ran for it. After one fuck up I ran because I was too afraid of getting hurt. Two months later we were back together in our own place, happy as hell and getting ready to get married. It is what it is, your love will only die if you let it and even than it wont completely go away. Without her part of you will always be missing and the same goes for her." Ronnie stood up and patted his shoulder before leaving the room. Her words spinning around D's head, giving him a hope he wasn't sure he deserved.

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