AN: Okay so I just realized that when I am trying to space it out, it wasn't coming up so I am trying something new. Let me know if you like it or not. Oh and this Chapter might seem really random but I am trying to get to the bottom of everything and trying to shape my characters as people and this is the way they wanted to go. Please don't hate me! Anyways let me know how you guys feel and so far Hap is winning.

PS. I did listen to love the way you lie Eminem while writing this so there are parts of the song in this story, though not all of them are in order

As T sat on the back of Hap's bike her arms wrapped tightly around his waist, she let her mind wander back to a time when they were happy. She remembered how riding on Hap's bike with him always gave her goose bumps and how she always begged him to go faster. T knew that no matter how scared she would get, that Hap would save her. She quickly burst that bubble of security. Hap was just a man not a god, and if his bike went down he wouldn't be able to save her. She realized that all of her little girl fantasy were worth nothing anymore. Hap wasn't a damn prince on a motorcycle with a gun, he was a killer and she was the same. She still loved him though, she always had and that was why she even started this trip down memory lane. She knew that her and Hap had a lot of shit to discuss but first and foremost that needed to reach the home his mother was staying at. T had never been afraid of Hap's mom, or momma as she liked to call her, even though the older woman seemed to know things that normal people didn't. T loved hearing the stories of momma's people, and she loved the extra knowledge the older woman gave her. The advice was always golden and T spent a lot of time thinking over what momma had told her. T knew that Hap's future without her was dark and full of death, momma had told her that the last time she had visited. T couldn't bear to go back after that because she did the one thing that momma had asked not to. She had kicked Happy's ass to the curb and she knew momma was pissed at her. The fact that Hap's momma was pissed at her hurt her more than if anyone else was mad at her. T loved momma and momma always treated her like a long lost daughter even though her and Hap were never officially together and now they were really apart. T was trying to fix that though, she knew her options and now she had to have a talk with both men and see where they stood. Ana was a huge deciding factor for T, because Ana came first. No one else had as much power over her as that little girl. T shook her head, she didn't have time to worry about making a final choice right this minute. This time was for her and Hap to bond and to go visit his mom. The talking part would come later at their favorite spot and the choice would be made whenever T felt right about it.

At the current moment no one was forcing her hand, everyone here was pretty content on letting it ride itself out. T wasn't too sure what would happen in Florida though, from what she heard D was a real fucking mess. T felt a pang of guilt for that, but quickly shoved it down. She shouldn't of allowed herself a trip down memory lane. She wasn't that stupid girl any longer, she didn't need to feel things unless she wanted too. After all if all those Psychology classes taught her anything it taught her that pain and emotions are all in the mind. Sure she still believed you could love someone with your whole body, but she knew that the actual love was something her mind created not her heart. Fear, guilt, excitement and everything else was all in her head. T let her arms go loose around Hap's waist, she waited awhile before she flung them out and threw her head back. After all riding a bike could clear your mind and that's exactly what T needed, a clear mind and an open heart. Today would be taxing on all of them and she knew better than to go in with assumptions. After all her and Hap were like that line of that Eminem song, Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems, maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano…

-LK-

Hap kept his hands on the handle bars, even though he wanted nothing more than to place them on T's. He loved the way her body seemed to curve perfectly around his whenever she rode on the back of his bike. He loved the strength of her thighs pressed against his and the hum of the bike underneath them. Shit he had fantasies about fucking her on his bike at their spot. T was the brightness to his dark, the moon to his night sky and the love of his life. Something he never thought he would be capable of. Love, what an interesting emotion, it was so different from everything else he felt. Love was like pain and happiness all wrapped into one word. Hap never thought he would be able to love anyone but his momma. He didn't want kids or a wife and he never really wanted a house with a fenced in yard and some stupid dog to take care of. T changed that all for him though. He wanted to see his crow on her, even if it wouldn't be where he had wanted to put it. He wanted to see her belly round with his child, he wanted to hear her scream at him and call him every name in the book while she gave birth. He wanted the house with the picket fence and the dog and he would even drive a damn cage, as long as he could have it all with T. No one else would be able to handle his life, no one else would love him despite his faults and lack of emotions. Hap had never even noticed he was missing anything until he meet T, and now that he had and he had envisioned what could be had, he wanted it. T was a fire cracker, a smart ass and beautiful but she was everything he ever wanted all wrapped into one. She wouldn't back down and she wouldn't let him walk all over her. She fit in with the club and she understood his lifestyle, shit the girl lived his lifestyle. He taught her everything he knew, he wouldn't have to worry about people sneaking up on her, or her getting used as a way to break him. She was just as crazy as he was, maybe more so but she was smart. Not only that but everyone who had heard about her was at least a little bit afraid of her and become even more so once they saw her in action. It always scared Hap when T flung her arms out on the bike, he was always afraid that she would fly off, but she hadn't yet and he hoped that she never would. He couldn't help but smile when she did it though, it reminded him of the older days, of when she looked at him like a god and loved him so much that anyone in a ten mile area would be able to feel it. It made him proud to know that someone as good hearted as her could love someone as awful as him, it made him feel like he wasn't that bad of a person. You're the same as me, when it comes to love your just as blinded….

-LK-

Momma waited in the lounge. She had a dream the night before of T and Hap riding in to visit her on Happy's bike. She smiled as she heard the roar of a motorcycle pull up and stood to look out the window. Just like in her dream, there were Happy and T on his bike. She was excited there was hope for her boy yet. She had wanted to at least be able to hold one of her grandbabies before she died and if things went the way she had dreamt them, she would. She could only hope that they made it through their talk okay once they left here. They looked happy enough, though she couldn't see her sons eyes she was sure that they were gleaming. She took her seat again as she waited for them to come inside, it had been too long since she had seen the two of them together and it had been too long since T had visited. She knew that T was afraid that, after her and Hap had went their separate ways, momma was made at her. It had taken a call of her basically demanding that T come see her for the girl to break down. Momma knew that T was having a rough time of it and that all of the drama that had been happening had her head a jumbled mess but things would clear as soon as she and Hap talked. They both needed to get past the pain to make a future. Momma planned to help with that.

"Miss Maddie, your son and daughter in law are here for a visit" nurse Sandy told her.

"Please bring them in." She told the nurse, not being able to hide her glee or smile.

Hap and T came in than, both smiling at her as she held her arms out for a hug. Hap leaned down first and gave his mother a kiss on the cheek. T stood back watching the scene. Once Hap was standing tall again, momma looked at T expectantly. T walked over and hugged her gently and kissed her cheek.

"Its good to see you again daughter. Next time don't stay away for so long" Momma whispered in her ear.

"I wont, I promise" T replied.

Momma nodded her head and spread her arms wide.

"Take a seat my children, we have much to discuss." She told them.

Hap and T took their seats on either side of her. Momma placed a shaky hand on both of their steady ones.

"I have missed you two,and to see you two together makes me very happy. I know that you two have much to discuss on your ride home so I wont keep your for long but I do expect another trip from the two of you once the final choice has been made." Momma told them, giving each of them a hard look.

T and Hap both nodded in response.

"so what is new?" momma asked T.

T and Hap shared a look before T began telling momma her story. You ever love somebody so much….

-LK-

D arrived back at the clubhouse at night fall. He had driven everywhere and had even stopped at his house to see how things were going. He also spent a lot of time on the beach, thinking. It was a shock to D to realize that T had wormed her way into his heart so quickly. D had loved before and he broke that poor girls heart, but now it seemed that T was breaking his. D didn't like how he felt so out of control in his life. D was a strong man, and a proud one and he realized as he sat there that even though he loved T and she was currently hurting him, his pride was hurting worse. T was an independent woman, she was strong and brave and just as proud as he. D wasn't sure if he would be able to live a life with someone so independent. Not that D wanted a woman who would fold to his every whim, but he wanted a woman who would be his partner but still make him feel like a powerful man. T was powerful and held herself in the same regard as the rest of the SAA and killers in the club life. She was actively involved and needed no one to rescue her. D liked to feel needed and he wasn't sure that T would provide that for him, he knew that T didn't need a knight in shiny leather. She needed someone to challenge her and someone to challenge. She wanted to be able to be a stay at home mom if she wanted too, but she didn't want that to be expected of her. She was beautiful and loving and she cared more about the people who mattered in her life than her own. D loved her with all he had but he couldn't help but feel as if the reason losing T hurt so much was because it was a kick to his pride, not his heart. D had been proud that he was the only one to bed her, of all the sons who wanted too. He was proud that he could calm her down faster than her best friends and family. T could stand by his side without making him look like a bitch but she had made him feel like she was the man in the relationship and he had let her. T was crazier than him, Hap and Koz but not as crazy as Tig Tragger in Charming. She didn't kill innocence if she could help it, and she didn't crave the need for death. At least d didn't think so, but he knew that she enjoyed some part of what she did. The kill was a thrill for all of them, but D hoped that the thrill for T, was knowing that her family was safe. Love the way you lie….

-LK-

T told momma the edit version of what had been happening in her life. She left out the set up Hap and Koz pulled on D. She left out the amount of killing she had done. T could feel her skin itching for a new tat. Now that her and Hap were on good terms again she wondered if she should ask him to add two more. She shoved that thought away for later use, after all she had time and she didn't need to be in no rush.

"I know that you two have tough times ahead of you. I know that you have a lot to discuss, some of it will be bad and some of it not so bad. You need to get through the bad before you can reach the good. Get it all out, make peace with your past demons of they will haunt you." Momma said gripping T's had tightly. Hap and T shared a look before nodding.

T knew that shit with Hap was going to get real bad before it got better. They both had a shit load of anger built up and it had to come out. T wasn't sure if she should be worried or if she should be excited. Every time they fight, it turns her on. She was wondering if maybe it was time to actually do the deed with Hap. She had heard good things about him, things she really didn't want to know but the crow eaters talked too much and too loud. She really didn't want to know about the weird shit that Tig liked but while they were in lock down in charming she learned way more about that sick mans sexual likes that she ever wanted too. Some of the girls thanked her after a night with Hap, after she had rejected him and some of them walked funny and were in pain and hated her after. Hap was real hit or miss and a lot of those girls were willing to take a chance and hoped for a good night not a bad one. They all always came back though. T figured that it would best to just do it because maybe there love was based off the fact that they never had. Maybe it wasn't even love but lust and sexual tension.

Hap stood up and hugged his mom, before taking a step back and allowing T to do the same.

"Go easy on him." Momma whispered in her ear.

T straightened up and nodded her head in response. Hap flung his arm around her shoulders and lead her out of the building and back towards his bike. T slide her helmet on and joined Hap on the bike. She clung to him tightly as he took off. At the current moment she was in dire need of a cigarette and she really wished she would of brought a bottle because there were a lot of ways this talk could go and some jack might help. No she shook her head, this could lead to a fight and she needed to be on her game. The ride to their spot seemed to go by way too fast for her likening but she climbed off the bike after Happy. It was now of never and this talk needed to be had, everything needed to be put out in the open. T pulled her smokes and lighter out of her bag. She lit one up before looking up at Happy.

"No weapons. I don't know how this is going to go but I know the rules. If I get mad enough to hit you I know that you will hit me back. Just try to not hit me in the face. Don't want to have to explain that. Good?" She asked as she slid her knife out of her boot and placed in her bag with her gun and set them on the ground. Just going stand here and watch me burn….

-LK-

Hap was shocked at her statement. No weapons, and no hitting in the face. He really hoped that it wouldn't come to that, but it had before. T and him had thrown hands a couple times, none of them pretty. Not a lot of people knew about them actually having fought the couple times it had almost gotten to that point with people around they got thrown in the ring with the gloves on or pulled away from each other to calm down. Two killers like them, maybe they didn't belong together. Their anger scared a whole hell of a lot of people. The only time T's anger never came out was around Ana and Junior. Hap was ashmed that he couldn't control his anger enough not to hit T back, but she knew what she was doing he had warned her the first few times. Hap kind of learned that she seemed to enjoy it or need it, the violence. It was scary but true, because as they both killed their emotions the only thing that always felt as strong was anger. With them the anger was always tense and seemed to turn sexual. In fact the few times that they had almost had sex had been after a bad fight, the lust that poured off of them was extreme and the sexual tension between the two was ridicules.

T is in no way a soft person, she loved everything to be hard and demanding. A few times Hap and slammed her into a door with his hand on her throat, were the times that she kissed him like the world would end if she didn't. Hap could see it now, her on her knees with him behind her a hand wrapped in her hair as he slammed unforgivingly into her. Hard and fast and rough the way she had always said she liked it. T wasn't a princess and she wasn't a prude but she had pride, too much pride and way too much control. Hap could get that she would want to lose some of that at some point. Her control was outstanding, she never got lost in the haze of lust or hate. Her head stayed clear, even when Hap himself because fuzzy.

Hap slid his gun out of the holster and placed it in the saddle bag of his bike. He bent over and took the knife out of his boot and added it to the bag with the gun. He took a long drag before turning back towards T.

Her back was to him as she stood next to the rail looking out over the mountains. Washington was beautiful and this spot helped them both find a peaceful place in their world of chaos. It wasn't anything special, just a road a little way off the highway. Just a rail to keep people from falling off, but it was theirs. It wasn't tainted by the bloodshed of their everyday life and the only bad memory for them it held was of when Hap finally told her he was going nomad.

"You know, I come here sometimes. When I cant seem to find peace anywhere else. I only ever do it while your on the road so I know that I wont run into you. I find that his place gives me peace and haunts me every time. Sometimes I cant even bear to stop or even look at this road when I drive past. We have a lot of memories, both good and bad. All of the good was always shared here, even when you told me you decided to go nomad. I was never mad at you for that, I didn't want to hold you back in life. I want you to have whatever it is you want. I didn't know until looking at our book that what you really want is me." T said to him, her back still turned.

Hap took a long drag of his cigarette and let her words settle between them. He was never good with words or feelings but right now the fate of his future depended on it. At least a future that held more than death anyways.

"I know, it's the same for me" He finally responded.

"I'm not ready to give it back yet." She stated as she turned to face him. The sun was setting and she looked even more beautiful with the fading light behind her.

"Okay" he stated simply

"You know I hated you. I hated you so much that I couldn't even stand to look at you anymore. I told myself over and over that I didn't love you. That you were a piece of shit and everything else, until Mac and I talked I really thought that I didn't love you anymore. I looked for and I looked deep, it was still there buried under a whole hell of a lot of hate, anger and lies but it was there. I still hate you because I hate myself"

Hap stared at her blankly. He was trying to keep his anger down because nothing she said really made him feel any better.

"Whats the point of this than if you hate me?"

T shrugged her shoulders.

"Answer me damn it! If you fucking hate me so much why the hell are we here? You keep doing this you play these stupid little kid fucking games with me. I know you fucking love me. I know that it hurts that I left you to go nomad. I fucking cant stand all the games you play. Your nothing but a bitch and a whore. You care of no ones feeling but your own. You're a selfish bitch." He said his words laced with venom.

Just gonna stand there hear me cry…

Hap didn't move in time as her fist collided into his side. She swung again and Hap dodged it, throwing out his own punch into her thigh. He watched her leg falter instead of watching her hands as they came down in two strong blows to his back. She brought the leg up that he hit and kneed him in the stomach. At that moment he was so mad, all he saw was red as he laid his next punch. She stumbled backwards slightly before using her body weight to throw her next punch which landed into his face. He grabbed her hands as she went to swing again, twisting them so they were behind her back. She struggled and almost got free as she let lose one of his hands. He had both of her skinny wrists in one hand as he brought the other around the front of her body. He placed his hand on her neck and pushed her body closely into his.

"Stop fighting me." He said gruffly into her ear.

You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em

"Why do you always do this? Does it make you feel better to hit me? Or for me to hit you? Does it make you feel better to hear me call you names and say shit I don't mean?" He whispered in her ear

Now your in each others face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em…

"Fuck you!" She spit out at him.

You push, pull each others hair, scratch, claw bite 'em

"Fine you might me to fuck you? You want me to take you right here in the fucking dirt?" He asked her while added pressure to her arms and making her sink onto her knees in pain. She didn't cry out though and her face showed no trance of pain. Hap got on her knees behind her and moved his hand from her throat to her jeans. Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moment when you in 'em

-LK-

T saw red as she listened to Hap call her names. She pushed and she wanted him to push her back. She knew that she was playing with fire but as he said those words she couldn't control herself as she swung on him. She was using full force blows but she knew that Hap wasn't. She had fought him many times, sometimes out of anger and sometime because of training. She couldn't be a killer and not know how to fight. She had dated guys in Carolina who hit her, and not because she hit them first. Hap never laid his hands on her until she started to get a big head and laid her hands on him. He first few times he warned her, but after that and she still hadn't learned he hit her back. She wasn't afraid of him, and he wasn't a woman beater. T knew what she was doing and in some ways she supposed she wanted it. She wanted him to hate her just as much as he loved her. She wanted him to feel the same way she did, the love and hate was so closely tied that at times she got the two confused. One minute she wanted to punch him and the next she want to fuck him. It was a never ending circle with her.

Its not a secret in the biker world that when their woman get out of control their man will slap them around. Everyone in the club knew that and every woman in the club was aware of what they were getting into. All of them except that doctor bitch in Charming. For T, she guessed it all went back to being a killer. The death and violence turned her on or made her happy or both. It was a part of her life, a major part. Even if it was sick and twisted.

Because I like the way it hurts….

Hap's blows had both landed in her legs, something that didn't surprise her. She knew that he hated when she pushed him that far. He hated ever laying his hands on her but he knew that she always let it go because after all she usually did more damage to him than he did to her. After all her momma had always told her, don't fight a man and expect him not to fight back.

She fell to her knees when he added more pressure to her arms.

Now I know we said things, did things we didn't mean…

T felt his hand move from her throat to her jeans. She felt the button pop and heard the zipper go down. She knew that if she wanted him to stop all she had to do was throw her head back into his. She didn't want him to stop though. Her anger turned to lust and he pulled her to her feet, still by the arms behind her back. She knew she would have bruises the next day on both her thighs and her arms, but at the moment she didn't care. It was a warm summer night with a cool breeze, her legs got covered in goose bumps as Hap pulled her jeans down. She stepped out of her shoes and jeans obediently, leaving her naked from the waist down. Hap still hadent let go of her arms but at the moment she was too distracted by his kisses on her neck to care. She didn't even feel the pain anymore, all she felt was warmth spreading through her body towards her center. She heard Hap's zipper come undone right before she felt his fingers enter her roughly. She moaned loudly with the contact.

"So fighting with me does turn you on?" He said gruffly

T didn't respond to his question just moaned louder as she thrust his fingers again. He applied pressure to her arms again.

"On your knees" he demanded.

She fell to them gently, already missing the contact of his fingers and so tempted to beg for something more but she held her tongue. She felt Happy behind her pulling down his own jeans. She felt his very hard cock slap against her ass as he lined up to her center. She was anxious and she knew he was as well, but he wanted to toy with her. She could tell. He took his free hand and wrapped it in her hair. She was uncomfortable and the only thing keeping her from falling face first as he shoved her to bend over was his hold on her hair and her hands. She wanted her arms back to hold herself up but she knew he wouldn't give them so she didn't even ask. He slammed into her hard, hard enough to push her body slightly forward. She screamed with pleasure as he did it again and again. Her arms were becoming numb and her neck hurt from being held back at an odd angle but she was too close to coming to care. She screamed for him to go faster and harder and he did. He let go of her hands and placed his own on her hip. She placed them on the ground as his relentless pounding continued. T knew that she was going to hurt in the morning, and she was sure that she would be walking funny but as her orgasm took over she didn't care. She was in the middle of coming when Hap took his hand off of her hip and put it at her neck, forcing her whole upper body to become aligned with his. He bit her neck hard, and she was sure there would be a bruise, along with a hickey she was sure he left from kissing her neck the first time. He put his lips up to her ear and whispered so quietly that if there would have been any other sounds around them aside from the their skin slapping, she wouldn't of heard him.

"I love you, always have always will. Never fucking forget that."

She felt him thrust hard two more times before he had an orgasm of his own, those two times brought on another one from her.

But your tempers just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me. When it comes to love your just as blinded….

-LK-

As they redressed, Hap looked over at T. She had a huge smile on her face, making him smile as well. Once she was dressed, Hap watched her walk towards him. He braced himself for another attack but instead she reached up and kissed him. They both took at seat on the grass, very near to the area that they had just did the nasty in.

"I love you too." T replied after a few moments of silence.

Hap threw his arm around her and pulled her close.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you. I didn't mean those things." He replied

T nodded in response and looked at him. Hap studied her face, he could see the love in her eyes. It wasn't the god worship it had been, but it was there and stronger than it had ever been. He knew that she no longer thought of him as a god or a man with all the answers. Instead, he could tell she just thought of him as a man. A man who she loved and was an equal too for him that was better than the other way because in his eyes he would never deserve her but he wouldn't give her up.

Hap watched her flick her cigarette over the rail and did the same as he finished his.

"Heard that you put your vote for Charming transfer on hold, I know Charming wants you something bad." T said still staring out at the mountains.

"Yeah they do, and yeah I did." He replied.

"What happens if I choose you Hap? I want that future you drew out. I want the kids and the house with a porch swing. We aint getting any younger Hap, shit like that needs to happen soon."

Hap was quiet for a moment. He grew up in Tacoma. He also wanted to be closer to his mom and Charming was way closer. Charming had so much drama though, even more so now that Jax's doctor bitch was pregnant with a club baby, or so she says. Hap wasn't sure what he was going to do. For now he just wanted to stay nomad. He liked his freedom and he knew that T wouldn't really want to settle down in Charming. She would if that was what Hap wanted but he knew that it wouldn't be her first choice.

"I plan on staying nomad for a while. Charming's got too much damn drama but its closer to my ma. So I don't really know yet to be honest. If I said I was going to go and stay in charming would that take me off your list?" He asked

T looked at him for a long time. "I don't want you to make your choice based off of me. I want you to do what you feel is best for you."

Hap watched T stand up and brush off her pants. "We should probably head back dark and I'm dirty and tired."

Hap nodded and stood up with her. He grabbed her arm as she turned to walk back towards her bag. He pulled her close and kissed her. "Whatever I decided you will be the first to know." He said when he pulled away.

T didn't say anything as she turned around and headed for her bag. Hap headed for the bike and climbed on. He scooted forward as T climbed on a few seconds after him. He handed her, her helmet before putting on his own. Once her arms were wrapped tightly around him he started it up and took off. This time he actually placed his hand on hers.

-LK-

Glen, Jonny and Mac all glanced at the clock again. It was late they still weren't back yet. Jay and Zeke had already called twice each. Jonny paced the floor nervously.

"Chill man, I'm sure they didn't kill each other" Mac told him.

Mac, wasn't sure but he hoped that he was right. The loss of either of them would be great and the one who survived would be too fucked up in the head to do anything but feel guilty for the rest of their life. Mac was on his fifth beer when they heard the bike pull into the lot. All of them stood up and walked outside. They watched as T and Hap climbed off the bike and headed towards them. Hap flung his arm around T when they were half way across the parking lot and she shrugged it off. The three men watched as T kept walking but Hap stopped. In three long strides, Hap had his arms around her waist and pulled her close.

All men wore looks of shock on their faces as Hap leaned down and kissed her and she kissed him back before shoving him away. T kept walking towards them and Hap did it again.

"She's about to get pissed." Jonny said as he watched them.

This time as Hap leaned in to kiss her she slapped him, the sound echoing in the empty parking lot. All three men took a few steps closer to the pair.

"I've had enough of you hitting me today woman" they heard Hap say as he grabbed both of her hands and pulled her close.

They watched as T kept her head down, as Hap put his hand in her hair and yank her head back so she would be looking at him.

Mac could see the grip was tight enough that it was forcing her to keep her head angled up at him.

"Think we should break it up?" Glen asked looking at Mac and Jonny.

Jonny looked towards Mac, who still had his eyes on the pair.

"Not yet, we might be watching history in the making." Mac answered.

Jonny and Glen looked back towards the pair, T was still looking up at Hap because of the hand in her hair.

"Fuck you Hap" T said in a cold voice.

"I already did" He replied as she broke loose from his grip.

Mac could tell that it had already been a long night for both of them and that if it went on for a lot longer Hap was going to throw her over his shoulder and lock her in his dorm room. Mac watched as T stormed away from him. Hap wasn't done yet though. As T walked towards them, the men stayed focused on Hap who was fastly approaching her. T had almost reached them by the time Hap reached her. Hap grabbed her arm and dodged as she swung her free arm. Hap grabbed the hand that just swung at him and started to push her backwards towards were the guys were standing.

"Move" they heard Hap say loudly.

All three men moved sideways and allowed Hap to push T through the now open space and right into the wall. His arm was at her throat while his other hand was holding hers together.

"Now that you cant run away would you like to explain to me what the fuck your problem is?" He asked

Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean, but we feel into the same pattern same routine.

-LK-

T stared at Hap, her wrist still hurt from having been behind her back for so long, and she knew now that he had a tight hold on her again that the bruises would be even worse. His arm at her throat wasn't hurting her but it was keeping her in place. She thought over his question.

"Our business is our business. I don't need the whole club knowing what goes on between us. On top of that, I guess its just an old habit that's hard to break. I haven't made a choice yet and you know Glen is going to go back and tell Florida everything. Besides I never seen you want to show now PDA with anyone but me, what the hell is up with that?" T asked

"Because I only love you and I don't give a fuck who knows it. I'll call Florida myself and tell him I fucked you. I don't give a fuck what they think." He said as he let go of her wrists and moved his arms. He placed both of his arms on the wall on either side of her. He leaned down and kissed her before shoving off the wall and walking into the clubhouse, leaving four silently shocked people behind him.

Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall….